Jin ling's pov
' DON'T LOOK BACK' I kept running through the woods, I hugged my clothes the best I could, My feet hurt, my back hurts, everything hurts. But, I couldn't stop running, ' don't Stop! Your almost free!' Before I could reach my freedom.... I was stabbed In the leg....
"Agh!" I groan in pain, I tried scarming but.... I was grabbed by the throat. I can't breathe! "found you~" 'help me...please....' Than everything went dark.
a week before jin ling's disappearance
It's been a week since I found out about jingyi and zizhen, my heart hurts.. I cried every night and hid from the elders. I thought I could manage but I guess god isn't on my side, I ignored the messages from sizhui asking if I'm ok and jiejie asking if I want to go to Yunmeng, I couldn't take the pain anymore, It hurt so much ' stupid, ugly, weak' was all I could think about ' was I not good enough, was I that bad at loving!' I almost broke into tears but I wasn't gonna cry anymore. I got up from my bed, and took a bath. After about an hour I got out the bath and got dressed and left my room to my parents palivon and garden. I walked past many disciples, they didn't even bother to know if I'm ok...' well of course dumbass! they don't like you' I ignore the voice in my head and keep walking to my mother and father's garden. Once I got to the palivon, I saw maidens working on it, " Everyone leave, I need to do something" " yes sect leader" Once all the maidens were gone, ... I sat down, and laid on my back looking at the clouds, ' I wonder how they could be so peaceful....' I closed my eyes and for the first time in a week....I fell asleep peacefully.
After three hours
I woke up to getting kicked on the ribs! I looked up to see the elders, " there you are jin ling, how come you didn't let us know you were back from your trip" I stayed quiet, "...." "Agh!!" I hold my stomach in pain as I was getting kicked hard everywhere, It hurts but I'll never let them have their satisfaction! " Tell me where you have been!" "NO!" ".....no?" I looked up at them with a glare "that is none of your business! I'm the sect leader! Your not the boss of me!!" They looked at me with shock and anger, "really?!" I nodded, And started to walk away with my head up high.....but I was grabbed and was pulled down to the ground and got beat up by the elders.... once they had their satisfaction after the beating, they left me there bleeding on the ground. "Severe's you right brat!" I watch at they walk away....My head hurts, My body hurts, everything hurts! But I didn't care, I got up and limped to my bed room but before I got there.... All I saw was darkness. Once I woke up I saw I was in a room chained up and... naked! I try to cover myself the best I could and try to break the chains, "it's no use, you can't escape" I look to my left to see the first elder, Jin Zhou, I glared at him the best I could to mask my fear, I watch as he walks to the bed and sits down on it ' what the hell is he doing?!' than something unexpected happened... he grabbed my leg and forced me to lay down! I was shocked! "w-what are you doing!!" for the first time my mask slipped... I watch as he started to take off his clothes ' wait.... please don't tell me!' I started to struggle and pull on the ropes that tie my hands together "stop struggling!" I felt my cheek burn, I look at him with fear in my eyes and started to tremble "please don't" I try to move but he held my waist tightly, I felt the tears falling from my face I had to get out of there! My struggling was doing nothing as he pulled out his penises and opened my legs wide! ' NO!' I managed to kick him in the gut and broke the rope. I held onto the clothes that were still on by body and ran out the room and out the sect. I knew what the consequences were but I didn't care there was only one thing on my mind ' escape!' I ran into the woods fast than I ever had before maybe I could ask my Jiujiu for help! But than I heard footsteps running at me fast! I started to run faster! But what I failed to notice was I was going the wrong direction! and far away from Yunmeng. I didn't know how long I was running but I knew one thing, 'DON'T LOOK BACK!' I kept running through the woods, I hugged my clothes the best I could, My feet hurt, my back hurts, everything hurts. But, I couldn't stop running, ' don't Stop! Your almost free!' Before I could reach my freedom.... I was stabbed In the leg....
"Agh!" I groan in pain, I tried scarming but.... I was grabbed by the throat. I can't breathe! "found you~" 'help me...please....' Than everything went dark. When I woke up I saw I was in a different room than before I was chained to another bed, but there were no windows just walls , I was trapped, "you really thought you could get away from me~" I felt a shiver run down my spine, I look to my right to see Jin Zhou " mhffhm!" I was gagged! I started to struggle again but I couldn't move my legs! I look at my legs to see they were held up in the air, speared apart, I felt so exposed and embarrassed! I watch as Jin Zhou get on top of me 'PLEASE DON'T!!!' but it was too late, he thrusted inside of me! 'it hurts!' it hurted more than anything I have experienced! he kept thrusting inside me, I didn't know for how long but I couldn't take it! it hurted so much!
A few hours later
After he was done with his fun, he pulled out of me. I didn't know how long or how many hours but I was glad he was done," how about we have some more fun~" I look at him with fear in my eyes as more tears fall down my face. I look towards the wall and saw a door but you couldn't tell unless you looked closely, when the door opened I watch as the other elders came in.
That very day was the last time I ever saw anyone again. That day was the last time I was ever gonna see me Jiujiu again, the last day I was ever gonna see my friends again. And That day was when I finally broke and the prideful and short-tempered Jin Rulan was no more.