after this i am not sure that i can face him.. i start hitting my head for what i did. and again lyed on bed... after minute i fall into sleep.
here....
i try hard to control myself but i remember it again and again.. i take food and remember she made this for me and this time no one can eat it.. i quickly finished my food and get back into room..
i saw her sleeping on bed. i get near to her and lyes beside her.. i turn towards her and saw her beautiful face.. i take side some hairs from her face to see her face.. i mistakenly touch her cheek.. and turn towards her and saw her still sleeping.. i love her cute small snores..
i again touch her cheeks.. its so soft.. i start carssing it then my finger start moving on her face.. from this cheek to left then on her forhead then towards her lashes... and then hee eyebrows.. her face was small and soft.. my finger start traveling down from her forhead to towards nose then tip of nose. ...and while gliding down it get stoped on her lips... i remember her kiss.. my heart is again start to beat... i try to control myself and try to clam down. ..but i cant. i start trying to sleep.. but i cant i realized i am sweating badly..
here.....
a sudden movments brock my sleep i fill blancket is wet i turn back and saw he was sweating badly i try to cheack his temperature.. its hot.. did this gay get fever... i get panicked and run towards bathroom.. (what happened to him why he get fever.. its not cold here.. then.
i get near to him and put wet cloth
strip on his forhead..
and sit beside him.. his body is shivering.. what should i do now..
i try to move but he stop me.. and put mask on my mouth..
i am confused now.. why this gay cover my mouth.. did i done somthing while sleeping or..
me : yah what is this why you cover my mouth i quickly remove mask from mouth... he start stared at my lips and his cheeks get red he snatch mask from hands and again cover my mouth with it.
me :(somthing is wrong with mind of this dude) i start asking him question
me : how you get fever. did you need anything... let me give you some Medicine.. i feed him medicine.. and gonna out to make herbal soup for him but he stop me by grabing hand. and make me sit beside him.
i sit beside him and start carssing his hairs...so he fall into sleep.
after when he fall into sleep i start admiring his face... and my eyes landed on his lips.. i remember what i did, i am really out of mind that time.. but that kiss was amazing... after sometime i get drifted into sleep.
after sometime...
tae :(i am sleeping peacefully...suddenly my sleep get brocked ftom a soft movement.
i fill warm breaths on my chest... i quickly open my eyes and saw she is gliding towards me..she is so close to me.. she was trying to burried her head in my chest, i turn around saw window is open and because cold air she need some warmness..but i have fever so i again push her again but she again come close to me.
next morning...
here....
me :(i get wakeup and turn side to see him but he was not there.. i get up and saw around..
where is this dude now...
i start finding him...