Warning!
Mitsuru's back story may be disturbing for readers
Under the age of 15
I will only publish the back story in this part
If u are disturbed to anything involving sex
Then I advise you to skip this chapter.
Discretion has been advised.
🔸10TH JUNE 2007🔸
🔵It's my birthday! I'm a big boy now! I'm 8 years old! I can't wait for my present! I'm so excited! When will Mahiru come home?!🔵
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"I'm home!" Mahiru said as she opens the door to the room, she seems to be holding a few items from a bakery.
Mitsuru jumps up and hugs Mahiru, "Welcome home! Mahiru!"
She walks in and sits on the wooden floor, she takes out a cupcake, it had a creamy soft and rich frosting spiralled on top. She holds it out in the center of her palms.
"Happy birthday, Mitsuru!"
Mitsuru gasps in excitement... Mahiru placed a small candle in the cake and lit it with a lighter, from her pocket. "Make a wish Mitsu!"
Mitsuru inhales and then blows out the candle. They both cheer in joy. Then they both eat they're cupcakes.
Mahiru, suddenly, got an urgent phone call that she answered infront of Mitsuru. "What?!" She yelled. "Oh! Piss off!" She then stood up and headed out of the room.
After a while, Mitsuru has already eaten his cupcake, but then Mahiru jumped into the room, and surprised Mitsuru.
"I'm really excited about your birthday present! It's really good!" Mahiru said in excitement, however... She bent down as she jumped in, looking directly at Mitsuru, her eyes twisting their way up at her eyelids, and her smile looked devilish.
"Wow! What is it?!"
Mahiru moved closer to him and said, "First tell me..." She said softly but with a bit of darkness on her face. "Do you love me...?"
"Yes, Of course! I love you! I don't know what I'll do without you!" Without hesitation, he answered...
"I see..." She sounded distant...
But she grabbed Mitsuru and gently pulled him to the end of the room. Innocent Mitsuru went along with it, though he stayed silent, until.. his curiosity... After all of these years... finally broke out.
"Mahiru... Do you love me?"
All this time, Mitsuru has always claimed his love for his sister, like a thousand times, but not once did his sister ever say to him... that she loves him...
In a moment of silence, Mitsuru looked up at Mahiru, who was in deep thought, awaiting for her answer...
"Do I... love you?... Ever since you were born, I've--..."
'Always loved you' is what naive Mitsuru expected to hear but he froze in shock when he heard her say, "NEVER loved you! YOU RUINED MY LIFE!!"
Mitsuru looked shocked and confused, 'then why did she keep asking me if I love her...?'
Mahiru glared at him and tore his pants down. Mitsuru had no time to react, Mahiru punched him in the face to the ground. His face was bruised and his eyes were full of tears.
"HAPPY F*CKING BIRTHDAY!!!" She bends down over him.
"...I hope you like your present..."
Mahiru... Mitsuru's older sister... raped him... on his 8th birthday... I don't want to describe what happened next... but I can tell, how he felt...
Mitsuru was scared and hurt, he screamed viciously as she repeated it over and over again....
'Why is she doing this to me?...'
He felt his whole body stinging in pain.
"STO●▪°⊙▪●P!! STOO○□°●▪●■OP!!! PLEASE!!"
Mahiru refused to listen to his dreadful cries, instead she smiled and laughed, feeling euphoric. None of his screams would reach her, until he started to blame himself. "I'm sorry!! I'm sorry, Mahiru!! Please...Stop. ..please...it hurts..."
He had lost hope and stopped screaming until it finally ended... However... it didn't end there...
Mahiru threw her naked body on top of his face, he struggled to breathe. He screamed but it was no use, she would only push more force down on him. When it became too much, he resorted to hitting and punching her, pinching her skin to get her off.
"AAAA●○°●▪□°AAAAA°▪▪●AAHH●▪⊙▪°HH!!!! AR▪●●▪°GH!!" He dug his nails into her skin and she shrieked.
Mitsuru could finally breathe but he had to go through endless merciless torture.
It finally ended... Mitsuru fell unconscious many times but when he woke up, Mahiru was sleeping on the bed. Finally!... However, Mitsuru did not looked relieved. For the next couple of days, he didn't eat anything only whenever Mahiru felt like it.
Mitsuru was left alone in the day, when the darkness raised. ..She would come home, drunken, strips her clothes and lays her body on weak, little Mitsuru.
The darkness came to comfort him, the shadows never left him... and the monster within finally rose out...to control him.
The horror would never end...unless..She dies.
It happened so suddenly, Mahiru left in the late afternoon and didn't arrive in the night to rape Mitsuru like she usually does... She just disappeared... when he opened his eyes, BLOOD! Scattered all over the bathroom infront of him. He stood frozen.
Frozen in shock. Horrified by what he saw. Right there. Directly infront of him. Swayed the dead body of... Mahiru Fukuyama.
"Ah! Aah!.....
AAAAAA●▪°●▪□AAAAAAAAA●▪⊙▪°○AAAAAAAAH°▪°°▪●HHH!!!!"✴
"AH!" Mitsuru woke from his nightmare. His eyes stretched open. He remained on his bed but... Right there above him... Mahiru glared back at him with her unpleasant face.
"AAH!! STOP!! GO AWAY!!" He screamed traumatically, dreaded in fear, when he blinked, she disappeared.
Mitsuru breathed rapidly, unable to control his breathing. He's sweating, shaking, his heart palpitating.
"AAAAAH HH!!!" He punched himself on his temples, forcing himself to stop.
"What are you doing?! It's past midnight!" Maehara says as he picks himself up, leaning over the edge of the bunk.
"...mid..night..." Mitsuru came to the realisation, that 'today' is the wicked aniversery.
"No!! NOT AGAIN!! NOT AGAIN!!!" Hethrew himself out of bed, inhaling and exhaling huge amounts of air in a short amount of time.
Maehara came down to comfort him, but..."Hey! Are you ok?..."
Once Mitsuru looked at him, he saw no one else except Mahiru gesturing him to 'come to me'... "NOOOO!! Leave me alone!!"
He dashed out of the cabin. He looked out in the open, but there was nothing... nothing that could help him.
"Mitsuru..." "NO!!!"
The voice inside him echoed in his head.
"Come here..." "Go away!!"
The whispers became louder and louder.
"You deserve to die..."
Mitsuru began hitting his head, harder and harder. Screaming in agony. Everyone awoke by now, but we're terrified to see what he had done...
"AAA●°○⊙□AAAA□▪°●▪•○•AARGH□○□•▪■H!!!□○□▪°•!!!"
He fell down in a collapsed position. Screaming uncontrollably. Tears flowing down his cheeks. Unintentionally kicking. Banging his head hard to the ground....
♠So that he could bleed out and die!
This may be a story, you might not believe. It may be a story, you've never heard about in your life... but everything you're reading is the truth... This is the hidden reality, people don't want you to see...
Some people go crazy, without realising it... However, they never get the help they deserve...
Witnessing such a thing, would make a normal person think that they are 'crazy', 'what's wrong with them?' Or 'They're doing this for attention.'
It's understandable that they think this... They've never seen it before... However, say that to a psycho and you'll regret it. They need respect, sincerity and love... but nobody never gives it to them...
They are two types of mad people in this world...
The first, are people who walk around with a deadly war in their heads and yet act completely normal.
The second, are those who are rejected and have to force destruction to themselves no matter where they are.
Both are equal. They're the same. Some people don't get the treatment that they need. Some people have to learn to heal themselves alone...
People around you may be suffering in darkness, but most people won't stop to care... You wish to die but are forced to live by society. You hurt yourself but you're hurt even more by the people around you.
Dear readers, you probably don't truly know what suffering alone feels like, suffering without hope suffering without anyone to talk to... Because people don't understand you...
They all leave you alone...
I am writing this to remind you that you are not alone. You shall not suffer alone unless you push people close to you away..
So many people in this world... Don't have access to therapy, or mental health medications.
If you are suffering and you have access to mental health facilities then I request you to go and gain help... Mental help. However, if you have no access then remember... you are strong.
You are all strong! Going through pain alone is hard because you have to be both the patient and the doctor!
This is not just a story... This is hope!
Believe that...
You're not alone!...♠