November 8
My life has just ended. Tammy is such a bitch.
I called Ray Sunday and we talked for like an hour and a half. So Tammy calls me later and says "yeah, you called Ray today, eh?"
I'm like "yeah."
She goes "do you like him again?"
At first I said no, but then later I said I do but I don't, and then she told me she liked him too. I'm like, SHIT! If Ray likes her, I'll be so sad. But if he likes me, Tammy will hate me. Plus Tammy told Gaven I liked him back when I was crushing on him hardcore, so he knew the whole fucking time. I just found that out today. Like why would she do that? I think she is a huge drama whore.
And today, she told Ray I liked Gaven when she knows I don't anymore! She probably said that to make Ray think that I don't like him. Plus she also likes this Nick guy. So maybe if that dude goes for her, things will be okay.
Not.
God, she always lets things go way out of control. Well at least I know I can never trust her again. Man, how can she be such good friends with people? Is it all an act? Can't they see she can betray you in the blink of an eye? I guess I'll just have to put this Ray thing aside for a while until Tammy's hormones change. I swear by next week she won't even like him. I liked Gaven for three and a half months and we hardly talked. Me and Ray talk everyday. God I fuckin hate my life.
I don't even know what's going to happen now. Obviously Ray and Tammy have been talking more than I realized. Maybe Ray is just soaking up all this attention and loving it and not really caring who likes him or who he likes. But obviously Linda cared, though I haven't heard who broke up with who yet.
What a shit show.