so they pretend to be strong. )
here...
me :(i cant get him close to me i am afraid to get someone close to me, he will brock my heart i just need to stop him before he say somthing which i dont handle)
i laugh(yah sicatrickly)
me : yah you what you want to tell me.. is that your heart is dead.. it means your ghost. or something else. (i know i am bukking somthing stupid but its only way i saw right now)
he :(smile back) you can assume that)
me : yah shut your mouth.. your also human so its normal that your heart beat.. and about your heart i think something wrong with it.. you know heart only has in our body to purify blood.. if somthing your filling with your hrart go and check towards doctor.. cause am not doctor.
he : can you talk again while looking into my eyes. (i cant)
he : why you always act innocent when you dont want to understand anything,
me : ah i think you need somthing.
he : yes and its you.
me : you jerk shut up! am talking about food. i make one more bowl for you its in kitchen lets go to eat
i start to get stand but suddenly he pull me towards him i fall on his chest.. he kiss me on lips and then cheeks. (i really miss him and his kiss but i cant show him)
he : now lets go
we get into kitchen..
and saw jk was eating his noddles.
me : jk how you come here.
jk : yah who make this noddles its so testy. i want to kiss those hands who make this.
me :yah me(while covering my cheeks with my hands)
tae :(yah look at her again blushing at compliment from a gay...)
jk : its so yummy..
tae : first tell me how you get here.
he start stared towards main door.
tae : oh how can you come without permission inter into anyones house.
jk : its my friend 's house so i dont need permission. by the way nonna come sit lets watch some movies.
me : of corse.
i am trying to get near to him but he stop me by pylling my hand.
he :how dare you to eat my noddles. get out!... today i dont want any friend here.
me : how can you direct sayed him to get out.
he : yah you shut up he was my friend dont get between friends..
and you get out.
jk : yah dont get frustrated.. i am going by the way.. nonna your noddles are teasty....
he : get out..
jk : bye..
me : bye see you tomorrow.
he quickly close the door.
suddenly his stomuch sounds.
me : i am not going to make food
(i turn my face around)
i dont want to get between friends.)
he : how can you do this with me.
babe i am hungry i want food.
me : but i am not in mood to make food
he : are you making or not.
me : not go and make by your self
by the way at morning someone agrees to say yes for anything what i said and its you.. now i order you go and make food by your hands..
he :(one day i will also get chance)
me : that day never gonna arrive in your life now. go..
he start getting into kitchen.
me : yah release my hand.. i dont want to get into kitchen.
he smile and said but today am not gonna leave.. now stay with me.
(did i punch this gay on face or kick him out from world )
he : dont you dare. to think bad about me and help me to make food cause i cant make food with my one hand.
me : am not gonna help you.
he surch some recipe on google and start trying to make it..
finally he did this... but his food was burned...
his face get tense. and he make cute sad pout.. and gonna eat that burned food..
(ah did i am to hursh with him.. ) i grab his plate.. and take it side.
release my hand and get into kitchen to make food for him..
while am making food i can see his strong hands around my waist and chin on my shoulder.(my cheeks are burning.. i think i am blushing.. i cant focus on food.. i try to push him with help of my shoulder.. but he get more close tight..
i try to move but he was stick with me like koala.. i know its moving to hard for me with this jerky koala but i will handle this if it makes him smile and comfty.
finally i make food.. and put plate on table.
me : yah eat this now.
he : ahh.
me :now what you want?
he : he smrinked
(why this dudes intentions dont seems good)
suddenly he pull me on his laps.
( i cover my mouth.my eyes are winded. (ah my stomuch filling different ways.)
he : yah feed me now.
me : what! are you mad.. i try to get up but then i realise his strong pair of arms around to my waist..
hitchup..
he : babe i didnt do anything but you start getting hitchups..
hitchup!
he : cute.
i cover my mouth and bite my lips to stop getting hitchups..
he : dont need to stop it its cute but i can stop it if you want (he come close to kiss but i push his face away to my. with my both hands.
me :(cute! my foot i need to get move... right now..) hitchup! .i drink water but its not stoping.. hitchup!.
he : yah let me help you stop it,
me :(in one breath) yah you prevert please let me go!..(i quickly cover my mouth with my hands and bite my lips.. )
he :(while smrinking) first feed me whole food. when i finished it i will leave you..
me :(this jerk... did i smash his head.. really i want to throw him in 64 dimantion, but i cant i am regreting in 22 language.. why i meet this gay... i am just about to beat this jerk, what should i do now).
he : yah angel on earth now.. are you going to feed. (i cut his words by) i dont have another way.
i kiss him. his face was shocked eyes are winded, and i bet his mind stop working.. he quickly start kiss me back..
when i realized my hitchups are gone i hit his head and and run from there. while leaving him blanck and getting his mind on process what happened here.
here.....
tae :(i try to tease her by asking to help her to stop... but she rejected it so i decide to take some advantage of situation so i tight grip on her waist and try to make her feed me my food.. i saw her she is lost in her thoughts i think she is trying to find way to get out from here while thinking bad about me... i said her get back on earth . she turn towards me with blanck face...
i am gonna tase her by forcing her to feed me.. but before i finish my words she suddenly she crush her smooth lips with mine. in my stomuch butterflies fillings start happened her lips are giving me a crazy different sensetion to my lips..actually this girl is driving me crazy about her. her lips are moving with mine perfectly... like her lips and mine are made in heaven for each other.. my mind stop processing..first time i am filling somthing like this with me..
suddenly she brock the kiss and hit my head with her hands.. i am blancked..now my brain also stop working... my heart beats are just near about to heart attack.. i can clearly hear my heart is running in Marathon..i even dont fill pain on head which she try to give me..
i am out of breath for seconds.. i close my eyes to clam my self..
finalky after minute my mind start work.. i lightly touch my lips and remember that fill when she kiss me.. my cheeks burning..i am smiling like idiot...i saw food near to me but am not gonna eat it now.. i want to fill this. ..
here...
i get back into room.. and throw my self on bed.. and start rolling in embarrassment... what i did right now.. i am shure i am out of my mind.. so i did this..
i start roll on bed and burried my head into the soft pillow.. i close my eyes..and start claming myself..
after this i am not sure that i can face him.. i start hitting my head for what i did.