here.....
he grab phone but it start ringing he saw caller id
he: why sir calling her at this late?
(picking the call) hello?
rm:(ah damn i forget she live with him)hello is she there? give her phone.
he: nah she's not here.
rm: well how much time she will take to come back
he: i don't know but it will take time. you can told me if something to tell and i will pass message to her
rm: ah um told her only 2 days!
and yah bring her college today! and meet me at break i want to talk with you on something
he: with me? ah ok.
he cut the call. and his eyes landed on messages..
he:(crying)yah why this pics and this data. he said she have only 2 days left. what should I do.
after sometime.....
here...
i come back after spending time ah he must be sleeping.
i get inside room and my eyes wided when i saw him crying on bed.
me:(is it because i leave him like that? what he is thinking i don't have feelings or why am avoiding him? ) ah i never know he will cry like that!...but i don't leave him for forever to cry like that. nah i must not be reason. his human too he have his own reasons and problems to cry over.
i should give him his space or maybe comfort him. what i do now..i was about to close door when but his sobb's increases..
i quickly get back inside room.
(i get close to him to tap shoulder but he open his hug around him and pull me close to him on bed (i was standing and he was lying but i don't know in moments he make me lye beside him..and hovering over me oh shit am i at wrong time? ah i always jump in troubles. i should have leave ) (Momma the hack wrong with him)
he hug me so tight..
me: y-yah leave me! what happen tell me? is someone hurting you? anything bad happening then we can solve problems crying over it can not solve problems..shhh i can't see you cry stop that tears. and l-leave me!
he was nodding in no
me: bish am not your stuff toy or pillow go and grab them! why me always..
he was staring at me sad his hug release..about to say sorry
now dude sorry for what?
me: (ah his sad i try to resist damn i must be out of my mind) i pull him back hugging
me: shh am sorry i should not shout..you can hug me as tight you want but if you stop that tears then.
(i start creassing his hairs and after moments i feel him stoped..he fall a sleep ) ah who on earth making him cry..i want to rip that person. who is reason behind you tears my love?
jm: oh am i at wrong time.
me: nah you never can be..now tell me who the hell on earth is hurting him so his crying this badly from few days..
jm:(scilently string at her with parted lips )
me: stop string at me and speak you are his friend
jm: it must be you!
me: what! a-am not reason ok. i don't done anything.
jm: you keep him away now you answer
me: it's on me what i do. nah am not reason as he want am here we were happy but from few days his crying in my presence too. so am not reason.
jm: hum you have something to tell us?
me: nah. told you i don't done anything. ok let this dude sleep am going.
jm: umm you go down i will come back after i bring him
me: his sleeping!
jm: am here to wake him up.
me: just dare!
jm: why you care. am his friend. who are you?
me: you are still angry on that day
jm: still all i can see in you eyes is lies
me: yah yah whatever...anyways who cares go and keep your friend and marry him too.
jm: if i could i would (shout) STILL LIE!
i slammed door behind me loudly!..
jm: it's fun to annoy her. sometimes i really feel jealous of you my friend. but it's ok.
here...
me: lie. woh..ahh my mind not found peace until i-
(get back climbing stairs) and kick door hard and then run down..
here....
he: ah why are you here wait were is she?
(loud sound of door kicking)
jm:(laugh) now know were is she. ha ha..ah this girl.
he: she have only 2 days left. what shall I do.
jm:for now. shh clam down.
he: now i can understand Kai. how misserable he must be when he lost his sister. i-i don't want to lose her...i want her she can't leave me l-like this! ah still she's hiding this from me but i can't i know truth...ahhh i hate her why she's hiding this why she's this crule with me. am scared even to imagine one day i will wakeup call her and she's nowhere.
jm: ahh this girl! how can be someone this stubborn. hey why don't you do what she want.
he: what? what do you mean ignore her? t-try to hate her? will that make me step back from her?
jm: Kai had done same. and he had
here.....
i was waiting for them to come down and they both come down. i smile staring at my jerk finally this big baby stop cry. ah my heart flutters more day by day for him. i want to respond his actions towards me. i pat beside me to sit but for shoke he sit near shubhu and jm sit beside me. i turn to him a bit dispointed but i decide to ignore he must be sad he need his time.
i turn talking with others...
all were i don't know why but taking so much care and doing things like am guest here..wierd i know. ah everything is peaceful here. am missing my two sisters.(maids) hope they are fine. am bored i turn to jerk he don't even glance at me. i sigh...and get close siting beside him pushing jm side. who was staring at me little shoke and glares in eyes
i show him tounge and sit beside jerk but for my shok he getup as i sit and leave the place heading to garden. i bite lips staring down. is he angry on me? nah his not right? i turn to jm staring at his way and tap his shoulder jm turn to me rising brow
me: what's wrong with your friend? do you propose him perhaps.(i laugh) but he shot me sharp glare
me: yah i was joking. just tell me what's wrong with him?
jm: why you care?
me: cause i wanted to.
jm: i don't want to tell. uff with whom am talking. ah i should get back.
me: oh ho attitude huh. who want you to be here. look door is there.
jm: whatever.
i move my face as jm leave.
Ashu: baby let's take a small walk
me: sure.
i thought she will take me somewhere but nah she take me in garden of house we were walking while joking around my eyes fell on him far from us seems sad. ah i want to help you out i can't see this boy sad. i feel sad too.
no matter how hard i try to be happy.
as walk done we get back in rooms..i decide to take small nap before we get go to college..i heared door unlocking sound. i turn and saw him..he come inside but grab pillow and lye on couch.
me: hey if you want you can sleep on that side. this bed is yours. couch will make you hard to sleep. he turn that side back facing me.
ahhh the hack his doing. is he trying to ignore me?
i getup and get close to him and call him but he don't answer i decide to shake him little.
but i feel frozed when he getup pushing me pinning me on cauch getting on me. i turn up
me,: j-jerk what are you doing.
but he decide to ignore my words about to walk away but i getup grabbing hand.
me: hey tell me if i done something wrong why ignoring me like this!
i was expecting him to turn and answer but he turn to just pin me again on couch and griped my wrists hard. before i understand he slide hand inside dress grabbing me in back hug but this time prevertly squeezing me, toring my shirt his teeths in my neck, i getup broking grips and slap him hard. i can see range in his eyes
he gripped my jaw tight a tear left from eye...his eyes showing only range.
he again come close biting my lips grip my caller i grip his hand but he grip my caller spreading my torn top i cover my hands as quick front but i push him side he fall on floor. i run from there....
i get in garden. i wasn't expecting him like this. why his doing something like this ahhh i want to cry.....how c-can he.( crying hard) ah he was scary. i hate him...i know i can't but i still.
here...
him: she must be hating me. ah she slap me i done wrong. wait what am thinking. i need to hate her. how dare her slap me! what wrong i done. she is girl in my room under my contract I can do whatever I want.....she might be scared.
wait why i care. she should be scared..shes just common girl how dare her to rise hand on me. i will make her regret. i-i will ruin her today ...she must crying now..i should be there it's cold and- wait let her cry. and get sick by cold. i hate her! i hate her. stop that beating for her stupid heart forget her. she's nothing!. ( reminding what he done)