Haru's POV
I don't know how many times I blinked while looking at Yuki's older sister.I don't understand what he said ago.I cannot understand it even a little.A girl who's look like me?Could it be...Oneechan?
"Where will Haru sleep?"Yuki's
Oneechan ask their Okaasan.
"In Yuki's room and bed..."she answer while smiling geniunely.
I look at Yuki who spit some of rice that he shove to his mouth.I just cough silently before eating again.
"Why...?Is there something wrong with that?"she ask but no one answer to her question.
"Besides...they both male,so there's nothing wrong with that."she added before eating again.
"Okaasan,now a days...even both male can have a sex."Yuki's Oneechan said making me spit some of water that I drink.
I cough while tapping my chest.I can feel water in my nose.That was so wrong timing.Yuki look concern at me but I just shook my head.I know what kind of Oneechan he had and I wish that my Oneechan was same as her.
"Sex?So the thing of top will insert it to the butthole of the bottom?"their Okaasan innocently ask and she tiltled her head side.
"Okaasan...we'r--."Yuki got interrupted when his Oneechan talk.
"Yeah...Okaasan.I wonder who's the top and bottom..."
I don't like the way she look and smirk towards me and Yuki.I just shrugged the back of my neck and shook my head two times because she look like a crazy person.
I'm done changing into a pair of pajamas that Yuki let me to borrow.I notice that it was long to me but...it's fitted to me,so this is not a problem for me.
I saw a guitar in Yuki's study table.I unzip the case of the guitar and I saw a acoustic brown guitar.I touch it but...I immediately remove my fingertips on it.
I'm now living in the present but my mind is still on the past.The memories still here in my mind.I wonder how to delete memories so that I will not hurt myself anymore because of the stupid past that still hunting me until now.
I hear the sound of the door and I saw Yuki entering.I sit on the chair and trying not to make an eye contact.I can feel his stare but I didn't mind it.I get one book that was on the book shelf on his study table.
It's about a boy who cannot erase his past...all the memories coming back to his mind.I didn't know that he's reading a book like this.
Yuki closed the book and his face is so close to me.I stand up and I was about leave the room but he immediately caught my wrist.My eyes got bigger when I realized where I was sitting right now.I'm sitting right now in his lap and my face is so close to his face.
I was about to stand but he snake his one arm to my waist.His eyes...the way he look make me feel weak.
"L-let me go..."I beg to him.
My eyes got bigger when he crash his lips into mine.I close my eyes while gripping his shirt.He bit my lower lip making me to open my mouth and he take it a chance to put his tounge inside of my mouth.
I moaned when he touch and squeeze my butt.My butt is my sensitive part of my body when it's comes to erection.I'm not a virgin anymore...but this is very wrong because he has a gilfriend.
"Y-yuki this is so wrong...You h-have girlfriend."I said while trying stop him but he still continue to kiss my neck,suck and bite it.
I was about to say something but he stop me by kissing my lips again.I didn't notice that I'm kissing back.My knees feel so weak.I try to stop my self to kiss him back but I feel my body become heat.
"Yuki..."I moaned softly when he kiss the spot on my neck.
I moan softly again when he lick and suck my earlobe.He's making me feel weak right now but...at the same time I'm scared that because of this...I'm gonna feel pain again.
I'm gonna assume to the things that I don't want to assume on it because I always end up...feeling pain and being alone and lonely.
If that thing will happen to me...I don't know what I'm gonna do.I'm really scared to things that may happen but I cannot control myself...I'm letting Yuki to control me.I'm letting myself to get hurt and feel pain again.I'm letting myself to give a false hope to my mind.
I don't want to destroy a relationship because of this f*cking heat that I'm feeling.I slap Yuki hard as I can and when he stop...I take the chance to leave on his lap.I was about to open the door...but Yuki stop me again.I try to push him but he held my wrist so tightly...making my teary because of the pain.
"Yuki...this is so wrong...please...let me go.You already have a girlfriend,Yuki...I'm just your classmate."I begged to him but seems like he doesn't care about what I'm said.
He kiss me again but I push him away...but he caught me again.I'm crying right now like a child and shooking my head while looking at him.He's have a cold expression on his face.
"Stop crying,Haru..."he softly said while wiping my tears using his thumbs.
I hold to his hand while shooking my head.Even I have feeling to him...I will not do this.I cannot destroy a strong relationship.
"You're such a crybaby...Haru."he said while smiling.