That spiral of thought haven't stopped yet, I don't know why. All of this bullcrap happening. I can't seem to process them. These Crazy, Noisy, Bizarre thoughts are taking over my head... I decided to leave the hospital, leaving the bouquet of flowers on the table. The thoughts in my head are getting worst and worst every second I walked down the hallway of the hospital... I also kept hearing Code Blue and flatlines echoing in the hallway...
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After I got into a cab, I got a call from my friend's mother. She says that, in a crying, sad tone. as she said to me that he... Killed himself...
After that call... I added another worst thought in my head
"Seriously..?! Why did God take another person close to me..? Well, I guess I gotta accept the fact that... Another One Bites the Dust."