November 25
Well, things are ok. Ray is good. I mean, we are good. He still is acting normal and like a friend. But also, like more than a friend sometimes. But he still talks to Tammy and she has really been getting on my nerves a lot. She hardly hangs out with us anymore anyway, she is always hanging with Rochelle all the time now and I don't get it. Rochelle and her sidekick have always been so snobby to us, and now Tammy just starts tagging along with them. It doesn't make sense, and I have no idea how Ray is still friends with all of them now that he and Linda broke up.
I want to get all detective but I also don't want anyone to know how I'm feeling. It's bad enough that Ray knows but doesn't know I know he knows and now Jolene has been talking to him about me, she says just to get a feeling of how he feels about everything. I feel like just hiding under a rock right now.
But he's so god damn cute. It's not fair.
Later