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Chapter 19 - Breathe breathe breathe

Breathe! In in in in out out out out! Breathing!! Breathing!! Not crying!! Good good good! We don't cry! We are perfect! No cry no cry no cry!! Listen to happy music!! Chill!! No cry!! Happy happy happy!!!

I am perfect!!! I eat healthy I work out I do my school work I love my parents I have no friends no time for fun, work work work!! Can i go back to when I loved that??? To when my family loved me??

To when they didn't have to make sure I ate today? To when I didn't cry every night? Please please please please STOP FUCKING CRYING. HOLD IN THOSE MOTHER FUCKING TEARS YOU ATTENTION SEEKING BITCH NO ONE LOVES YOU SO LEAVE THIS STUPID PITY PARTY AND DO WHAT YOU NEED TO TO SURVIVE!!

WHO THE FUCK CARES IF IT HURTS AT LEAST YOU ARE HELPING OTHERS RIGHT? MY PAIN DOESNT MATTER GET OVER IT YOU LITTLE BITCH!!

Work work work! You have it good! Your parents are together, you have four siblings, your dad has a good job, you live in a house, you don't struggle for food, you where never abused or raped!! You ARE PERFECT.

DYE YOUR HAIR BACK TO BROWN AND STOP TRYING TO STAND OUT! EXERCISE DONT EAT FOOD!! NO MORE CHIPS, NO MORE MILK JUST DRINK WATER AND EAT FRUIT YOU NASTY BAG OF SHIT!

WHO THE FUCK CARES IF YOURE HURTING AT LEAST YOU LOOK GOOD RIGHT?? SHUT UP WE ARENT DOING IT FOR ATTENTION!!

Pinky promise we aren't we only want to look good for ourselves and nobody else! Bag of bones bag of bones bag of bones, but keep the thighs they are pretty, no face no face no face!

SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!! YOU HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY TOMORROW SLEEPSLEEPSLEEP!!!

I need to do my math work again, and English. And biology and French, study your history!! At lease pay attention and take notes dumbass!! You can pass if you pay attention!!

SLEEPSLEEPSLEEP!! Chill music for sleep! Up loud so you don't hear anything else!! MAKE SURE YOU SLEEP IN A CUTE POSITION SO IF ANYONE COMES IN THEY CANT JUDGE YOU WHILE YOU SLEEP!

Right right right! Eyes on the floor so they can tell you're insecure. No ponytails, you have a big forehead. Mask on, at least over your chin so they can't see how fatty you are. YOU THINK YOURE PRETTY?? WHAT A FUCKING JOKE!

PUT YOUR FUCKING SHIRT ON NO ONE WANTS TO SEE YOUR STUPID BODY. FAT BLOCK OF FLESH! SHUT UP SHUT UP!! STUPID STUPID STUPID. I'm only writing this for attention.

Oooh look at me I'm so crazy and quirky ✨✨

Shut the fuck up. No you can't dye your bangs you'll look like a tiktok bitch. IM THE SAME TYPE OF PERSON THAT I HATE. "OOh I hAtE dRaMa" SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU LOVE THAT SHIT!!

LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE!!

YOU FUCKING WONT HAHAJAHAHAHAHAAJDIGIJSJCJJAJAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA PUSSY!! DUMB BABY!! TALKING IN A BABY VOICE SO YOU SEEM ALL CUTESY!! SHIT U P NO ONE LOVES YOU AND IF THEY DO YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO LOVE THEM BACK UNLESS THEY ARE HOT BECAUSE YOU ARE A SELFISH BASTARD AND YOU DESERVE TO HAVE EVERYTHING YOU LOVE TAKEN AWAY!!

NIGHT TIME NIGHT TIME SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!!

GOODNIGHT!!

NO SHARING REMEMBER? No sharing! You only want attention, if they want to love you they will❤️ they don't though! So don't get your hopes up❤️❤️❤️