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IT'S FUNNY HOW TOURU-SENPAI KEPT BUGGING YUMA AND ERI TO GET MARRIED. It's only been a year since they started dating and like Yuma said, it's still too early.
'A lot could still happen, you know senpai? Words are too weak of an assurance and you could get burned if you hold on to it too tightly."
But still…
They said they're considering marriage. Of course they would be, they're dating because they love each other after all. And if that time comes, when the day they'll tell me they decided to finally get married arrived, will I be able to congratulate them with a smile on my face?
Maybe, when that time comes, I will finally be able to let these feelings go.
I secretly took a glimpse of Eisuke through my peripheral vision as I took a drag on my cigarette. He was standing right next to me and hasn't moved an inch. I couldn't see his face and even if I wanted to look I'm afraid it would be too obvious.
It's been a week since we crossed 'that' line and since then, when we have the chance — when we're alone in the apartment, we would play with each other.
Could I even regard our relationship as same as my previous sex partners? But we haven't gone all the way yet… and it's not like I am planning to. I'm afraid my self control could no longer take Eisuke's teasing. Truth be told, I'm surprised I was able to stop myself from having my way with a guy like him.
It felt amazing doing those things with Eisuke, but it's really been a while since I've had proper sex. I've been relieving myself with my fingers every night, but, surely, that wasn't enough to satisfy this frustration.
"Uhhh… I want to have sex…" My thoughts rolled off my tongue before I even realized it.
"Let's do it."
I immediately turned to look at Eisuke as soon as his words reached my ears. For a second, I wondered if I'm already hearing things.
"Ha?"
But he spoke again, this time in a more demanding tone, "Let's go home and have sex."
"Naah, we can't. Yuma will be there." My heart was beating so damn fast but I'm summoning all my strength to keep a straight face as I brush him off. It was an excuse and the truth at the same time— Yuma will be in the apartment with us so we can't do anything and more importantly, we can't go all the way.
"Then, it's fine if Yuma's not home?"
"That's not the point, Eisuke. We can't—"
I was cut off from speaking when Eisuke suddenly pulled me on my wrist, shoving me against the wall while forcefully holding both of my wrists . He was standing so close, I could smell the bitter tang of alcohol emitting from his body.
"You do like pinning me against the wall, huh?" I teased.
His lips curved up into a smirk, "I won't let you escape."
His gaze that was, just a moment ago, fixed on my eyes travelled down stopping on my lips. The intensity of that stare, as if telling me how much he wanted to devour me this instant, made me, unconsciously, bite my lower lip in embarrassment and anticipation.
My mouth that has been feeling dry from smoking after such a long time could only implore him to quench this ridiculous thirst.
Eisuke's lips crashed against mine, not wasting any more seconds. Both our mouths moved synchronously— sucking and biting each other's lips. His lips were so soft but the way he kissed was so aggressive it could bring me down on my knees almost instantly.
I held my breath as I let my mouth open allowing his tongue to make its way in. His soft and warm tongue gently fondled against mine which caught me off guard.
His body shifted for a bit, pulling himself away, as he muttered, "Ahh… just as I thought, the taste of nicotine..."
The obvious look of annoyance plastered on his face made my chest throb unpleasantly. "You saw me smoking just a second ago, if you're just going to complain, then don't kiss me in the first place."
Damn it! I ended up sounding snarky. In my mind, I could only wish he wouldn't catch the irritation that was poorly hidden in those words.
He laughed underneath his breath, an apparent proof that my wish was for naught. "I guess it's fine if it's only 'every once in a while'."
He said those last few words as if he's seducing me and the way he's gazing at me with such desire was really not helping my self control. I could only avert my gaze away from him while silently thanking the darkness for hiding my burning and, surely, beet red face.
My whole body froze when I suddenly felt a soft, wet touch all over my ear. Eisuke's constant licking and teasing to my ear was sending an entirely different sensation all throughout my body, as if I was being tickled in all the right places.
"E-Eisuke, stop that… Mnnn!" I protested but it didn't sound convincing at all after mumbling such a lewd whimper.
The beast that's been trying to devour me didn't stop even for a second, instead his tongue began tracing down, licking along my jawline, and then settling on my neck where his licking turned into sucking the skin on my neck where it'll definitely leave a mark.
My knees were getting weaker and weaker by all the sensation from Eisuke's persistent teasing. I'm just glad, he's holding my wrists in place or else I'll just melt to the ground.
I could no longer tell how long we've been doing this, that I just let my mind completely go blank but a sensation of something rubbing against my crotch brought me back to my senses. I looked down and found Eisuke's thigh rubbing my protruding hard on.
Eisuke, satisfied with my reaction, brought his lips back into my ear and then whispered, "Now tell me senpai… you still don't wanna do it?"
His hot breath caressed my ears and I am already extremely turned on that stopping now would be such a shame so I have to painfully admit my defeat.
I clicked my tongue once, "You're so annoying."
So much for my self-control.
"That's my line, senpai."
***
I FUMBLED WITH THE KEYS TRYING TO OPEN OUR APARTMENT DOOR but I kept getting distracted by Eisuke's hands inside my shirt fondling my chest. He's totally drunk and so do I.
"Eisuke, wait a sec…" I protested but there was no sign he even heard me in the first place. At this rate, I'm scared the neighbors would catch us making out in the hallway. I held my breath as I felt him pinching my nipple.
"Senpai, what's taking you so long? Don't tell me you want to do it here?" Eisuke whispered in his low voice right into my ear.
"The heck?! If you would just stop for a second!"
He just chuckled but he really did stop harassing me and I finally was able to open the door. But as soon as we stepped foot inside the house, he pulled me into him and our lips crashed into each other, barely closing the door behind us.
I broke away from the kiss to reach for the top button of Eisuke's shirt, impatiently fumbling to unbutton it, as well as the next one, and the next too until his chest and collar bones were exposed.
This part of his body, I mean his collar bones, was way too sexy and inviting and I found myself licking and sucking on his skin like an eager dog playing with its favorite bone.
"Isn't it great, Yuma decided to spend the night at Eri-san's place? Now, we have the whole apartment all by ourselves tonight." Eisuke said with a hint of pride in his tone.
I glanced up to get a good look at his smug face. My eyes rolled a hundred miles away, "It was your plan all along…"
He let out a breathy laugh, "I don't know what you're talking about senpai."
When we entered my room, a stupid idea suddenly occurred to me. I highly doubt Eisuke could do something ridiculous like giving me a head so I made a bet with my last surviving ounce of self-control. I'm betting my everything on this one.
I lay on my bed and positioned myself in front of Eisuke, as I unzipped my pants open. And in a commanding tone I told him, "Suck me off, Eisuke."
My eyes lingered all over Eisuke's face, studying it, but there was no telling in his expression what's on his mind.
Will he do it? Will he not?
I'll probably heave a sigh of relief if he ignores my command because that'll be a slap on my face that will awaken me from this drunken fantasy. I will definitely be a bit disappointed but I, atleast, won't go all the way with him.
My whole body froze when his lips curled up into a smirk, "Time for me to return the favor, huh?"
He climbed onto the bed, hovering over my lower half. My brain still couldn't process what was going on as he pulled my pants down to my knees. Eisuke held the waistband of my underwear and was about to pull it down too but I was able to stop his hand as I regained my senses.
"W-Wait! Wait, Eisuke! What are you doing?!"
He gave me a look, "What else? Taking your clothes away.."
"W-Why?" I want to say 'Are you really going to do it?' but my throat suddenly felt so dry.
"I'm giving you a head. Isn't that what you wanted?" He paused as if an idea popped into his head. Without saying anything, he leaned down, to my crotch and half-hard dick, dragging his tongue across the fibers of my crimson underwear, leaving a wet trace of his saliva. "Is this what you mean, senpai?"
"N-No… Ugh!"
He repeated the same action, this time pressing his tongue harder as if he knew exactly where to lick. My dick quickly went completely hard with this play and just after a few strokes, precum started leaking over my underwear. And it seemed to please Eisuke as he then grabbed the waistband of my briefs, pulling it off in one swift motion revealing my, now, erected penis.
As if without much thought, Eisuke brought his mouth over the tip of my dick, teasing the tip and its length with his tongue.
He held the base of my penis with his right hand as his other hand gripped my inner thigh, and I watched as the tip of my dick slowly entered his mouth and then took my whole length inside. It felt hot and wet and the way he's sucking with his cheeks was clumsy yet way too erotic.
"E-Eisuke! Hmmm…"
'T-This is not what I had expected…' My heart was not prepared for this. Damn it!
He pulled out just before the head of my penis but immediately shoving my whole length back into his mouth. He did this over and over and over again that I'm losing my mind. My back arched from this insane pleasure as he stubbornly thrusted while sucking me.
"E-Eisuke… Uhhhhmmm..."
"Mnnn…" Eisuke hummed and the sweet vibration from inside his mouth tickled me.
Suddenly, I felt something poking me on my asshole. I stiffened when something slender made its way inside.
'Is he trying to...loosen me up?'
Working on my dick and hole at the same time was making me dizzy and my whole body titillated. Before I knew it, I already surrendered my whole body to him.
"Eisuke… get off me. I-I'm comin'..." I tried to push his head away but he stubbornly wouldn't let me go and instead just kept on sucking me until I finally reached my climax and poured all my cum inside his damn lewd mouth. It was, surely, an exhilarating orgasm.
"You came a lot, senpai." Eisuke tried to catch the semi-while fluid leaking over his lips and tongue. They were all over his chin too. So obvious this is the first time he's ever done this kind of thing.
"I told you to get off me. You don't have to do something like this, Eisuke." I reached out to him, wiping my semen off his face with my fingers. Seeing something like this was undeniably turning me on even more, but knowing that it's Eisuke was kind of embarrassing, to say the least.
For a brief second, he stiffened underneath my touch but he immediately composed himself and a smile broke out from his face.
"We're not done yet, senpai."
I shuddered when I felt his two fingers, drenched with my own cum, entered my asshole again, smoothly this time. He inched closer to me, bringing his face so close to my face I could even feel his warm ragged breathing.
His fingers twitched and spread inside of me, poking all my sweet spots. I couldn't help but shiver and yelp from the slight pain and pleasure taking all over my body.
"Now tell me, senpai…" Eisuke pulled his fingers out and then reached from inside his pocket pulling out a blue condom wrapper. He tore the small plastic with his teeth, took out the rubber from inside, and zipped open his pants taking out his fully erected penis.
I openly stared at his dick for a moment, the size never fails to amaze me even though I've already seen it multiple times and thoughts of wanting it inside me took over my mind, until I realized he's already putting on the condom and that snapped me back to reality.
"How far…" He continued as he positioned himself over me until I could feel the head of his dick touched the entrance of my asshole. "...Do you want me to go?"
I bit my lower lip as my heart pounded so hard against my chest I could barely breathe. I shut my eyes close but all I could hear was my heartbeat ringing all over my ears.
There's no turning back now, isn't it?
For a second, I hated my body for being so helpless to its carnal desires. But it doesn't matter now. I'll face all the consequences of my stupidity later.
I'm so sorry, Yuma...
And in clenched teeth I said, "All the way. Damn it!"
king's gambit chapter 10 // end