My dreams are becoming painfully obvious, obvious in their meaning at least. Last night like usual, I had a series of dreams. Though I only remember bits and pieces of them, I know exactly what they mean.
I dreamt that Thomas and I where going to ashes car to drive home, I would drive even though I didn't have my license, and we would plan to fuck or something when I parked somewhere. But dan got in the car and decided to drive us. This dream represents my frustration of interruption.
I dreamt that dan, jay, Thomas, and I, where hanging about, doing nothing in particular, when Thomas started yelling that I needed to eat, at no one in particular. Things like, "BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T FUCKING EAT" that's all I really remember from that one though. This dream represents my fear of yelling and how people will react to my ignorance of their opinions.
A third dream was just Thomas and I doing things in a car alone. This one obviously runs along with the first in my need for contact.
This was all last night, though recently I've had other dreams that are very similar to these. Me and Thomas doing things, all of us hanging out together, but I don't remember them well.
My dreams have never been this easy to read before, and my minds intentions are very clear.
I want to do things with Thomas.
I'm scared of the betrayal or disgust of my peers.
I want to be with my friends.
I am stressed, but my mind has never been so easy to read.