As Christian left then I was searching for him again so that he can clear this lie and at one moment I found him. he was in the auditorium talking with other guests. there were a lot of people so I was sneaky while going near to him. I wanted to tell him to come with me so that I can comfortably talk with him And no one will suspect anything. as I've thought I was trying to get his ear so that I can tell but he was too tall why I couldn't. So I had to say it from below but everyone mistook it. the news was already spread like a nuclear bomb now this situation made it more clear to them. Christian took me to a corner to talk with me then. he asked me why am I searching for him. I told him why he said to the headteacher that I'm his girlfriend? he replied, " it was the best way to save you. if you don't want this then ok let me go to the headteacher and tell him the truth." noh stop, you don't have to do anything. I'll handle my problem. he didn't say anything and left again. I got out of there and saw a lot of people standing. I guess they were here to find out what was between me and Christian but hopefully, they heard nothing. they were asking me if it was true that I'm his girlfriend but I could say nothing. they gradually started bullying me saying Christian can't date a girl like me. a girl said," there's a lot of beautiful girls behind him, how can he date such a nerd like you? are you making stories?" another of them said, " I heard that actress naumi was his ex-girlfriend. you are not even as worthy As her so how you can date him?" They were all saying this but suddenly they stopped and eyed me at the call of fear. later, I realized they were looking at Christian who was behind me.
Christian, " here's a stench coming out of people's mouths. Let's get outta here Edisha!" then Christian took my hand and led me out of here. It's the first time he's said my name. My heartbeat has accelerated, and my cheeks are heating up again. No man has ever affected me the way Christian has, and I can not fathom why. Is it his looks? His civility? Wealth? Power? I don't understand my irrational reaction. but he's very attractive, confident, commanding, at ease with himself – but on the flip side, he's arrogant, and for all his impeccable manners, he's autocratic and cold. An involuntary shiver runs down my spine. He may be arrogant, but then he has a right to be – he's accomplished so much at such a young age. the people there who were bullying me end up being insulted. well, what Christian did was kinda impressive I was starring at him at that time. he was holding my hand so gently. I can say that was a delightful scene.
Christian, " are you always this scapegoat?"
what! how can he say that? I was saying nothing because I didn't know what to say as he surprisingly declared about our relationship.
Christian, " don't be a goat-like this always.. act smart!"
listening to this I was about to reply to him boldly that no I'm not like that what he thinks but he didn't give me a chance. he said, " if you don't want to be bullied like this, pretend as my girlfriend for some time there will be no problem but if you want to be this scapegoat then ok do whatever you want. " I wanted to Answer him like him but his scary attitude was postponing my self-esteem. he is autocratic and cold. hardly gathering my power inside I was about to reply to him with great courage suddenly "oh, fuck everything," he growls. He lunges at me, pushing me against the wall of the elevator. Before I know it, he's got both of my hands in one of his in a vice-like grip above my head, and he's pinning me to the wall using his hips. Holy shit. His other hand grabs my ponytail and yanks down, bringing my face up, and his lips are on mine. It's only just not painful. I moan into his mouth, giving his tongue an opening. He takes full advantage, his tongue expertly exploring my mouth. I have never been kissed like this.
My tongue tentatively strokes his and joins his in a slow erotic dance that's all about touch and sensation, all bump and grind. He brings his hand up to grasp my chin and holds me in place. I am helpless, my hands pinned, my face held, and his hips restraining me. "You. Are. So. Sweet," he murmurs, each word a staccato. again all of a sudden he pushes away from me in the blink of an eye, leaving me hanging. My heart rate is through the roof, I feel like I've run an uphill race. I want to lean over and grasp my knees… but that's just too obvious. I glance up at him. He looks so cool and calm, like he's been doing the Seattle Times crossword. How unfair. Is he totally unaffected by my presence? He glances at me out of the corner of his eye, and he gently blows out a deep breath. Oh, he's affected all right. Then he left without saying anything as if I did not exist. I couldn't say anything as if all my energy was lost.
event ends. subsequently, Rook and Asami came to me with a shocking face, saying am I really in a relationship with Christian or not. I told them the whole story.
Rook, " I was thinking that you are really in a relationship and hiding from us."
Asami, "same! "
Rook, " I was about to split your head for not telling me this.. fortunately, you told me the whole story"
I always share everything with you two so don't think like this again.
Asami, " but now what are you going to do about this? how you gonna explain everyone?"
no, I'll not explain. Christian and I thought we would pretend this for some time until the situation gets better. later all that everything ended out. aah, what a relief. now I can have some time to cuddle with my bed. though I had a rough day, my shoulders want to melt in the bed but I wasn't at ease. I was thinking about our kiss. my heartbeat quickens and my face flushes again. his eyes are like honey melted chocolate sugarcane or something. I feel weak in front of him. I was speculating about him, I was so into him like the cells of my mind have only a chapter and that's him. I valiantly attempt to calm down and gather my thoughts. I shake my head. Holy crap – what was that? My heart steadies to its regular rhythm, and I can breathe normally again. I cursed him for some time because of what he did then I fell asleep