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Chapter 12 - I am a virgin

August 16/93

Today Elvis died in 1977 and Madonna was born in 1958. And yesterday Marie and Luke had sex!! Can you believe it!! I CANNOT.

Ok yes, I am a virgin, so when she told me I died. I was laughing so hard from the shock, I had tears running down my face. And at a bush party! A bush party! Where do you find the time and the privacy to do that at a bush party. Why can't I find someone who wants to have sex with me at a bush party? I don't know, I don't really care to go to those anymore.

I'm happy for her and everything, but shit; what if she gets pregnant? It was the first time for both of them. He used a condom and everything but you never know. Ah, this is crazy, it just seems like too much too soon. But I guess they are in love or whatever.

Then Trevor and his friend Chris called me at 2 am. I think they were wasted or something, maybe shrooming. I told them to call me tomorrow, they probably won't. I'm still mad at Trevor but I was also a bit excited that he called me but it was dumb because he couldn't even hold a conversation, so like why call? Oh well, I am too in shock about Marie to even care. Well, I gotta go sleep this off.

Until Later.