Saturday: 29 August
You said you'll get deep into details but you didnt-; Natasha says.
Yeah but you know when we're at work I can't really talk-; I reply, sending a shrugging emoji along with the text.
Yeah that's true. So are you gonna see him today?-; she asks. She's not even typing now, she's sending voice notes.
Em, I think so. He called me earlier and said he wanted to spend time with me today. He said something about fixing his grandfather's house and asked me if I wanted to help him move some furniture around-;
Ooohhhh... you'll be getting some-; she laughs.
Nah, I won't let that happen. I feel like we not there yet plus I'm moving in a slow pace remember?-; I reply. In my head I know something will definitely happen when I see him. I'm about to get my periods and damn, I get horny whenever I'm close to my date.
Really? You really don't wanna get laid?-; she asks.
I'm taking it slow-; I add a smiling emoji at the end.
As I send WhatsApp texts back and forth with Natasha, my phone rings. It's Nolan. I roll my eyes since I feel he calls too much these days.
"Hey buddy", I answer.
"Buddy?", he asked. "I'm your buddy now?",
"What are you?",
"I'm just asking", he sighs. "So, how are you?",
I spoke to him at work and also when we walked to the bus terminals, so I don't know what's wrong now, or what he wants.
"The same as you left me", I chuckle.
"I didn't mean to call at this hour", he says.
"It's okay, it's only 8", My phone signals that theres a call coming through. "Nolan, I'll call you back, my dad's calling me and I need to find out what he needs", I say.
"Alright, we'll talk", he hangs up and I quickly answer Travis.
"Hi", he says just after I pick up.
"Hey",
"What you doing?", he asks.
"You're kidding right?", I roll my eyes. "I'm waiting for you since you said you're coming",
"Yeah, about that", oh boy. Did something come up and he can't make it? "I'm driving down your street so please come out",
Oh my word, what a guy. I thought he's about to turn me down.
"Oh wow", I laugh. "Alright, I'll be right out",
I get up from bed and stand infront of my mirror to check my outfit. I'm dressed in a short brown-checked skirt and a burgundy off shoulders top, which I have tucked in my skirt.
"Great", I murmur to myself as I walk out. I don't pass through the main house since I don't want them to notice that I'm leaving, but when I get to the front side of the house, the door is opened.
"And then? Where you going?", Kourtney asks.
"Out, as you can see", I pop my head through the door and let mum and dad know that I'm headed out.
As I walk closer to the black city golf parked a house away, the passenger door opens. I get in and slam the door shut, failing at that since the door is a bit difficult to close.
"Hello", a dimpled cute smile greets me. I smile back, then greet back, "hey",
"Ready to go?", he asks as he starts the engine.
"Ready to go where?",
"To my house", he says with a smile.
"Sure, why not", I reply.
He drives us to his grandfather's house. He used to live there with him when he was still alive, now that he passed away him and his uncle decided to fix the place.
We get to his place and he parks the car right in the driveway, gets out to open the garage door then gets back in to drive into the garage. It's now dark since he has closed the garage door. I can see his silhouette make its way to the door that connects the garage with the main house. He opens it, switch on the light inside the house which brings a bit of light inside the garage. He opens the door for me to get out of the car then makes his way to lock the garage door.
I don't know whether to get out and head in his house without him leading the way or to just sit here looking all lost and frightened.
As I gain some courage, I step out of his car, I can feel his eyes on my every move.
My body suddenly changes, I feel different now, I feel like I'm in the presence of my dream crush guy. My skin tingles as I think of how I'll react if he touches me.
I lean on the car to gain some control over my body. "I shouldn't have sex with him. I shouldn't have sex with him", I keep reminding myself. He slowly walks towards me, I feel his hands on my shoulders as he moves me forward so he'll be standing behind me. He wraps his hands around me, pulling me into a hug, then buries his head in my neck as he starts placing soft kisses, sucking my skin slowly.
I wanna act cool so I can stick to "I'm not having sex with him" idea that I planted in my head, but I can't stop the tingling feeling crawling up my body.
As my blood boils and butterflies dances in my stomach, I turn and fully face him. Just one look into his eyes and I know he feels exactly what I'm feeling right now.
He grabs my ass and smashes my body right into his as he leans down his head to place his lips on mine. I push his chest and move a step back, "no", I say shaking my head.
"I didn't bring you here for this you know", his voice is raspy but sweet, his dimpled smile is intact as he pulls me back into his arms. I'm trying so hard to hold myself back.
Without thinking I smash my lips on his, I can't bare the burning feeling of wanting to taste him anymore. His lips are cold but quickly warm up as he deepens the kiss.
Good is an understatement of describing how his kiss feels. I can feel my body losing all control over him. Its like I'm a cold lonely girl in a winter storm night and he's the fire that's keeping me company and warm.
"No sex, no sex, no sex", I push him back but he pulls me back in. My mind is in a losing battle with my body.
He twist me from my position and grabs my thighs to lift me up and pins me against his car without breaking our kiss. My skirt is pushed up, leaving only my panties as a barrier between us. I feel his hands sliding down from my waist to the material coving my ass. He moves his fingers from my ass to the middle of my legs, then strokes gently on my pussy without having his hand under my panties.
"Fuck", I snap out of it. I shouldn't be doing all this.
I quickly pull out of the kiss. "Please put me down", I whisper since my voice seem to have disappeared.
He smiles and slowly place me down, then grabs my hand to lead me inside the house.
I've been to this house before, a few years ago while I was still dating Duncan.
We head to the living room. There's only a few couches and no other furniture since the house is being renovated.
I take a seat on the couch by the door then pull out my phone lighting the screen up to play some music. That's what I do when I'm nervous. He walks in from the rooms behind me and joins me on the couch.
My body is still heated. The more he's near me is the more I want him.
"It's now or never", my inner voice speaks, and I decide to listen to it as I get up from the couch and sit on his lap, my legs on each side of his thighs as I face him. I grab on his shoulders and position my self on him. He closes his eyes and I can't help but smile on the fact that I'm not the only one fighting with feelings.
He places his hands on my waist, making me move on his dick as my phone's speaker screams love songs. His eyes are lazy as he stares right into mine.
Seeing him like this, as I tease him, drives me crazy.
I move my hands from his shoulders and trace them under his sweater, feeling his soft skin as I move to the rhythm of one of JP Saxe's songs on his lap. I move my hands lightly on his soft skin as I lean in for a kiss then quickly move back.
"What changed?", I ask. I mean, why would he suddenly be so interested in me now.
"I should be the one asking you that question", he replies.
I shake my head disapprovingly. He leans forward for a kiss but I pull back. He's so sexy when he wants to kiss me this badly.
"Gosh", he closes his eyes. "Do you have any idea what you're doing to me?", he asks, making my pussy to ache for his touch, and in response I grab tightly, pinching his skin. He leans forward for a kiss and this time I let him. I have no strength to pull back, I want him to kiss me. His hand grabs my neck and as our kiss fuel up. I rock my ass on his dick as our lips dance in fire. I want him so bad. I've never wanted anybody as much as I want him. His hands move to my ass then one moves to the middle of my legs.
I want this, that's all I think of. I let his fingers slide under my panties and into my wet pussy.
"Fuck", I grab on to his mustard coloured sweater, I'm hanging on for dear life as his finger moves in and out my pussy. His lips moves from mine to my neck. We both breathing heavily. My off shoulder top has slide down, revealing my titts. His kisses move from my neck to my nipples, and he slowly and gently sucks them.
"Mmmh", I push him back. I stare into his sleepy eyes and notice that they're filled with questions. I wanna know what he's thinking. I know he's holding back on a lot of things but I guess this isn't the time to stress over that. I stare at him, taking him all in. That's when I notice that the sweater he has on actually suits him very well. It's a beautiful sweater.
I get off his lap and occupy the space beside him. I can tell that he didn't want me off him from the reaction on his face.
"Let me try on your sweater", I ask.
He chuckles then says, "that's if you remove all your clothes and only wear it",
"Oh", I bite my bottom lip and shrug my shoulders. Why not? I'm gonna take it off either way.
He pulls off his sweater leaving his bare chest and hands it to me. I remove my top and as I'm about to wear his sweater he leans in and kiss me.
"Oh no", I push him back, breaking our kiss then jump off the couch. I walk around the room then stand right before him. My music is still on, my favorite song of John Legend and Jhene Aiko is screaming out of the speakers and that's when I relax, letting my body move to the sound.
His eyes are on me. I remove my skirt, leaving only his sweater and my panties on, then I dance my way to him and take my position back on his lap. He grabs me by the waist and seals our lips together.
It's heated, it's filled with emotions. I want him, I want him, I want him. He twists my body and lays me on the couch, then hovers above me without breaking apart from our kiss. He tastes so good, so good my hands are even grinding his back as my body begs for more. I push him back and get back on his lap. "Do you have a condom?", the words escape my lips.
He shakes his head, "no", then chuckles with a nod. "Yes, I do have one",
I move from his lap to allow him to go get it from his bedroom. When he comes back, he wastes no time as he removes his pants and my panties. He dresses his dick then positions himself between my legs.
"This is not me", I whisper. He smiles as he slides his hand between us to stroke soft circles on my pussy. I moan. It feels good.
Within seconds I feel his dick pushing against my pussy, slowly sliding in.
"Ahm", I moan, my hands grabbing on his back. He pushes in and out in a slow rhythm and I dance along with it. I can feel his length inside me and that just turns me more on.
Since the couch isn't that comfortable, he picks me up, his dick still inside me, and walks us to his bedroom. He places me on the edge of his huge bed and start pounding in and out. Blood rush every part of my body. All I wanna do is hold on since I feel like I'm driven to the edge of it all. He moves faster and I let myself release to pleasure create by our bodies. My inside is shaking, and I don't feel him release right after me.
He pulls out, and removes the condom to clean his dick. He wipes my pussy with a towel to clean it, then gets on bed to lay on my side. I still feel his dick inside me. I feel like its still moving in and out of me and I cant help but smile at that.
"What?", he asks as I giggle.
"I can still feel you inside me", I say.
"Means you still want more", he says.
He grabs another condom but I shake my head, "no, I have to go. I need to be home before midnight",
"Why",
"My parents get super worried after midnight. So I don't wanna worry them", I reply.
I close my eyes as I relax to calm my body before I get up. We just had a short fuck but my legs still got weak from the passionate run.
Maybe I'll regret this all in the morning.