Nov 30
Ok, so Ray likes me. AHHHHH. Tammy hates me. And now I don't even know what to do.
Ray and I are partners right now. We have to act out this scene in drama class and at this one part he has to hold me hand and confess his love for me. Hahaha, I almost died when we were assigned this. Like it was just too much. So we have been working on it this week in class and we have to present it next week.
Anyway, other than that one part, the scene is pretty boring. It's basically about this woman h=who is thinking about leaving her husband because he gambles too much and wants her to cook him dinner all the time.
So we have been going thru the lines this week and Ray keeps making jokes like we are married now. And today!!! Today when he knelt down and held my hand and said his lines, he actually got up and kissed me afterward! Not like a hardcore kiss or anything, but he added a line and said, don't go, Annie, that's my character's name, and then he kissed me. On the lips!
I just stood there staring at him afterward and he just starting laughing at me! I was like on my god, what!? He said, come on, I had to. I'm like, but why? And he said, I think you know why.
And my heart was racing and I'm sure my cheeks were red as hell, cause they were on fire. And I tried my best to play it off like, no we can't add that to the scene and kiss in front of the whole class. He was like, why not?
AHHH. Then we just kept laughing and joking around. When class was over he said, later wife.
But then I talked to Jolene and she told me that Ray had told her that morning that he was totally into me and that if I wanted to start things up again with him he would be totally down for it.
Now I'm scared shitless.
Later