As I missed my first chance to make a connection with avet I was so disappointed. my friends consoled me and we spend the whole day enjoying... I must say I'm so lucky to have such friends. they always stay by my side. we did the shopping, went to a beach and did a lot of fun. rook asked me why did I miss the chance that day where my mind was.' i was thinking of a bastard'..... ' who?'..... 'that so-called businessman.'...'edisha! how can you call him a bastard he was so handsome and cute'-Asami.....' What else can I say to a bastard except for a bastard?'..' why? WHAT HAS HE DONE?'...then I told both of them the story of what happened that day. Asami was still supporting him and rook was confused at first but after seeing his picture rook also changed sides. Although they were joking I realized this man has something in him, he can drive any girl crazy... I should stay away from this man.
the other day I went to my restaurant to work and found that man again, my body stopped working then. I was looking at him and my heartbeat was rising. he looked at me back with his enchanting eyes. oh my god, his eyes are so beautiful. he was so adorable looking at me. I'm feeling so weak. what's happening to me?. i stepped back then. Why does it feel like this when I stand in front of him. why every time I see him, I feel this way? However, I should not pay attention to it so I left but then the manager of the restaurant came to me and asked me to serve him. I requested to send someone else in my place but he refused cuz the man only wanted me to serve him. as there was no choice left I agreed. I was in front of him and he said," aren't you the girl that day who pretended the accident?" Listening to this Controlling my anger at him I said, " why would I pretend something this gross?" The man didn't say anything and laughed a bit. After serving him his dish I was about to went away then he said," stay here!".. " why ? I've done my job, what's left now ?"." I'm a VIP guest here treating me well is your job so you can't go away until I permit you." I got very furious this time but as he was right there was nothing more I can do and I need to keep this job so I was doing whatever he wants. Suddenly he said me to sit on a chair beside him. Listening to him I sat there but I was a little bit frightened cuz I don't know what he was thinking. He got up and moved closer to me. I'm more scared now, I couldn't move my own body, He seemed to be controlling me. I wasn't understanding what to do. What is he going to do? Why he's so near to me? The distance between him and me is very short. This is like he has taken control of my body now he can do anything. He was looking directly at my eyes. there was a sensational feeling. Suddenly he knelt in front of me looking at my eyes. I was very nervous. He suddenly pulled out a handkerchief and tied it to the wound on my foot... I got this wound in that accident. " you are so careless." He said but I didn't reply anything as I was so shocked. I didn't heal the wound well after the accident that day. He was looking so handsome while doing that. I was so into him and before I say something he left. Maybe he isn't like the way I thought of him. i don't know why I couldn't stop myself thinking of him that day. I was thinking of that moment again and again.....
The next day when we went to the college we found that mellessa a student of our department is going to held a birthday party in her house. She invited every student there in the department as well as us too .. avet was invited as well. This made me excited and I thought this time I'm gonna make it for sure. I did the shopping, picked a nice red dress just to impress avet.. then I prepared myself, I straightened my hair, wore red lipstick also high heels, did a bit of makeup ...in the evening I got there at the party but I was a little late. after reaching there I found everyone was looking at me as if I'm the centre of attention. I got nervous. the boys there was looking at me. one of them came near to me I think he was about to say something but before he could avet came also near, asked me for a dance and then I danced with him. I felt so happy. it was the first time he holds my hand. I felt like a princess and he was the prince. we are dancing in the melody of our love. we'll cherish it until the last day before we die. his one hand was in my hands like he never wants to leave me and the other hand was at my waist. it felt so incredible. I feel like this is the best day of my life. we talked for the whole party and then he also drove me home.
the day after that in the college ha asked me for a dinner. am I dreaming? aaaaaaaaa!!!! I'm soo happy now. I don't know how to explain but I was so much happy. he and I went to the same restaurant I work at. though he don't know that I work here. I guess he doesn't have to know it but wait who is there?? suddenly we passed the same man, this is Christian.. that guy again?? I was on a date with avet but I was looking at Christian. he was also looking at here straightly. what is he doing here? however, I was trying to avoid him but as always whenever I see him I don't know what happens to me and I don't remember anything. I was only kept looking at him. then avet said, ' hey edisha? are you hearing me? am I bothering you?'.. 'no, why would you bother me? I'm all ears. I was just looking around'.. 'well, it's ok edisha feel free to talk with me...
I was doing the same mistake again. I was unable to focus on avet when he's around. I tried my best just to get with avet but I couldn't..all of a sudden everything got changed when avet said he likes me. he said I was the prettiest girl he had ever seen. he wants to make me the only flower in his garden. this was the happiest moment ever. I became his girlfriend then.