lock the door.
me : yah you what the wrong with you. just let me go(he ignore my question
he start come close to me.. i start getting my steps back.. (his eyes get angry and his gaze get darken.like wolf, his each step towards me start giving me goosebumps ..(in husky voice he start tallk with me)
he : yah kai is perfect in everything.
me : i....its truth. (he chuckled)
he : no one can refuse him.
me : its r..r... right.
he : even you also.
me : ah may be (i start talk while trying to avoid his eyes, while turning my neck and caressing it with my right hand...) (why the hell am hesitating)
he : i didnt take care of you.. and didnt have care about you.
me : how i know.. t... that.
he : then why you talk that i didnt care about you... now let me take your care very well.
(i am nodding my head in no. my words dont want to come from mouth, my tongue get froze )
he : yah i dont care about your answer babe let me take your better care now..
my back bump on cold wall.
and he hit his both arms side of wall..near to my ears (i get flinchedl my mind stop processing) i applied my whole force and push his one hand and get side.
he again smrinked and start taking his steps towards me one by one..
he : you know both two days how my heart burn because of you.
me : huh.. what are talking about
he : dont act innocent..kitten..
did it was fun to get stuck in elevator with a boy..
or did it is have fun to cook with a perfect boy with very close to each other.. or did it was fun to feed your boy very spicy food.
me : if i said it all is fun then.
he : then..(he chuckled) ... next what am going to do it will also be fun for you.
me : why didnt your intentions seems clear
he : cause its not babe.
me : dont call me babe.. i have name also..
he : then dont call me jerk, and call me daddy ,
me : why? why so sudden.
he : are you gonna call me or did i need to make you to call me.
suddenly i fall on edge of bed. i try to move side but before i move he take me between his arms. i close my eyes..
he is so close to me he grab my hand and tied it again with his hand.
i slowly open my eyes. and saw him starring at my face. while smrinking.. (oh my god my heart is getting crazy..cause of closeness.)
i saw towards his eyes and notice that his eyes start cheacking my facial details very closely.. each and every part of face.. his eyes landed on my lips..he bite his lips and start come close to me.. i quickly hide my lips with my hands.. he smile and kiss my hand.. and attached his forhead to mine.. and cupped my face...
(we both are not talking with each other but we are talking with our eyes and heart...i can fill he has somthing different in his eyes like some saddness about him, did i really heart him..
i am thinking suddenly he put my hand on his chest.
he : did you hear that
i give him innocent confuse look but i noticed that his heart bit was so fast..(i quickly try to remove my hand from his hands but he notice that and force me to put hand there and stay like this.. )
he slowly lean closer to me(there is no gap between us) .. and lightly leave his body pressure on me. and get closer to my ear..
and wisper in ear.
he : you know your the one who make my dead heart beating as fast as he can... your the one who always drive me crazy for your love.. and give me all teasts of fillings and love . like now your giving me... by your each touch and your stared at me.
and also making my heart burning by talking about another gay.or talking with another guy . your the one with whom i fill better me.
me :(i cant take his more words..before he told me something shocking i need to stop him. (how could i told you actually your the one who drive me crazy..
why are making me like this if in the end you will brock my heart.. why your trying to make my heart live.. if your the one who will kill him.. why?) i push him with my force.. and sit side..(i cant keep distance from him cause he tied my hand with his.. but i am not able to face him for sometime.. )
he was scilently stared at me.. after pushing him..(no i dont have to get fillings for him..lets take his words as joke so i show him i didnt have fillings.)
tae :(how can my babe talk that i didnt take her care... this girl need a punishment from me.. for her behavior.. i wait for sister leave... when sister leave.. i cough to get her attention.. i know my angel she have habit to run away i quickly grab her hand and then grab her caller to drag her in my room..
i drag her to my room and lock the door and turn back to saw her expression... i am quitly mad at her but when i saw her face i decided to tease her, her feared shocked eyes and tighted lips with each other in fear..
my kitten is quite stubborn and just disobeying witch..just for me ,
i start tease her by taking dteps towards her when i take a step towards her she get step back by fear.. now am enjoying this but this girl answering back me..she is much brave.. when she ask me about intentions i said its not clear cause its really not.
i said her call me daddy, (i am just teasing her) but her face is just get pica shocked, and i noticed that her words stop coming from mouth.. when she fall on bed i take this chance and trap her and tied her with my hand so she cant leave me.. and dont ruin this moments alone with her. i am so close to her..
i saw her beautiful face and closed eyes her big lashes and brows.. showing her fear..
i cant take off eyes from her.. its make my heart beat increase i never fill this fillings with anyone.. why only with her.. i want to stare her like this close for my whole life time suddenly she open her beautiful eyes. i am busy in noticing her each expression. my eyes landed on her lips.. how much time i miss her lips.. i get attracted to her lips... i lean close to her lips she notice that and put her soft hands of her lips.. to cover.. them (i chuckled at her reaction) and kiss her soft hand... i cant describe how my heart is getting crazy..
i am filling so lonely without her...i attached my forehead (while thinking how lonely i am in this world, your the one who is light in my dark world, i really get scared if i get vibes that someone is going to steal you from me.. i get scared... when i fill someone on your tounge... why you give compliments to others.. why dont you see something good in me..
how i show you how am fill when i am with you.. how i describe you about me. ..i only can fill my heart beats getting crazy for you when your with me.. i grab her hand and put it on my chest... really i swear her touch make me fill butterflies dancing in stomuch... i fill a sensation in diffrent way, i take deep breath and decide to confess her.. i start describing about my love.. and how she special for me... but she purposely start giving me innocent confuse look.. why she dont want to get understand me.., did i do somthing bad with her.. (okey i steal her first kiss cause she made for me but i never done somthing bad) she push me and sit beside me. and she just start trying to explain me but i realise she is not explaining me she try to explain herself... cause she dont want to fall into love...why she think that no one like her.. her eyes tell me about her inside fillings. but she didnt know that actually she is the one who all people want , she just want to stay away from love. she afraid to get more brocked from inside. if she pretend to be happy but she is brocked from inside for her imperfections but she didnt know that her imperfections is her charms.. with one hand she tight her fist on my shirt.. but she is the one who want to stay away from me.. (why this girls like this.. if they want any person who they loved close to them and stay with them but they dont want to show them they grab them close to them but there words just steb into heart of that person,.. cause they dont want to show that they are brocked. girls who always try to be not dependent on anyone and they are showing others that they dont need anyone actually that girls need only one person who understands them who love them so much who dont give up on them for any imperfections or for conditions .. who is always loyal to them, and who is always stay by her side who heal her they just dont want to trust on world.. they afraid so much to everyone so they pretend to be strong.whom they can trust for life while closing there eyes)
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