Christian was taking me somewhere, I was surprised to see him. he asked me then if I had ever seen a garden with one flower. it was a weird question. "How can there be only one flower in a garden?" I replied him. "So where was your sense when you were accepting Avet's proposal?" I paused for a moment. I remembered what avet told me. how can I be so stupid? it was so embarrassing situation. Christian didn't say anything then. At one point he stopped in front of a house and told me to get off. I got out of the car as he said. He took me inside the house, it looks like his place. I was soaking wet in the rain. " I don't have girls clothing here. you can wear my shirt. " he was also slightly wet. it was his wet clothes that made him look very hot. as there was no other way for me I wore his shirt and freshen up. after that, I went downstairs to see what he was doing. He was cooking. It was very fascinating to see him from behind while cooking. Suddenly he asked me what I wanted to eat. "I'm not hungry now," I said to him. he didn't respond. later on, I asked him how he found me and was he following me or not. he ignored it and said me to eat the food he just made. I wasn't forced to listen to him, but somehow he seemed to be controlling me, I felt like I was forced to listen to him. So I started eating as he said. He was eating with me. It seems different to see him at mealtime, it seems he is different from all the boys. He suddenly said, "Will you stop looking at me?" I started eating like me again. But how did he find me? Has he followed me so far? how did he think about me? I finished eating thinking all this. He then showed me a room and said I could stay here for tonight. I can call him if I need anything he also said that to me.
I'm sitting alone in my room now. Although I am not afraid of the dark but the chilly atmosphere here made me afraid. My fears grew. I felt like I was destitute. I was suddenly thinking about the things that happened between me and Avet. I began to feel a lot of frustration. I started crying out loud. I was feeling depressed and scared. Christian came to me hearing me out. he asked me if I was ok or not but I was so out of my mind that I hugged him tightly out of my frustration. he put his hand over my head and he was some kind of trying to console me. I guess he's bad at consoling or he had never consoled anyone before. " are you thinking about him?" he asked me. "I want to get over off him but I don't know why I miss him" I replied Christian. Christian: I can make you forget about him fully...me: you can? please make me forget about him !! Christian: Well, This requires a lot of illegal work. if you are still willing to do that make sure first. me: I'll do whatever it takes. Just make me do forget him entirely ! " are you sure? you can't back down later " he was making it definitive again and again." I'm fully sure" I replied without thinking the furthest.
Then he took me to his bedroom. He took me there by surrounding me in his arms, he was looking at me in such a way that I forgot everything around. His eyes were beautifully brown. I stared into his eyes as if I could spend hours after hours like this. he laid me down on his bed. But I wanted to sit up which I couldn't for him. It's as if he's holding me captive. He suddenly came very close to me. I was lying between his two hands. He was looking at me very seriously. Seriousness can't be said actually it was a very different way. He came more closer to me This time we were so close that we were hearing each other's sighs. it was like my breaths are coming to me passing him. he slightly moved his lips close to my lip. They were looking very sweet. I've first time seen a boy with this much beautiful lips. His lips touched mine, we kissed. We were focused on each other fully that even if the rest of the world blurs around we'll not stop. This made me completely lost, my knees went weak, every concern I had before my locked lips are gone now and I'm relaxed. he started kissing me all over my face then. Slowly he came to my throat and neck, kissed me more hardly. It was feeling so different. there was a sense of pleasure in his every kiss, the pleasure of my body. he kissed my hands said my hands are so beautiful. I was not in a sense to say anything. He slowly started undressing me. I couldn't stop him because somewhere my body wanted it too. I know this is not right but I couldn't stop myself. he slightly kissed my chest and also started licking me. Aaaahh I never felt this much pleasure before. he opened my bra slowly by kissing and there too he continued to kiss a lot. It was so erotic. How could he do that? I have lost control of my own body. My body wanted him to do more hardly. He went downstairs by kissing. He was also looking at me at the same time. I was feeling so horny and his looks made me want him more. he kissed my feet and started licking my fingers there. Then he slowly Went upstairs by licking my leg. his was giving me a sensational feeling. it was so good whatever he was doing. He kissed every part of my body and also was doing something as if I was his food and he was so hungry that he couldn't stop feeding me for himself. I was feeling so shy and nervous. My whole face becomes red. I was in a feeling of staying close to him and never separate. No one ever came this much near to me. it was so arousal. I was turned on. My physical expression got changed. It's like finally discovering the correct key for the door- unlocking the doorway to pleasure time. this is surely one of my favourite feelings in the entire world. It was such an incredible feeling. I can't explain how pleasant it was. The feeling was so heavenly. His tongue was so good there so as his fingers. as it was my first time and I was a little sensitive he still adapted with me. Then he suddenly inserted something inside me. First, I felt pressure and then it feels warmer and warmer as this goes back and forth. It mainly feels fullness and warmth. I would say there's a sense of euphoria once the thing first goes in. There's an initial rush through your body. it was so intense as an orgasm. His thing was doing so hard into me I felt like it gonna split me up but still it was so good. though it was so embarrassing I forgot everything except him. it was making me more and more aroused.