Nov 27
I'm so frustrated! Ugh I'm so stressing out right now. Ray is good and everything and but Tammy won't even look at me anymore. Well that's not true because she has been giving me the evil eye at lunch! Like, what the fuck did I do to her?! I can't help who I'm into, and it's not like we have been that close anyways or she would have told me she was into him a long time ago. Ugh whatever, I don't even care because she is such a backstabber, I don't even want to think about her. I wish she would go off to another school so I don't even have to look at her.
But Ray is good, I mean I think. He just acts normal like he is oblivious to any and all drama surrounding him, or me, or Tammy. It's nice though because it feels like I don't have anything to worry about when I'm talking to him. Though it's not like we are ever alone anywhere together to really talk about things anyway. We did get partnered in drama class today though. But we don't start working on that project until Monday.
Last night was cool though, Marie and I went to the mall like old times and then we snuck into An Interview with a Vampire! It was so awesome! We paid for The Santa Clause but then we went to the bathroom and then waited and then got out and went in Interview. It was a bit packed but that made it easier to blend in I think. I'm so glad we did though, oh my god I love Brad Pitt so much right now!! Tom Cruise did a pretty good job too, I loved the little girl in it she did so good! I'm going to ask for some Anne Rice books for Christmas this year for sure.
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