"You are the reason why the color returned to my life ... Because of you my life has become colored again ..."
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Chapter 19
{Deg...deg..deg...} . The sound of my heart beating so fast.
"I don't need anything ...."
"I just want to ... protect you and be the one who's always beside you ...."
"when you are sad .... angry, happy and need someone to be your friend when you want to pour out your heart...."
"I want to be by your side ....".
The words that I wanted to hear a long time ago .... I ... I.... Always hoped that someone would say those words for me .... Whoever it was .... I was always waiting ....
And finally I can hear that word from him, he was the first person who made my heart beat like this ...
(deg..deg..deg ..) Again and again... This heart..... Ughh!!!
Even though I don't know him ... But why does it seems like he cares so much and knows me so well?
Until ... until ... He asked me to promise about something while pressing his forehead against me ... it made our faces very close, I was silent for a moment and was stunned by his beauty until he took his face away from me slowly ...
But when the wind blew and made the blood from his forehead hit my face ... Makes me spontaneously hold his forehead ... And parted his bangs, it's true that the wound is very deep ...
(Ahh ... T-This because of my fault ?? Because he saved me ... Why was he willing to get hurt to save me ?? Did I mistakenly think that he was the person who was sent by mama and papa ??). I was shocked when he held my hand .. And smiling
"(smile) It's okay, I'm fine..it doesn't hurt at all..this injury is because of my own carelessness and it's not your fault .... so don't blame yourself .."
"(Huh ?? How did he know what I was thinking ??) I-I don't blame myself ... I'm just shocked ...". I think my face is flushed now and I dare not look at him.
"haha ..." he laughed, even though I don't know the reason why he laugh ..
"(blushed) hey ... Why are you laughing ?? What's so funny ??"
"(Smile) No ... I just remembered something funny earlier, so I laughed ..."
"ughhh ... !!". Even though I can't take it anymore, it's like this heart is about to explode ... But I can't just let him get hurt like that, after what he's done for me ... I'll repay ...
I took the most precious handkerchief from my pocket and pressed it against his forehead ...
The handkerchief was a first birthday gift from mama and papa, when I first got this handkerchief I was very happy and I promised to take care of it with all my heart ... Because I know mama and papa still pay attention to me at that time ...
"(slowly) K-Keep it like that until the blood stops ...".
"(aaahhhhh ... What did I do ?? Why did I do that? T-This looks like I care about him very much ... WAhhh ... I'm stupid !!!!) When I was dissolved in my carelessness without realizing it, he looked at me with his beautiful eyes ..
"(shocked) ughh .. I-I didn't mean it ... Think of it as my gratitude ... Think of it like that, okay?".
"(Chuckle) Yes ... I understand, thanks ...".
"You laugh at me again!"
He just replied to my words with a smile ...
(deg..deg..deg ..). Somehow every time he smiled at me like that, it always made my heart beat really fast, what happened with me??
I paused and looked away from him ... Until ....He held my cheek with both hands and said
"(serious) I'll say it one more time .. Promise me about one thing... Can you?". I who didn't dare to look at him before, now slowly started to have the courage...We became staring at each other...
"(Haaah ... What can I do) A-As long as it has nothing to do with my family and doesn't harm me, then yes ... I can promise you ..."
"(smile) Thank you ..."
"So .... What is that promise ??". If you are different from all of them, then I will be very happy, I will accept you and make you a very precious person to me .... So please... prove it to me
End of this chapter😊😊