we are walking towards the parking lot.
aundrey never complained when I told him that I was tired he just guide me .
' yes I am very tired physically and emotionally for chasing for my family's love and acceptance'
After all I am just grateful because in the middle of nowhere there is a stranger who held me and help to stand again and live again.
there is no doubt how good aundrey's is.
he save me and accept me of who I am .
we are near to his car when I saw the familiar figure from my past .
Tristan Lhuillier .
he is my childhood friend and at the same time my childhood Crush.
we enjoyed the moment of each other when they visit in our house.our family are friends and he was the only son of Lhuillier family.
when we sent to school we always see each other he was one year older than me .
He supposed to be close to my sister who is his classmate but instead he played with Selena during his vacant time he would come to me and ask me to play with him.
it is the reason why my sister hate me .she thought that I am the culprit that make Tristan distance himself from her.
I don't mind every accusation that she throw at me even that she was making a fake story in my parents and I got hit I didn't mind.because no matter what I say they will never believe me so I keep my mouth shut even it hurts.
if Tristan was around he always make me happy and even told me a vow
' I will make you happy because I know that they make you sad.when I grow up I promise to protect you from anyone even from your family'
in a very young age of Tristan he understands me .he is the only one who make me feel my worth.
But destiny play tricks on me.
my world crush when Tristan told me that he was leaving. I was awake from the world that create with him to reality .
I was crying hard that time I don't want him leave, I don't want to be alone.i know it was selfish but he was only hope that I have to live even everyone wanted to held me down and hurt me.
I remember the time when the strong friend I have feel sad and I don't want it .I saw in his little eyes the tears streaming down his face .
" I don't to leave you Alica but I can do nothing for now,but don't worry I will come back for you,I will protect you just wait for me ok?!"
Alicia nodded and force to smile
she was sad at the same time she was hurt for the thought the she will be alone.
the two children embraced each other like there is nothing can separate from them.