November 3/94
Oh shit, guess what else happened? Ray and Linda broke up! I feel so guilty for liking him. But only Jolene knows that I do. I don't think I had anything to do with it, I mean we don't flirt or anything, we are close, like we hang out in class and we're partners in drama all the time, so I don't know. Maybe I'll ask him why they broke up.
But here's the thing, he wrote me a little note today asking me why I never call him or write him letters anymore. We used to write each other letters in class almost every day. So I wrote him back and said all he had to do was ask! I told him he could write me a real letter if he wanted to. I guess I'll find out tomorrow if he did.
God, I wonder what would happen if we started liking each other again? Linda would hate me. So would her sister Rochelle who hangs out with Tammy. But I think Tammy maybe likes him a little bit too. Oh well, that's life. If he does like me and I go for it, we'll take it slow, but I don't really know if he actually likes me, likes me. But he just broke up with her, now he's writing me notes already?? That's gotta mean something, right? It'd be weird to think it doesn't. Guess we'll see.
Later,
Love Kate