the fatty : turned to a goddess

all of the sudden things move around me...the tissue paper, the garbages they throw at me..all embarrarassing words they had ..the luaghter they made that make me feel as if i was curse by the destiny..they getting up my self respect..the painfull days that i want to end .just because of what do i look like they can do everything they wanted .i want to get up ,i want to run and run for the sake they couldn't hurt me again ...but i cant ..i don't have a braveness to run away ..even its too hard that me myself can't ptotect my own self ..i let them cursed me ..kick me..punch me ..i let them to destroy me..until i find my self lying on the middle of crowd that starting to walk away from the crime they did .they lift me pitty and have no any strenght to stand..all that ican feel was pain.the pain that would never end in the world full of people whose really born to hate ,to hurt, and to be bad in their own kind.