as cried out all of the pain that I felt he remains silent .and I can't thank him enough for saving my life.
Even that I was a stranger,an ugly woman he still manage to help me without judgement.
I always experience in my life to be bullied by anyone, to be degraded by anyone, to judge by everyone.
I don't have any one to be my companion all I have is my self.
I eat when I'm stressed, I eat when I am hurt.
let the food temporarily ease my burdens.
I am alone in my own family.
I was a ten year old girl seeking for happiness and acceptance . when I was very young I can already feel the difference between how my Parents treat me and my other siblings .I am the last child and seems I was the forgotten one.
I tried to be the best in school to gain their attention somehow.
they never come in my every achievements in school,they never get proud of me.
and I try to ask them , especially my mother but I regret asking her about my real identity.
she said I was their cursed child.
and she don't want to be my mother.
and run until I reach out the edge of the forest.
at that cliff I burst out crying.
where did I go wrong?
why would they always treat me like this.
the pain that carried as a young child is not easy.my heart is full of sorrow longing for the of my family.
is it not enough that I've hated by my family?
even where I go I always lost my self,my self respect has gone.
everyone took it away from me.
I cried out all of my burdens and hurt in this stranger man.
I don't care anymore if he would laughed at me and make fun of me like how others did.
I never thought that he would stay and comfort me.
" okay don't cry anymore, I'll promise to protect you"
I raise my head to see his face.and her eyes showing a true concern.
"why are you doing this?" I asked him
but he just smiled.
" because I was like you before"