I don't usually talk about romance or things like that but, I talked about my first boyfriend so I would talk about my "crushes".
I'm not a person who falls in love or feels an attraction towards someone quickly.
I've been attracted to only five people, counting my ex, in my short life.
At this time, I will tell you their names to avoid confusing you.
FIRST ONE: Richie.
I met him when I was in kindergarten. At that time, I didn't know the whole meaning of love or if someone cares about my feelings. I was more mature than my classmates but also I was a girl who thought about play with dolls and cartoons.
We attended the birthday party of each other. Also, we played in the breaks and sometimes we saw each other when our moms went to be market because we used to live near. Besides, each time that we had to dance for Mother or fathers day, we were a couple.
But all the nice things have a final.
I remembered that our last picture was in our last year of kindergarten; the teacher organized a party at the final of the year where the boys had to dress up in suits and girls, in light pink dresses. The teacher decided to put us in couples and as always we were a couple; it was very funny and fantastic. He was a really good friend as well as a very beautiful first love.
Always, when I see the pictures, I remember those nostalgic memories.
When we finished kindergarten, I have never seen him again but I hope he will have a successful life.
For him, I was only Cassiopeia and that was fine for me.
Going back to my question, I think that is unnecessary if an adult didn't see or didn't want to see things like that, a child neither but those were good times because I didn't feel so insecure as I now.
The first one was unique, all innocent and happy.
Time of an anecdote: Richie, my birthday, and a pink plush rabbit.
On one of my birthdays, Richie could not attend my party so he gave me a gift in the school after classes. He gave me a pink plush rabbit which was adorable, it was an amazing gift because I love plush animals since I was a child, but that wasn't all, the plush had an additional thing: It could speak. When I arrived at my home, I pressed his chest and it said to me: "I love you.", with a kiss included; that surprised me as well as made me feel happy. I still have that plush in a good place in my room; when I see it, I feel happy.
SECOND ONE: Jake.
I met him in Elementary School. He was smart, funny, friendly, and polite.
The first month, I didn't talk to him because I'm a bit shy but after a few words I noticed that he was an easy person to talk about different things like movies, tv-series, food and more.
At that time, I didn't like to play during the breaks, I used to eat and talk with my best friend in the classroom, so sometimes he stayed in the classroom to eat and talk with me although, Jake and I weren't as close as I was with Richie.
One day, I met his mother, and I talked with her since always I prefer to talk with adults because I was born in a family full of adults. After that, each time that she saw me, she smiled at me so for that reason, most of my classmates always told me that Jake's mother wanted me as his son's girlfriend but it wasn't true, I only got along with her and for her, I was a nice girl.
Though my maturity helps me to realize some things and feelings faster than other people; I was too young to understand the whole feeling yet.
Suddenly one day, I realized that I like him. For luck, I didn't act nervous or strange around him, I felt happy and relax with him. I remember that after two years of meeting us, he discovered that I could sing so he wanted to listen to me when he listened to me, he started to tell me compliments like: "Your voice is so cute.", " You sing very well."; and more different compliments that made me blushing because that was the first time which someone listens to my signing. Also, he was telling our classmates how excellent and beautiful was my singing. For me, those were amazing memories; furthermore, that was one of the times that I felt a bit jealous about another person because some of my classmates were in love with him, too.
Sometimes people change a bit but other times, they change a lot that you can't recognize them.
Now, he's different, he isn't the boy that I met before and I haven't talked to him for some years.
Now, my important question answer: he was nice to me, and sometimes when I felt bad, he was worried and asked me if I was feeling good even though I tried to hide, he noticed it. Maybe it was the normal attitude of a kid who tries to help other people but at that moment, that made me feel warm in my heart.
The second one was amazing without any doubt. He gave me beautiful words.
Time of an anecdote: Jake, singing and beautiful words.
Usually, when I have a favorite song, I sing it softly so that no one will hear me.
One day, I was signing softly thinking that no one could hear me but Jake could, and he said that my voice was beautiful and very good. After that, he wanted to hear me singing with my normal voice, not soft; I was nervous but I decided to do it. On the break, we sat in the back of the classroom, and after a few minutes, I started to sing my actual favorite song from that time. After that, he was silent and I felt more nervous because I thought that he didn't like it but then, he congratulated me and bombarded me with compliments; I smiled a lot because he said those compliments as I was a famous singer. Those were so beautiful words for my heart.
Some memories are invaluable.