busy with talking with herself) she start talking how bad all think her, and start asking my sleeping figure why dont i hate her, how can someone hate, someone angel like this. your not heartless your just scared to this world, yes you got a pretty beautiful smile, who melt a rock hearted person also then you should think about me i am not even rock hearted peraon then what was happening with my heart, why dont you understand your imperfections are your charms, i know that your pissed and i am here to fix you but your the one who was scared to trust and leave yourself my trust. why should i will brock your heart i dont have bad intention for you, if your the one who is my heart beats, i am not going to do anything with you. why are you crying if you dont know then stop the cry.. i cant act like this if you cry like this.. i am not going to talk to you, but if cry like this mpre i cant control myself. your not bad, your innocent, what if you curse but your blessing for everyone in whose life you get enterd, yah i also have lots of imperfections that make me think no one deserves me, and i thought everyone has imperfections but it doesnt mean that you should afraid to world, there is someone always there for you, and who was ready to accept you with your imperfections and i thought this imperfections make peoples diffrent and unique in their own ways, and so therefore your imperfections are your charms,}
[[ LIKE in real life gays i also have lots of imperfections like in winter i get undergo a skin alergy, ah i am now also remember that when i am in 5th standerd i get to know about that skin problem and i swear i get harmed very deeply in that alergy, it take few moths to get cure. my all skin get removed even my nails also.. but after that new get grow. and i find the medicine to cure that problem, and if i saw some signs about that problem i quickly get cured it, i also have heelophobia , yes i am scared of heels, so i always prefer shoes anywere, when i wear heel sandles my feet get cramped and by the way i am already so clumcy. that my family get always worried about me, but i have ability to endure physical pain inside me without showing anyone (yah it means my family and my fake Friends aka enemys(yes its true i dont have any true friends, all just use me. for my abilitys, who come to be my friend they always get jelious on my smile but they dont know one smile can hide lots of pain )for whom i am role model and smile of happiness, cause to hide pain i always smile and make always everyone happy. i cant show them my pain. so i got ability inside me. i also have eyes problem little bit but it get seems rearly when i get nurvous, so cure, i make my confidence level up. its not hard to make, if i am scared or nervous to face someone. i take long breath and make sure to make i contact with that person and make them familar by my talk so i dont get shyed anymore. i am trying to make my imperfections perfect, some are get better but some are scare me now also. but i am not going to give up on myself, i will try my better to make myself better me or you can call the updated version of me i am trying to apgrade me but i am not going to get on anyones expectations, i am updating my self, am not changing myself for anyone. there is difference between upgrading and changing, i am not going to be like anyones expectations cause if thought peoples always expect more from others. and there is not limits of expectations. so dont make yourself to anyone's expectations, cause your the perfect way your and dont forget your the only one pice who are you on earth and no one can like you. i know that and if peoples dont like me as am i. then always make sure to show them the winded door open to leave from your life, cause without them you can born so without them you can live your life pacefully. and they hell dont make difference in your life, okey lets get back into story. again]]
he : (suddenly my heart skip beat... when she told that she love me, i know that, but she also confess like i always confess to her when she was sleeping, we both dont have courage to express our fillings to face to face with each other, cause its new for both of us. ,but one day i will make happen that we both told our fillings with each other while starring into each others eyes. i promise you. (suddenly i fill something warm and wet on my cheek. i touch my cheek with my hand and saw a tear drop fall on my cheek. she is crying and i dont have intentions to make her cry. i cant control myself, more , i get up and huge her tightly,