"Please, don't think about me again. I don't want to make you sad. Live well. I will accompany you every step of your way. Even though I'm not be by your side..... "
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Chapter 14
Kyle couldn't hold his tears ... He tried to smile, But he failed... that hurt me a lot!!! ...
In the past he wasn't like this ... He always hid his sadness by smiling ... Even I could hardly see his sadness ...
Instantly he fell silent when I held his cheek with my hands ... i could feel his body was...
"(Cold ... His body is very cold .....)"
Actually I really have a lot of questions in my heart about it ... About his feelings for me .... But I feel inappropriate to ask that question to him ... Do you always follow me wherever I go looking for you ??....
(How stupid of me ... who always fails to find you !!!) ...
Until suddenly ...
"(blushing) ... U ... um ... kyle?" . Kyle held my cheek with his hand.
He was silent and looked at me with his sweet eyes ... I only realized one thing when I saw him up close like this ...
(Kyle is still handsome ... He hasn't changed at all ... It's just... that !!! A scar on Kyle's forehead ...Disappeared ...) I was surprised to find out ...
What really happened?
I want to ask him that ... but ... Somehow I don't have the courage ...
(I'll ask Scott later !!). Because I'm sure Scott would know about this kind of thing...
The scar on his forehead happened because of me...If I hadn't done something stupid before...Surely that wound would never exist...
Kyle looked at me with a very warm look, just like when he was still alive ...
"(wave) crystal ..... hey crystal, why are you daydreaming?". He waves his hand that looks transparent.....
"(shocked) a-ah? I-Im sorry i just..."
"(smiling) ah.... you amazed by my beauty right? i know... hahaha...." With blissful He teased me...
And i can't control my face....it feels so hot..
"(ah... i think my face look like tomato now)
"But From the beginning I noticed that you've changed a lot crystal..." he asked as he brought his face closer to me ...
"changed ??"
"Yeah ... You look even more beautiful ..."
"(blushed) aahh .... kyle ... you just embarrass me again ..."
"(laughs) Ahaha ... Look at your face turning red like a tomato again..."
Sometimes the thing I like the most about Kyle is his courage, and his very high confidence ... So he can always make me laugh even though I'm sad .....
Kyle and I ended up spending our time ... Mocking each other. Praising ourselves when we were in high school... and as always he always teasing me....
"(If ... I could go back to the past ... I ... Really want to change the reality, you're so suck crystal... how foolish you are crystal..)".I am angry at myself for all the stupid things I do.... until
(dukk !!)
"Awww !!!"
Instantly I was shocked and felt pain in my forehead ... Because Kyle poked my forehead with his finger ....
"(clutching forehead) Heyy ... What are you doing Kyle ... It hurts !!"
"(laughing) After all, you said nothing when I talked to you ... And look at you... you become more thin than before...."
Kyle can sometimes be a very sensitive person when it comes to my health, even surpassing myself ... I don't know the reason ...I wonder why?
"(sulking) You're so mean kyle ....."
"You haven't changed ... Well, it's easier for you to sulk (lol)"
He comforted me by pinching my cheek ... And telling me past jokes that can make me laugh so easily ... And even I forgot that I was angry with him ....
And only Kyle can make me laugh this happily ...
Even since we were in high school, Kyle hasn't changed at all ...
Maybe it's just me or ... It feels like my cheeks are heating up ...
"(blushes) huh ... You're not fair kyle !!! You're making me blush ..."
I closed my face using my hands without looking at it ... Because I was so embarrassed .... For some reason he suddenly didn't make a sound anymore ...
"(Huh?)"
When I try to look at Kyle all of a sudden ...
"Don't open your eyes !!"
With a voice that somehow implied sadness... He shout...
"U-Um Kyle?"
I really want to open my eyes and see what happens to him, because I'm so worried about him ...
"Don't worry ... I ... it's alright ..."
He said in a voice that sounded disappointed ... Kyle hugged me ....
..... End of this chapter ......