This is the first day of our relationship. Today, for the first time since the relationship was formed, he is coming to pick me up .he's looking so cute as always. My friends got shocked after hearing that we are finally dating. I've never thought that I'll be able to be in a relationship with him. This feeling is so incredible. Before dropping me off he told me he wants to keep this relationship a secret. He'll reveal it after the right time. I agreed with him because I thought he had some reason to do it and as he's my boyfriend I should do whatever he wants. Our relationship continued normally. I was so obsessed with him. One day he promised me he'll never leave me and also told me he loves me more than his life. I was so happy then. I used to spend my leisure time looking at his pictures. He was busy most of the time with various kinds of work. I used to treat him as my master. I would do whatever he wants me to do for him. I used to cook for him, buy a lot of gifts for him, always wanted to keep him happy.
This is three months of our relationship though we haven't slept together as I promised my mom that I'll never sleep with a boy before marriage. But he kept forcing me. He accused me in many ways just because I didn't want to sleep with him. Our relationship began to deteriorate day by day. I couldn't let go of him even though I knew our relationship was going badly. I couldn't get over him no matter how he treated me.
One day he took me to a bar. He told me that we haven't been able to spend time together for a long time, let's have some fun here. I agreed with him. Leaving me there alone, he suddenly went somewhere. I was looking for him and at one point I found him in a room. he was with some boys and I overheard them. Someone: "why are you here leaving your wife alone ?" (In the guise of a joke) Avet: " whose my wife?"..." Aaah ! You mean that girl u left alone wasn't your wife ?" .. avet, " you do think I'll make someone like her my wife? How gross! I was just passing time with her but she's so boring. She doesn't even let me touch her .. " so what you're gonna do with her?".. " I brought her here today so that I can make her drunk and do the things I want ..... once I'm done y'all can do whatever you want with her too "
I never thought he would do that to me. I trusted him the most. I trusted him more than me. I could have given him my whole life if he was true. I was fully loyal to him. I loved him more than me. How could he do this? Is this was what I deserved? Why am I getting punished like this? The sky seemed to fall over my head. I never felt this much messed up before. He made me so blind that I couldn't even find my way... I learned more that he used to spend nights with different girls by giving me the name of work. I was walking alone by the side of the road feeling betrayed, sad, broken and so on I don't know how to name this feeling. It was raining with cold wind and thunder-lightning. The girl who is afraid of lightning was walking fearlessly on the side of the road today. Suddenly a car stopped in front of me. The glass of the car slowly lowered. There was Christian inside. He said, " someone needs a lift I guess." I didn't reply to him. I started walking like me again. abruptly he got out of the car and forcibly took me in his arms, put me in his car and started driving