I can only feel the warmth from someone embracing me. Before I was fall in a deep sleep.
I woke up in soft matress . I am not familiar in the place.and suddenly the memory of being cursed by everyone come back and sent terrible pain in my heart. remembering my critical situation when the moment that I am almost dying .
I was snap out in my thoughts when I heard the door open and the unfamiliar man reveal himself. An masculine man ,he was like an strong god of the Greek mythology.
He must be in early 30's
" are you feeling better now?" he said while placing the tray at the bedside table.
I am confused whether to thank him for saving me or yell at him for saving me to live in the world full of hate.
the room fell silent.
He get a medicine and gently give to me .
" you have been sleeping for almost 3 days already " he said while staring at me .
it was akward but this man save my life. I can feel the tears streaming down my face as I see him with a concern face.
it's been along when I experienced being take care by someone.
I reach out his hand and cry while I am telling him my gratitude.
I just cry even more when he embrace me and hug my .I pity myself but I can't explain my feelings right now .
there is a lot of memories in my mind that make me want to die rather to live but through how this man take care of me I felt instantly comfortable and forgetting the fact that we are completely stranger for each other.
somehow I managed to feel relaxed .
he gently rubbed my back and let me sob in his chest.