i get up and huge her tightly, she quickly huge me back and start sobbings on my shoulders. let her cry for moment.. i start patting her back. )
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kai : when i get to call them for eat. i saw them fighting. but i dont like when she talk to him like that but i km mow she has hee reason cause this boy is such bad. i try to make him take to eat but he refuse my help and sit there.. i thought its correct time that i can get near to my crush. and try to make her fall for me so i get inside and saw her waiting. i force her to eat. but she also refuse it. so i also decide to stay with her like this. after all sleep i cant get sleep so i am starring at her.. suddenly she get stand and start walk. i get up and start following her(i thought she was hungry so she get into kitchen but i am wrong at point i follow her and saw her getting towards him. and take his head on her lap and start carssing his hairs.. i am filling jelious, yes i can fill my heart is burning, she dont need to get near to him.. he didnt care about her he was busy to using her , he dont love her.. he just want revenge with me so he was using her. i am afraid that i will lose her if she get near to him again and again, and also he was not good for her
and this girl have care about him. she fall in love with him who dont love her. what should i do i dont know i just know that it really aches my heart really fill pain when i saw her with him, who she never ever desurve, only i can fill burning pain in my heart when she get near to him when she huge him.. or did she kiss him, he dont desurve someone who play with her heart and throw her heart after getting bored by playing his love with her is only the of party after that she get abyss in deep depression . but i need to stop her get near to him i cant see her like this. cant she stared at me like him. i dont have courage to show her love like him but can i be him for once just for once. she dont know she was just bet for him, and at the end he will brock the heart. i stop there and hide behind the piller and start hearing her. she was really pissed.. she start cry i turn around and gonna walk towards her when i saw him huging her.. its making me more creazy. i am filling like someone is roasting my heart live. he just want to win bet but he forget that he was about to brock a innocent heart who never gonna fixed again. he again start to act like he care about her.. i get my steps back and hide behind the piller. cause i cant see them like this. my heart is aching.its burning like hell in a pain . first i love my sister.. she leave me alone in this world (its different that now in this world she is with me.. now but i dont know how much time.. and second one is that girl.. who will going fo brock bit by bit front of me.. because of fake love. what a big revenge this boy taking with me, my life was already messed and he want to destroy like this... why i am crying now...