I was feeling sad and I don't know why. I don't want to feel for Christian but I'm feeling jealous seeing him with Cassandra. I want to be with Christian. out of frustration, I started drinking a lot. Christian smiles a dazzling, unguarded, natural, all-teeth-showing, glorious smile. he's dancing, giving all his focus on Cassandra. this is obvious because Cassandra is also gorgeously attractive. both of them look like perfect couples. I'm the one who's in the middle smashing. My mind is suddenly paralyzed with apprehension. I never wanted Christian to be with me but now I'm the one craving for him as if he's some kind of drug I'm addicted to. I was thinking all this abruptly a man came in front of me. he's looking gently classic. his expressions are also polite. " would you mind dancing with me?" he asked, his gaze is soft. he looks quite like a good person so so I accepted his proposal better than feeling awkward and unwanted here. he softly takes me and starts dancing with me behind Christian and Cassandra. All of Christian's attention seemed to shift away from Cassandra. he's looking at me. his attitude is looking dangerous, full of violence. The gentleman who was dancing with me told me he's Frederick Augustus. oh, he also has the same surname! who's he? " are you here with Christian?" he asked. "yes" I replied awkwardly. " he's my cousin," he said. now I know why he also has the same surname though Christian is so rough and tough his cousin is gentle. " may I know your name?" he asked again. " ah sure, sorry I forgot to tell. I'm Edisha, Edisha Evans " I replied weirdly, I don't know how can I forget to introduce myself. Christian is the one who's to blame here." it's ok, are you his friend?" Frederick. how can I tell him I'm his girlfriend when he's treating me like this? it looks like I'm creating a forced situation to make myself Christian's girlfriend. " yes" I told. " you look so beautiful" Frederick. I blushed, " thank you." he was looking at me, his eyes are bright, peaceful and it feels weird to stare at him. we continued dancing. his hand is on my waist but somehow it feels not right as I'm not used to being touched by people. he is gently coming closer to me with every dance step. his moves are smooth but I still don't want to be so close to him as close he's pulling me. suddenly from nowhere Christian came and pulled me away. it was so sudden, I'm confused. " where are you taking me?" I asked him. " to the hell" he replied. what? what hell? where? I was in his arms, he's tightly holding me. his expressions are not looking calm. "put me down" I said to him but he didn't respond anything. what is his problem? why he always does everything so suddenly, I don't understand. He took me to a secluded room. there was no one. Why did he bring me here? why he so weird? After dropping me off there. he was looking at me very silently. I don't know what was he trying to do. his gaze was cold, silent and also dangerous. I was thinking about what should I do now. I'm now in such a mess with this clueless angry man." ain't you going to explain?" he said. explain what? what should I explain to you? " you act like a fool but you are not so don't pretend" what am I pretending? what is it? oh, what! is that about Frederick? I asked him. " yes" he responded. well, I don't know what's the matter but he suddenly came to me, we talked a lot then he asked me to dance with him. I agreed with him and then we danced after that you came and pulled me off here. " don't you have any self-awareness? how can you dance with a man you just met?" he told me with an annoying expression. what's with his behaviour? why is he being so aggressive? isn't he being too harsh on me just for dancing with a man? it is so rude. I'm not even his girlfriend entirely that he can scold me whenever he wants. " aren't you listing?" he yelled at me. " are you dumb?" he yells again. this time I couldn't help control myself, I'm now going to cry. how can he yell at me like this? that mistake wasn't even that severe. he's doing too much. he hurt me, none has ever scolded me like this. my eyes are in tears, I was trying to shake it off from my head but it was too much. how he can be like this to me. why he always behaves so rudely to me? this is not fair. he even claimed me as his girlfriend in front of everyone now I can't even back out. My eyes are wet. I'm looking at Christian. he's also looking at me. my face is all red out of anger, for the words Christian said to me. my body lacks energy, whenever I feel hurt for something like this it happens. I'm looking at the floor to avoid unnecessarily eye contact with Christian. his eyes are strongly attractive that makes me feel weak. Christian was not saying anything. he was looking at me, silently. suddenly he came near to me. I'm still looking at the floor. I know I should not look into his eyes, that's not good for me. " did I make you feel sad?" he asked me warmly, his voice sounds more extraordinary when he talks warmly. " no" I replied to him. it hurt me but I won't let him know, I'm better keeping it in myself. what's his benefit knowing it? when he doesn't even care about me. he's better to keep himself out of me, it would be good for both of us. " I know I made you upset," he said. he sounds so polite now, maybe this is the first time he's taking so polity. huh, Mr.rude even knows how to talk politely? that's unbelievable! whatsoever he's always been unthinkable. this kinda behaviour from him is unexpected. maybe he has his ulterior motive. maybe he wants to set me up again. " no, I was never upset with you! I can't be! cause I don't even consider you" I shrieked at him. He can't be entitled to upset me. " you don't consider me?" he asked. "yes! i don't and i'll never" " ok, let me see if you really consider me or not" he said. "what'd you mean ? what will you do?" i asked him. he didn't replied, just smiled little. then he left with his cold appearance. "what a trouble! he can't do anything, just chill out edisha" i said to myself and went out like my own.
In the hall, Christian was standing. Christian Augustus the most rude person ever in this world standing with his beloved childhood sweetheart Cassandra Monroe. i don't know for what reason Cassandra likes to be with Christian. i mean how can she like Christian? he's so arrogant, always behaves bossy and likes to make trouble for people.