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Chapter 11 - Chapter 10: This could be the edge

Sunday: 13 September

I wake up to the sound of his engine running. The light coming in from his window gives it all alway that its morning.

"Shit", that's the first word that rings in my head before I open my eyes.

"Good morning",

I slowly open my eyes to see where Travis is. He's by his dresser getting dressed for work. "I've been trying to wake you up for quite some time now", he says.

He's dressed formally, looking handsome at it. I grab my phone and check the time, 6:15 A.M. he has to catch the 7AM bus. I should be home by now too. "You're gonna late",

"That's if you don't start getting dressed", he replies. I slide off the bed to find my tshirt since I'm bare chested. That's when I remember I had a bra on.

I quickly get dressed, Travis helps me with my shoes.

"Let's go", he helps me up, but before we walk out he pulls me for a kiss. Gosh I haven't even brushed my teeth, it's so embarrassing.

...

The day goes by so damn slow. I've cleaned, cooked, but still, we still not half way through the day. I miss him, I can't wait for him to be back from work.

Around 1:30 PM Natasha calls me.

"Hey girl",

"You sound in a really good mood", she says.

"I am, duh", I roll my eyes.

"Don't tell me you said the L wod", she asked. Tasha and I agreed that this time in our relationships we won't tell the guys that we love them, even when we feel like we falling in love with them.

I laugh. "No I didn't, I'm not close to saying it", that's a total lie and I know it. I'm way to close to saying it now.

"Good. Girl...", she chirps out her tiny voice. "I had the best night last night", she says.

"Tell me all about it",

"Lucus actually came through and picked me up for a night out", she says.

"Guess we all went out last night", I say making her laugh. She starts telling me all about her night out with Lucus, how he made her feel and how sweet he treated her.

"At what time did you get home?", I ask.

"3AM", she replies, "and you?",

"Around half 6", I say.

"Damn...", she laughs. I start telling her all about my night. We talk for almost an hour. After that I lay on the couch to end up falling into sleep.

...

He steps out of the car and my insides dance for joy. I'm so excited and ready to go anywhere he wants to take me.

The look he gives me tells me he ain't taking me anywhere. Instantly I feel like crying. All I want is to be with him, we don't even have to go anywhere.

"Don't tell me you're here for 5 minutes", I can't even hide the disappointment from my tone.

"I'm afraid so", he says making me frown.

That's when I realise that this ain't no game anymore. I'm in too deep. Not deep-deep but if I have to get out, it won't be easy.

What should I do? I can't even tone down my feelings anymore.

"But I wanna go with you", I cry.

"Where?", he chuckles.

"Wherever you're going",

"I can't babe, I'll come back later for you", he says.

I shake my head. "I don't want you later, I want you now".

"Babe please", he turns to his car, which is now down the road. His friend is driving it and he's afraid for what might happen since the friend is drunk. "I have to go", he motions to his car.

...

Tuesday: 15 September

I walk out of the house looking up at the clear blue sky. The sun is beating down so brightly and I know stepping out without my sunglasses on will be so painful. I'm dressed in my stripped red and white crop top and a short denim dungaree, pairing it with my red allstars. I walk down the driveway and listen for the sound of Travis's car. In a few seconds it appears down the road. The usual black VW city golf.

He pulls over right across my house under a huge cool shade. Glancing at me, he gestures for me to walk over at him but sadly I'm upset at him, so I flip my middle finger at him. He chuckles, then notice I ain't kidding and steps out of the car.

"What's wrong?", he asks as he gets closer to me, getting to stand a few inches from me.

"You know exactly what's wrong", I frown. "You let me burn out here under this angry sun", I trail off as I explain my upset mood. It's not even a big deal but because I want all his attention, I make it a big deal.

He pulls me in his arms but I push him back.

"Okay, I'm sorry", he pouts. "Here, have a drink", that's when I realise he's holding a bottle of cold Tonic water.

"I don't want it", I totally act like a little girl and storm back inside the house. He follows me in, but glances out to see who's watching him. I roll my eyes then gesture for him to come in. He takes a seat on the single couch facing the door to the back rooms and hands me the Tonic water. The couch he's sitting on is Kourtney's favorite. I sit on the double couch facing the tv, which is my favorite. I kick off my red allstars and put my feet on the couch. I take a long swing of the water, downing it like it's the sweetest drink I've ever had. Travis is watching my every move.

"Come here", he whispers. I stare at him with a smile. He notes that I won't get up so he gets up from where he's sitting and pulls my hand, pulling me back to his seat. I get on top of him, positioning myself comfortably on his lap, then lean forward for a kiss. His lips taste like the Tonic water we've been both drinking. Cold, a bit salty but sweet to taste. I suck on his bottom lip as he tightens his hold on my waist, moving me on him in an up-down motion. I run my hands on his neck, making him deepen our kiss. "Mmmh", I pull out of the kiss and smile at him. "Let's go to my room", I whisper. By now I know my body is in control. I get off him and he gets up after me. Before making it to the door, he picks me up by my hips and seals our lips together. I hang on to him, my legs wrapped around his waist and my hands around his neck. He deepens the kiss while walking to the door and push it close with my back then locks it. As he pins me to the door, he picks up his pace, letting our kiss hit up. My heart is beating so fast. "Mmmh", I moan. "Stop", I slide down, off of him and he actually let's me. "Let's go to my room before we end up fucking right here in the living room",

Without waiting for his reply, I pull him to the kitchen. "Come on", I gesture for him to follow me out to my room.

After unlocking my bedroom door, I move to the side to let him in first.

I'm glad I woke up and cleaned my room. It's so clean and smells really nice.

He takes a seat on my bed, then lets his body fall so he can be laying facing up. I lay right beside him.

"What took you so long to get here?", I ask. "You said you'll get here by 12PM but now it's almost 2PM", I scold him.

He turns his head at my direction to explain. He tells me about him not being able to leave the guys fixing his place alone. After explaining he pulls me into his arms. I get on top of him and we start kissing. This time our kiss is heated from the start. He rolls to hover above me, then pulls his tshirt off. He's bare, and I can't help but run my hands on his soft skin. "I've missed you", he says through kisses, then pulls out, getting off bed. I'm wondering what's happening when I feel my legs being pulled to the edge of the bed. He helps me out of my top. I'm not wearing any bra so yeah, my boobs are out in the open now. Slowly he gently plants kisses from my waist, trailing up to my boobs. I lock my legs on his back as he sucks on my boobs, breathing heavily as my heart works its ass off to pump blood faster. We break apart from the kiss, gasping for air. That's when he takes the opportunity to pull off my denim dungaree, leaving me in only my panties. Before he's back to kissing me, he slides his pants down, kicking them off then gets between my legs. My blood is rushing, I'm hot and wet for him and I'm sure he sees that through my eyes. He sucks on my neck, then I feel his lips move to open a condom. I have no idea how long he's been holding it. I pull out of the kiss and watch as he opens it, to slide it on his dick.

And oh fuck, he's ready for me. He positions his dick against me and slowly slide it in. I'm ready. I've been ready. I moan as he starts moving, slow at first, then start increasing his pace. His length inside of me is pushing me to the edge and I'm holding myself back. I grab on to him, and the more he moves is the more I'm ready to lose myself.

As he moves in and out, I start losing my way to the climax. The condom start hurting me and I instantly know that I'm dry now. Maybe something distracted me.

"Ouch", I cry, pushing him back. "You're hurting me",

"Heck, I forgot my gel back at home", he says pulling out. He starts kissing me, sliding his finger into my pussy to get me back on track again. He's actually doing a great job with his finger.

I laugh as he pulls out another condom out of nowhere. "What?",

"How many did you bring?", I ask.

"10", he replies making me laugh again.

"10? Just for me?", he nods, then covers his dick with a new condom.

He turns me around, making me lay on my stomach, then pulls me to the edge and slides his dick in me from behind.

Gosh that's it, that's the spot. I hang on to my covers as he slams in and out of me. He starts moving a bit faster and I'm forced to bite my lips to hold my screams. His hands land on my ass as he moves and gosh, that's it, I feel things I haven't felt in a while, explosion right inside of me.

My legs are still shaking even after he's pulled out. I know If he slides it back in, I'll still cum.

We both lay facing up, with my head on his arm, and that's when his phone rings. It rings for some time but he doesn't bother to pick it up.

I grab my phone and play some music, making him smile, his dimples on display as Elaine screams gentle through my phone's speaker. He stares at me, his face filled with emotion. It's like he wants to tell me something.

"What?", I ask with a smile and he just stares at me. "Come on, you can tell me",

"What do you want me to tell you?", he asks. He gets up to sit and I do the same.

"Tell me whatever you wanna tell me, I can tell there's something from that look you're giving me right now", he leans in for a kiss.

"I love you", he says, staring into my eyes as he's inches from my face. I just freeze. I knew he's in love with me but I didn't expect him to say it right here and now. My mind battles to stop me from saying it right back. I have a lot of questions on what might happen if I do reply on his love confession.

"Wow", finally a word comes out of my mouth.

Disappointment flashes on his face but he quickly covers it with a smile.

"Yeah", he looks away.

"I should go before your parents get here",

Jhene Aiko and John Legend burst from my phone's speaker as they sing Lighting and Thunder. He smiles. He knows it's my favorite song so far. He pulls me by my legs till I'm back in his arms, back to kissing again.

It's almost 5PM and he's right when he says he should go.

After getting dressed in his pants, he stands by the door and stares at me. "I really have to go", I have his tshirt on to stop him from leaving. He walks closer, pulls me back to the edge of the bed and pulls off his tshirt over my head. I crawl off bed and stand infront of him.

"Damn Travis you're tall", my head reaches his chest.

"I'm not that tall", he chuckles. He takes a seat on the edge of the bed and pulls me to stand between his legs.

"Hi", I smile at him. He pulls me in for a kiss which leads to me getting picked up by my hips, him standing tall as he devours my lips. He turns and gently place me on the bed, pulling off my dungaree and ripping off a condom. "Oh wow", I chuckle. He pulls out his dick from his pants zipper and dress the condom over it. His hand grabs my waist and he flips me over to take me from behind. Without notice, he slams in and out of me. This time I can't hold my screams, I let them all out.