Lee Jieun's POV
I have always wanted to find my true self. I tried improving my self in secret, admired in secret and expressed my self all in secret.
My parents have never been supportive, I understand the extra strictness towards me because i have always been a weak child.
Somehow that extra love they have for me made me feel trapped and I never truly explored my inner self. I have always wished I was born differently, given the chance to live life the way I wanted to.
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A faint noise that I couldn't recognize utters, "You're getting late for your classes, get up already." The voice admonished until I felt a warm hand on my shoulder.
I opened my eyes and was met with pink plump lips. Perusing his milky face complexion, there stood a long pointed nose that took up half his face. Then his big round eyes that gives him a soft baby face.
I get out of bed and looked down into my clothes. Everything was arranged differently. It was definitely nothing familiar.
I opened the closet and searched for something to wear but it was all out of my comfort zone.
I looked back at my self in the mirror. Completely in shock of my appearance.
Creased eyelids, thin lips to an innocent looking face too. Extremely gorgeous.
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I comprehended what kind of dream I am having as I look around the house
"Finally you're ready." he stated.
I gazed up at his height as he walked over my way , he was even taller than he seemed, probably around 6'2 and not to mention a well built body.
"Wait, didn't you say you hated that shirt ? Why are you wearing that?" He pointed out.
I wore a plain black shirt with high waisted jeans. I glanced at him offended.
I obediently follow the guy without questioning.
The walk was filled with awkward silence and the thick lipped man kept asking me questions.
I repeatedly replied with yes or no. He nodded quietly.
Abruptly he adds, "Look, you have been really stressed out lately. Please understand I just want you to do what you love and if you ever feel like you can't do it anymore just tell me."
I felt a sudden warmth inside of me. This what I have always wanted to hear be it a stranger or not. I was alleviated, I couldn't feel anything but comfort and love through his words.
Gradually I felt too warm, the feeling was getting to familiar.
I started getting a headache. Flashbacks of unfamiliar memories once again.
Rowoon.
That's his name, the person next to me is my brother.
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Rowoon sent me off to go to his college, in one of the streets.
I still couldn't recognize it, I walked slowly expecting more flashbacks of this dream to automatically send me off to my destination. Nothing worked.
On the spur of the moment, I discerned a familiar figure. He walked over to me and questions, "Heejin, what are you doing here?"
"Jungkook?"
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While I insisted to go to the practice room, the only place I really wanted to try in this vivid dream. I was completely engaged with the music. The precise movements trying to come out, I unintentionally danced it through my own feelings.
He danced right after, I was totally mesmerized, couldn't take my eyes off him once again, even in my hallucinations.
Jungkook lost his balance and fell over. Then rested his head in the ground trying to gasp air, he put his hands over his face with a sullen look.
I gave him advice to slow his pace down to show consistency.
I added, "That was amazing!", he looked back at me, gazing at him. He turned over my way, I felt rapid heart beats through my chest . I look away tensed up. I could still feel his stare as I refused myself to look back.
The door opens and other characters come in with flashbacks of their names and slight memories I never experienced.
As I could only recall a few.
Jimin . Exteremly soft and rounded feautures , but his single eyelids and defined jaw makes him extremely manly. What I could recall is jimin extremely friendly vibes and lovable personality
Taehyung. His face was perfectly symmetrical and was just pleasingly beautiful, his personality was rather extremely fun and humorous.
Haewoon had such well defined and small features , competitive but as I could recall extremely nice to this character heejin.
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After training, Tae approached me as he praised my sudden improvement in emotions.
"You should show me your ways." He teasingly smiled.
"For real did you fall in love or something!" Jimin added as he patted my shoulder.
As I was waiting for Jungkook to approach me or join our conversation, he never did.
He moved to the back of the room, to quench his thirst it seems.
"Lets go and eat out today." Haewoon suddenly suggested.
As everyone agreed, I looked at Jungkook who showed no interest in going but i asked anyways.
"No, its fine you guys can head first." He replied. I was unexpectedly disappointed.
I looked back into a figure I couldn't recognize, as I felt uncomfortable I decided to not ask and just left.