"You guys know the song Here Comes the Sun?" I ask them
"Yeah...it was the song where I cried, at my brother's funeral...Oh, Marcus..." Michaela said
"Wait, Micha. Marcus is...your brother?" I asked her
"Yeah, did Marcus tell you about me?" she asked
"No...not at all...but I kept noticing you when I am in your house, I was too shy back then to ask your name..." I said
"Oh, at least you know me now, we're friends now...all of us, and not to offend you or anything, who is your significant other?" Micha asked.
"Oh," I looked at Zelda, and she whispered to me, "It's okay...I'll be fine with Ron..."
"Shino Lucy Kobayashi...the Japanese transferee...I liked her...ever since she moved to this school, the first time I've looked at her. She's innocent. It made me forget all the things that happened in the past. I... I hope we'll be together, for the whole entirety of my life...now, should I get my guitar and, sing to, uh. Lighten the mood a little bit?" I asked
"Yeah, sure," I said while going to the cabinet in Zelda's hospital room. I've thought about who'll be my actual significant other, sadly I cannot process who will be in the future. But I don't care, I won't hurt myself because of the one thing that happened a while ago.
"Aight, hold onto y'all seats, cause this is going to be a wild ride through our emotions," I said to them, starting to strum my guitar.
Here comes the sun, do, dun, do, do
Here comes the sun, and I say it's all right
Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here...
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There are things I've wanted to do and tell my significant other in the future.
One: Sing Julia to her. Her other nickname is Julia because Shino means Julia in Japanese. According to dumbass Kenneth...
Two. Take her to the Strawberry Fields at Penny Lane.
Three. Be with her forever...
Those are my three wishes, to try to be with someone, I mean- to be with Shino. And Kenneth said something about me when we were at school:
"Hey, John. Shino is (I think) making it obvious that she likes you." Kenneth whispered to me
"Yeah, I like her too, y'know. But why do I want Zelda instead of her?" I ask
"Hmmm, maybe you just can't choose who do you like. I mean- it's hard to pick, I feel you, bro. It's hard to pick between Erika and Michaella, but look at me now! I picked the right person...the ones that will be with me...until the very end, y'know." Kenneth said.
"Crap, do I really have to pick?" I ask
"Yup!" he said "But, do not pick the person who is beautiful on the outside but bad on the inside. Pick the one that may be ugly on the outside, but with a beautiful personality on the inside." Kenneth added
"Oh, Okay. I mean- Zelda and Shino have the same personality, they're both beautiful, but..."
"But what?"
"It's nothing..."
"C'mon bro, you trust me, right?"
"Okay, fine...I kinda wanna pick Shino though...Zelda and I might not be fit to be with each other...Shino Lucy...I hope she accepts what kind of person I am..."
"Yeah, she will, bro! Don't lose hope...Your friends are just here...no matter what happens, even if we split ways and go to different schools...just don't lose hope. Please. As your friend, promise me."
"Yeah, Okay, Whatever. I promise," I say laughing at what I said
"Hey! Did you really mean that? Or not?"
"Yes, I mean it. Now shut up, Filipino is starting..."
"Ok."
All those times, I just want to look outside of our classroom windows, seeing Blackbirds flying around, then leaving the school grounds...I was only waiting for the moment to arrive, me and Shino...being together, not leaving each other's side...I bet that she is also waiting for that very moment to arrive...both of us right now are making it obvious that we like each other...the thoughts in my head are singing Blackbird...that's how it reminds me that two of those birds, can't fly for all their life, but at least they are together, in their whole life...I'd like to think that when Julia (Shino) and I were at the beach, her hair of floating sky is shimmering, glimmering...in the sun, in the bright, bright sun. Her face shining, Her eyes glimmering, us staring at each other. But I've just Let it Be...thinking that it wouldn't happen, even though, I still have hope...and when the night is cloudy there is still a light that shines on me...that's how many hope I have, just for a girl...my life has been truly depressing, all those months and years, I have encountered and defeated all those things that come in my way, I just Let it Be. They say is to just Let your own problems be and they'll just fade away, just like bruises and scars. But the scar I have in my heart, won't fade away, no matter how I let them be. It just...won't fade away...it has been scaring me for months, and now, piece by piece. The bruises and scars are slowly fading away. Just because I have been letting them be...
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"Hmph, Let it Bee, huh?" Kenneth said
"Yeah, the song is called Let it, Bee, wait no. It's Let it BE not let it bee, hmph, I can't see the reason why Michaella picked you."
"OI! at least I have a significant other."
"Wow, it was just a joke peasant," I said, laughing
"Peasant, just Let it Be," Kenneth said
When Kenneth said that. It hit me, something in my mind just went to my heart and stabbed it, hurting me...my mind, I just can't stop thinking about that one time In My Life. Scarring and bruising me again, my heart can't get any rest because of those...and they say that there is no way out in life, nobody can escape this, like, nobody can, the world is just a cruel place where we suffer through a lot of things...they say that you should only leave it be, yeah...just
Let it Be...