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(The promise I made with him ... I broke it... I'm so...so... sorry)
I let go of my grip from the guardrail .... And close my eyes ... I can feel my body getting lost it balance ...
However ... All of a sudden ... I heard someone calling my name repeatedly and then i felt someone holding my hand very tightly...
"(shocked)"
"Stop!!!!! What are you trying to do? !!!" A man's voice with panic shout behind me...
"That's enough !! Stop ... Don't ... Do this .... Again". A voice that was very familiar to me ... a man who was breathing heavily ... While holding my hand tightly.
But somehow I can feel the sadness from his words just now...
"(There's no mistaking it !!! Someone that i hate the most...)Release it !!! Release your grip !!" .I turned to face him ....screaming at him...
And sure enough, he is Luciel
Luciel Robbert ... he is the son of a well-known businessman.... in technology that is on the rise now ... Our parents have a very close relationship that they are considered like family by my parents ... Luciel is My fiance... Even though our family is very close... But me and Luciel never met ...How can someone who has never met betrothed like that??
I don't know what the reason is, but I am very sure that Luciel is the one chosen by my mom and dad for me ... so that he can watch over me for mom and dad. So they don't have to bother watching me ...
"(I...I.. Don't need your pity !! And I hate you so much momy....dady!!!)".
Luciel has a very handsome face with eyes that are brown gold ... He has brown hair that is almost the same color as my hair but his is more darken... His skin is very white And no wonder he is often called a prince of fairytale by many women because of his good looks.....
But even so ...
When he first came to me ... My first impression when I saw him was ... I really hate him so much.... untill now ... Because mom and dad sent his love through Luciel .... But they never cared about me....
(I ... Don't need those fake pity and care !!! I just need him who always worried about me, paid attention to me, loved me seriously, always there when I was sad and always comforted me with seriously... But now he is gone !!! My life feels so devastated...and emptiness...There's no point for me to live anymore !!!)~ I tried to release his grip that very strong .... But I can't because his energy is greater than I.....
"(angry) I said let go of your grib !! I don't need your pity .... Release your grasp right now !!" .
I was so angry with him ... But he didn't care about that at all....
I tried hard not to cry in front of him ... But apparently he was about to dropping a tears ... Instantly I was silent and could not say anything...Then then he pulled me into his arms....