he: hospital or were? like last time.
Ashu: why she told sir about i mean stranger then us. even though she met him just few days ago. nor his her any relative.
he: hum..you are right. am going behind her.
jisso: just stop she will come back. don't think over. his our teacher he must found out and so she tell him. so he call her to cabine to ask when Ashu here it. so he must be helping her.
shubhu: ah am pity for you boy but sleep is too precious am going back. bye
he: umm hey can you all tell me her likes and dislikes.
Lisa: woh now am jealous of her. don't say you want bring this for her.
he: really you are smart one here.
Ashu: you are calling us dumb huh?
he: when i said that.
here.....
me: just ask me sir.
rm: (turn face while driving )umm how do you know i want to ask.
me: sir your face.
rm: are you both married perhaps?
me: no.
rm: ah well umm i shouldn't ask but why was you were in his room in his house and on his bed and him like that...
me: sir open side kidnapping nothing more. i sign contract with him.
rm: w-why thought? hey if you have any money problem i can help out. you can brake this contract
me: why helping me?
rm: ah maybe you are helping me so.
me: maybe?
rm: i don't know ( why am feeling unknown feelings front of her..sense of protecting this girl) ..is he hurting you with this contract. i mean on bed so i-i just don't think it's right. you are important then money to me.
( she stare in his eyes with rise brow)
rm: i mean you are my student how can I let you suffer if his hurting then.
me:well if it was about money i had surely...ah how i tell you. it's not money problem. it's heart problem. agh this bish really can't get out from my mind for sometime..24/7 ours staying inside head and heart rent free! AGH!
rm: are you fine?
me: yes. ah can we focus on our mission!.
rm: ok. i arranged doctors. they will explain you. and check what is necessary for this work. my sister is too smart. she can caught you easily. please don't mess up.
me: i won'nt. so when she will come?
rm: between this week..maybe 3 to 4 days.
me: ah only 3 to 4 days to prepare?
rm: yes. i don't know why don't you come today. anyways when you come instade of lectures i will take you with me here. you need to prepare well for acting.
me: ok. well sir turn car in that direction
rm: um why?
me: just move car.
(done.)
me: ah again gard following. this ********boy! again headed that gard behind me!
rm:what! why?
rm:but why?
me: worried about me!.
rm: but you are on contract why worried though?
me: huh..(sigh) cause he love me.
rm: then why contract?
me: cause his so precious to me
rm: umm i am unable to understand the situation you are in.
me: me too.
rm: let me distract that gard!
time skip...
rm open door..
i get off..
me: thanks sir.
rm: you too.
sir leave...
i turn as flinched.
me: yah when you come?
he: just now. let's go!
me: let me breath yah!..
he bring me to dining table..
me: um..what is this all?
shubhu: am jealous. he bring this all for you
me: ah what's special today? not your birthday. not mine..why though?
he: just love and wish.
me: well i can't deny. you shouldn't bring my likes..you are devoring me with this kinda love. stop right here please.
he: that's what I want to do anyways. tell me do you like it? (step close turn to face him my back slightly touch table )
shubhu: guys..we are here too!
he:(in deep voice loudly) just close eyes then!
me: i cant describe in words
he: actions can be option then.
me: why doing this. don't na.
he: i want to then why don't i?
me: stop here. my love is so deep. once you drown i will(pause) (stare in his eyes and push him little steping towards him)
me: i will pull you so..
(his back bump with piller behind him were he start try to avoid eyes contact)
me: more deep and deep and ( close to his ear wisper) deep.
he: um..it's getting cold shall we start.
Lisa: ah enough girl!
shubhu: ah show mercy girl. his getting red.
Ashu: great prince is shy wow (click) i will capture.
me: understand?
he nodded.
i turn start steps towards my chair suddenly he pull me back turn me my back bump with piller. his hands wrapped around me. bending me little
he: ah am already drown pull me more deep until i turn breathless and die. i want to be in your ocean of love for forever after death too.
me: you will regret
he: i want to regret badly
jisso: girl are you really our angel or any alian?
me: ah am still your friend but its just mood swings. ah now it's off let's eat.
Lisa: i can't garanty your mood.
me: nor i!. hey j-ahh prince?
he: baby can be great name.
me: get hell my phone is my baby. jerk!
come and sit let's eat. next time don't bring this much.
Ashu: why sir come to take you?
i turn to them..
me: ah i don't know. he just wanted my help
jisso: help for what?
me: umm why taking this much interest in my life?
Lisa: are you really okey?
me: why asking? why you care. just let me be happy for while!
shubhu: cool down.
me: nah am sick and sick of- ah whatever let's not ruin sweet moments. just eat i aint Google to answer the questions!
he: yah let my leady eat in peace.
shubhu:my leady? yah you she's our friend who are you to call her yours! we have more right on her then you
me: yes my friends.
he: let's meet in my room then see who have more rights!
jisso:(excited shout)woh! i want to play with baby!
me: yah we are not talking about it! we are talking about fight!
he: i do want to play with baby too
me: before baby want to like to die?
he: die between your thigh-( get hit)
she: yah you nasty minded kid-
suddenly he got up and walk away..his eyes again teary.
i turn and saw everyone went scilent sad.
what the hell happening here?
here...
i was glancing at her. a smile on face. ah seeing her happy makes me happy too. while reading each other jisso bring kids topic and we all were happy for moment ..i was imagining our happy family but reality hit me my love of life have only few days with me...my all dreams are broken my like is dark..my light will be gone in few days i will die slowly in this darkness. i don't want anything of this..why God why!
i was crying ..i have rights to cry. i found her but i am late.
suddenly door opened i turn eyes saw her standing she come to me climbing bed and cupped my face kiss my forehead wiping tears and asking me why am crying. as i saw her face that fake smile i burst into tears stil she's hiding so won'nt feel much pain. why i why her..she hug my half lying body making me lean close
asking me why crying..while grabbing hand saying don't cry not until am with you i can't see you in tears.
i burst into more tears.
she: girls! girls! do something why his crying so much. yah jerk shhh tell me who hurt you i will beat him till death!
i turn my face up she's the reason am crying how am gonna tell this to her (crying hard) in her arms
after sometime...
here....
(opening room steping out)
me: ahh am tired literally why this big baby was crying this hard ... finally his in sleep now i can take breath
Lisa: hey you have something to tell us
me: nah. if i have i must had told. let's watch movie.
Ashu: okey as your wish.
time skip....
i get back in room but i don't found him. i hear shower voice i smiled... suddenly my phone buzzed. ah sir sending me data to study..damn!
here....
i getup and found alone in room a fear take over me i getup and start surching for her and found her with friends i get back in room to take shower when i come back to room and saw her doing something in her phone. i climb bed but she hide her phone (at morning the gard i send told me he lost them. and they confuse him it's not like am jealous or something but it hurts )
i decide to ignore..but her phone buzzed she quickly glance in phone..again put side and sigh..again phone buzzed she again open phone. it happen lot of times..so i asked
me: who is it?
she: my friend
me: female right?
she: why?
me: umm actually i want to rest.
she:(furrow brow) lye down here why asking ?
me: in your hug!
she: no. neve-
me: um papers..read them on shelf (i coverd my ears for next)
she: ******* and your ******* contract papers ********* AGH! i hate it!
me: now let me! i pull her hugging her who was struggling
me: why pretending just hug back. i can read your eyes!
she quickly close her eyes stoping struggles but not hugging back.
i grab her hands make her hug back
her lips were sealed. a scared shy face i found it cute. I snuggle in her embarace pressing my lips on her throat, she gasp let me stay in position
she:um j-jerk
i hummed in response
she: i-i have argent work l-leave me.
me: nah not now
she: if i make you fall a sleep you will let go me?
i hummed again in response. she open her eyes taking me in embarce
and her hands crassing my hairs in a way that i start feeling sleepy...i don't know what spell she's casting to make me fall a sleep this fast is she really witch or something i wonder..in moments i was sleepy and then her warmth and scent you are the place were i found peace. i close eyes about to fall a sleep she take me in embarce like mother hold her child. i wonder how lucky our baby must be. will i be jealous of them? probably i am. but i don't think we have them ..nor i have you for my life i don't want to lose you my angel i can't imagine losing you why just few days when i want to spend forever. will i be able to live without you? think about me for once..i griped her in hug scared to feel her away from me.
it will Torment me all your things once you are crazy, love is only right, I do not forget the beautiful meeting, the restless, when i realise we will stay like this just for moments. i don't want to lose you but fate is crule. i want to take back time for once and change everything! I am thirsty, craving for you take me in your arms more tight, solve your open addictions from me before left me. i will die if i don't found you beside me like this anymore. i wished I will with my fingers sort your hairs side from face every night. whenever my Eyes open i found you by my side
i want to sleep in peace in this cold dark nights in this blanket between your arms alone in this house your body scented and warmth is heated am craving for you take me in embarce am thirsty and lonely
i feel her moved why turn away?
i feel her covering me with blanket tapping my back and in moments i feel alone heavy and sad like i have reach on end the feeling i hate to feel it's so hard
a heavy air pass around me and i feel she left bed leaving me craving for her this badly in this cold night. in dark room she run away from me but why? i wasn't hurting her. it's hurting found myself again between this material structure alone. suddenly my eyes fell on her phone which wasn't off.
nah am trusting her. but i can't garenty a boy with whome she's talking this much..i mean i need to know who is that boy. shall i or i shouldn't.
here.....
rm:(open telegram)
???: brother am coming after 2 days wait for me. don't be sad...
rm: ah only 2 days damn i f****d up! how am gonna tell her only 2 days remains! ah i should call her.
she don't save my number...how now! still i should inform her! (spread hand towards his phone)
here....
he: i should check which friend..(spread hand towards her phone)