Haru's POV
I don't know how many times I blink while staring at Yuki who's talking with his girlfriend.The only I know is...I love seeing his red messy hair.
"Heyy...Haru,are you still on Earth?"Eijun ask while waving his hand on my face.
"Yeah...just some thoughts come to my mind."I answer before yawning.
"You didn't sleep well last night,right?"
I just nod while browsing the manga that Yuzuru gave to me yesterday.It's was hilarious when they thought that Eijun is my boyfriend.The affection of Eijun to me is just a brother for me and for him.
He's like a mix of brother and a friend.He came back again because he wanted to protect and prevent me from the other pain that I will feel anytime...without knowing it.
"Where's Yuzu?"he ask when he notice that he take a sit on Yuzuru's seat.
"I don't know...maybe she's with our class president."I answer while still browsing the manga.
Yuzuru gave me a lot of manga.It's her recommendation to me...so that in weekends I will not be bored.I don't usually go out in weekends...I prefer lock myself in my room than having fun with friends...going in mall...amusement park.
I always wanted be alone having a peaceful moment and surroundings.Only Otousan,Hahaoya and Oneechan was the only going out in weekends without me.They respect my decision in my life...being introvert is fun...hiding all the pain...relax your self by listening to music...watching anime...or even reading manga.
"Are you free on Saturday,Haru?"Eijun ask me then I give him a bored look.
"I don't usually go in weekends,Eijun.I prefer to lock myself on my room and alone while relaxing myself."I explained then I closed the manga.
"Aww...don't you feel bored when you're doing that things,Haru?"
"No...it's better than having a fake friends that will drag you down on a pit leaving you behind anytime."
I'm afraid to have a friends again that can betrayed me anytime...that's why I don't trust Yuzuru too much even though she's kind to me.I know Yuzuru is a kind and you can trust her but...I can't give my full trust to her.I'm afraid commiting the same mistake that I don't want to remember.
"Well...your decision is better.The way you think is better than mine.You always think the consequences on your actions and decision."he said while smiling geniunely.
He look cute when he smile genuinely but...when he smile like an idiot it's means that he's thinking a thing that he make a fun on people.
"Why are you sitting on my seat?"Yuzuru growled like a lion on Eijun's face.
"Does this seat have a name carved on it?"Eijun ask like a innocent kid while looking for a name on the seat to make a fun on Yuzuru.
"Are you making fun on me?!"Yuzuru angrily ask Eijun when she grabbed Eijun's collar.
Before Eijun could answer,class president interrupted them.It's look like these two will never get along.
"Let's settle down.Our new teacher on music class will come now.So,please settle down...go back on your proper sit."the class president said.
Eijun came back to his seat and Yuzuru spray alcohol on her seat while glaring Eijun who's smiling at her.Yuzuru clicked her tounge and take a seat.
My mood change when I saw our new music teacher.I don't want to see her and...now she's our new teacher in music class.She's so brave to did this decision.
"She's look like Haru."
"Is she's Haru's Oneechan?"
"She's so beautiful...she's the girl version of Haru."
I clench my fist and controlling my emotions right now.I don't want to have a fight with her.Even I don't want to see her everyday...I will accept this fate of mine.That my own Oneechan was our new music teacher.
"Yoshida Haruka..."she called me and I give her a cold stare.
"I don't usually participate in music class,Yoshida-sensei.You know the reason because you're my Oneechan,right?"I coldly said to her making some of our classmates gasps.
"You know how to respect a person,huh?"
"Well...I respect the people who only respect me.People who don't invade my privacy and let me decide on my own."I sarcastically answer her.
"Haru..."Eijun called me but I don't give a damn care.
All of people...why she should be our new music teacher?Did she think that I can forgive her...if she will be my music teacher?Did she think that she can heal my big wound that still not heal?Did she think that she can erased the memories that I remember about her in my past?
"I know what you're thinking,Oneechan.If you don't want to regret the decision you did and get hurt...change it.If you still insist...then you will feel the pain that I'm feeling right now.I will not do anything to you...but you feel it by seeing me.Seeing me...in your blue eyes that people think that you're innocent."
I immediately leave in classroom without giving damn care about what my classmates say to me after what I did.I know...Eijun know this about me and Oneechan.About how I treated my Oneechan.
I'm sitting in the floor when I saw feet in front of me.I wiped my tears and look up and I saw Yuki...who's looking at me right now.He sit in front of me looking at me...straight to my eyes.
His eyes make me feel weak...make me feel comfortable but...I can't hold him.I don't want to hold him.He pat my head make me to hug him while crying on his chest.
"Why are you such a crybaby?"