I don't believe in the sayings that even the whole world left you, hate you, hurt you there is someone who will love and protect you.
how could I believe that i still have a chance to be loved if even my own family doesn't even show their care on me.
I can only lay still on the wet road , I didn't have any strength to move.
the water seems drowned me,but my life doesn't have any worth.
my parents ashamed for having a pig like me..
they were ashamed because I didn't have a sexy body like my siblings.
they were ashamed to tell others that I am their daughter.
my family is well knowned, others define us to be a perfect family.
we have money,we can buy anything we want.
but we are just a public figure.
Every time that we take a family picture my parents always telling me to go.
I can't imagine that I am part of the family but they just sent me away because I am not like them.
I didn't have a beauty , I didn't have a sexy figure like my mom and my sisters .
When I told Mom that I was hurting by how they treat me , but instead of understanding me she get mad at me, she slap me,and the most hurtful words I received is when she told me that I was cursed on her.and All she wanted is get rid on me.she said she doesn't wanted to see anymore.
it is really hurt but instead to go away I go to my dad and tell him everything but he just slap me and sent me away .
for the second time I walk out into our house and run until I was noticed by the group of girls who bully me every time they saw me.
it's better to die than to live that every moment you are being tortured physically and emotionally.
I was fighting for my conciousness when I felt something warm envelope my body and carry me.