I was once a party-goer, a happy-go-lucky. People used to call me a brat, liberated and such. But I keep on ignoring them as long as I am happy at hindi ko sila nasasagasaan.
I don't know the real meaning of love. Until one day, my childhood friend Kylie introduced me to his fiancee. A hot and almost perfect man name Coheen Lorenzo. If I am not mistaken, Lorenzo's are one of my father's business partner.
Hindi ko alam kung paano nangyari na ikakasal si Kylie sa lalaking 'yon, I am with her almost every day and I never meet him even once. All I know that her boyfriend is Vince. Those assh... never mind. I don't interested in him.
Days passed, but Coheen still haunting me. Day by day, my eagerness to make him become stronger.
I am Zcaley Amarante and I can get what I want even to cross someone's property. No exemption, no excuses, not even my best friend. Walang kasal na magaganap dahil kung meron man, ako at si Coheen lang dapat.
I like him, I like him to the point that I changed. Changes that too far from I was. Changes that even my family and friends don't recognize me. I forget all my bad habits and tried to catch his attention. But I failed, I failed a hundred times. He keeps on rejecting me and looked at me like I was the dirtiest woman she knew.
I made some planned. Plano na alam ko na magiging epektibo. Plano na magiging huling aksyon ko bilang brat. Cause after this plan, I will be the most faithful and devoted wife.
Pinikot ko si Coheen sa stag party niya. I paid someone to put sleeping pills on his drink and that night changed everything on us, dahil nagtagumpay akong maging akin siya.
Our both parents saw us on the bed naked and hugging each other. Though I know na wala talagang nangyari sa amin ay hindi ko sinabi ang totoo. I want him, I really want him. Hindi pumayag ang ama ko na hindi kami makasal. My father is one of the most powerful in our place.
Coheen knew that nothing happen, he keep on insisting na walang nangyari at wala siyang matandaan. He loves someone and both of them have a plan to get married. He begged me to tell the truth.
He kneels in front of me, cries, and totally broken. But I promised him that I'll make him the happiest man on Earth no matter what happens.
But Coheen refused, sinabi niya na kapag natuloy ang kasal ay magiging miserable ang buhay ko sa piling niya. He threatened me that he will make me suffer. Pero imbes na matakot. Mas pinili kong matuloy ang kasal.
God forbid me, pero hindi ko rin alam sa sarili ko kung anong meron sa kanya at magagawa ko isakripisyo lahat makuha lang siya.
At sa araw ng kasal, hindi ko inaasahan ang mga salitang bibitawan niya.
"You'll gonna suffer until your last breath until you will beg me to let you go. Ginusto mo ako di ba? kaya panindigan mo. Dahil hindi langit ang uuwian mo kundi nagbabagang impyerno."
Mga salitang hindi ko inaasahan na magkakatotoo.