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Chapter 13 - Chapter 13 : I like you so much

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"I always hope to just disappear from this world. This world looks so dark without you by my side and I always cry all night because of your departure ... Would I feel better if I just disappeared?"

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His warm hug ... And slowly getting tighter ... plus a very calm atmosphere ... Make me feel calm...

I don't know .... Why i didn't push him when he hugged me right now .... Usually I always get angry when he tries to hold my hand, hug me, or come near me ....

"Even though ... you hate me so much, you never accept my presence at all ... You always reject me .... I never get angry because of that and I will never give up on you ... I will always take care of you ... And be by your side when you are sad ..... Because ... I .... "

Instantly he paused and didn't continue his words for a while...

Then I felt water running down my face ... is it raining? When I looked at him oh his face ... i froze for a while...

"(Huh ??)"

He cried ....This is the first time I've seen him cry.....And suddenly this heart... feels hurts so much ... I can't hold back my tears anymore... I cried so hard in his arms ... He hugged me tightly.....

In the silence of the night and the moonlight shining ... he began to continue his words with deep voice.... but so calm

"I ... never hated you, or used you at all... Because I ... I like you ... your eyes, your hair, your smile ... And everything about you. I really like it". He said with a trembling voice ...

"(screaming) E-enough I ... don't trust you ... Stop your nonsense ...."

I tried to release his arms .... But he didn't let me go .... He hugged me very tight ...

"(hug) When I first met you ... I immediately fell in love with you. Because I really like your smile.... Your smile it's so different from the others....And without me realizing..... I liked you even more even though I know you really hate me .... I won't force you to believe me ... I just want you to know my true feelings ... I will always be by your side when you are sad ... I can be like him if you want... "

I was silent for a long time and was surprised with his words, but why does this heart hurt so much?

"(teary) Stop it ... I beg you stop it ..... sob .... Why ?? Why ... You make me look like a bad person here ???" I said while hitting his

chest ...

"You ... can never be like him forever... forever ...And never ...".

And I could see the look on his face at that time ... He tried to smile ... then suddenly he knelt before me ....

"huh?"

He tied my shoelaces....

"Turns out you haven't changed at all ... You always just let your shoelaces come off like this..."

then he held my hands .... In a low tone he said

" Let's go home..." .

I shouldn't care about his feelings ... Even in the past ... I never cared at all ... I always ignored his feelings.

But why? Why is this heart so painful now? Am I starting to have feelings for him?

No ... I will never ... I will never have feelings for him ... Because I think everything that is shown by him is fake... And i don't want to believes all of it.....

And that was the last time I met him ...

End of this chapter.~