*SAYURI SCHREIBER *
Mitsuru hasn't slept since last night, so I tucked him into bed so that he can relax. I left Yusari and Maehara in the dark about Mitsuru's dual personality, so I went searching for them to tell them about it.
As I was looking around, Yusari had just came out of the...boys bathroom?!... what was she doing in there?!
"Yusari! What were you!-" Yusari cut me off by grabbing my arm and saying, "We need to talk." She dragged me backwards just outside the girls bathroom.
"Wait! What is it?"
"Maehara's sick..." She addressed bluntly.
"What? How?"
"What do you mean 'how'? Anyone can get sick with a virus in their body." She was speaking figuratively, but what I was worried to know was, when and why?
"But he's been acting strange since what happened last night... And you can tell?" She continues. I nodded, I was aware that he was stressed and that he didn't get enough sleep... but that was it. How could that have caused him to be sick...?
"I can't help but be worried..." She said, as her arms were crossed and she leaned against the wall.
"What did he eat that made him so sick?"
"That's the thing. He ate his whole breakfast! It was all organic and healthy for him. We all ate the same thing. I don't understand why he's so sick..."
"Maybe it's just a bug." I assumed.
"Hmm."
Yusari seemed lost in thought, ses very concerned about his health but I'm sure he'll be fine after some medicine. I wanted to distract Yusari's 'train of thought', by informing her about Mitsuru's previous behievour.
"Oh, Yusari." I grabbed her attention. "About Mitsuru... that..wasn't him. It was his split personality..." I decided to get straight to the point, but the problem with that...is that...She doesn't get what I'm saying.
Yusari looked at me confused, but then looked at me in awe. "Oh, I knew that."
"Oh.." I was caught surprised but I'm relieved... That wasn't so Hard!
"Since when did he have it?" She asked.
"Since what happened last night. Though, he did have it before as a child..." I pondered for a bit.
"That makes sense, since split personalities or dissociative personality disorder occurs when something traumatic happens to someone... By the way, he was screaming. It must've been very traumtising."
I had no idea Yusari was so knowledgeable about psychology.
"Hey... what are you doing?.." Maehara called from behind us. His voice sounded weak and shaken.
I looked at his pale face, "Are you ok?!" I was worried, he looked like he was going to pass out.
"What? Yeah, I'm fine." He smiled, but looked at my worried face and asked, "Why?"
"Oh. Um...nothing." I didn't know how to respond.
"Are you ok, now?" Yusari asked softly.
"Yes, I'm fine!" Maehara had an angry expression. He was so pissed. I don't understand why... Yusari was just worried about him.
"So... did Mitsuru take his meds? Has he calmed down now?" He asked me.
"Oh, yes."
"He has a split personality." Yusari added.
"I didn't ask you." Maehara sounded aggressive, he was acting quite rude towards Yusari, and she's now growling back.
"Ok. Fine!"
"I don't care about his stupid split personality!"
"Good to know!" She yelled back angrily.
I was quite nervous to be inbetween their bickering, so I needed to hunt out an idea.
Something... that can help their relationship. That's when it hit me..! Today is still Mitsuru's birthday! We can throw him a surprise birthday party!
"What the f*ck have I done to you?! I haven't done anything!" Yusari shouted.
"Yeah, right! You've got no idea!"
"Go ahead! Tell me!"
"Stop!! Both of you!" I silenced them both, with my hands held infront of them. "Today's Mitsuru's birthday remember?!"
"It is..?" Yusari how can you not care..?
"No! Not doing it!" Maehara, you're the one who considered it in the first place?
"But why?" I asked.
"That guy is gonna go psycho! I'm not dealing with that!"
"'That' was his split-!" Yusari exclaimed.
"I don't care! He's mentally unstable to appreciate a damn birthday party!" Maehara is being so moody today...
"Maehara!" I grabbed his hands tightly, it was a shock to him, but I can't blame him, I'm moving abit too close. "We need to do this! Mitsuru hasn't had a real birthday! We need to make it up to him!"
*HASHIBA MAEHARA
'Make it up to him'...? My mind has gone dark again...
Excuse me! But what has he done for us?! Of I think hard enough then maybe I could think of something-! Oh! Nope! Absolutely nothing! He's a waste of space! I'm sick of this!! I'm not standing by anyone anymore!! The amount of times!! I've helped them!!
But I need it...! They don't give me anything but pain!!
NOBODY F*CKING CARES ABOUT ME!!!
Back then, after Mitsuru gave a fantastic speech about paradise...! Oh, wait...was it hell? I can't tell the difference!
Yusari was with me, the only person in the whole world I would always wish to be with! She saw my rage and hatred, but she didn't say anything!
She was disgusted as she blankly stared at the door.
That's when, I suddenly felt sick! I rushed myself to the bathroom and vomited.
It was painful. The food forcibly throwing itself out of my mouth, made my eyes water. I puked for so long, even with the loud and vibrant noise I was making. Not a single person asked if I was ok!
No one! That's how worthless I AM!! I KNOW THIS FOR A FACT!! I'm so fed up of myself that everyone around me is too! I HATE IT!!
...I give up.. on myself...on my love for Yusari... and everything else...
"I don't care! In the end, that suicidal maniac won't even care about us! He would rather kill himself instead of being with us!!"
"What?!-" Sayuri gasped.
"WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?!" Yusari had to scream like that...didn't she?
"It's the truth... he doesn't value any of you."
"How do you know that?" Sayuri asked so confidently, that she knew I was lying!
"Oh, I'm sorry! I'm just making this shit up!... Go ahead, do whatever you want!... I don't care! And in the end, if he really doesn't appreciate it... That's when you can run back to me..." I left.
I'm not bothered on what they had to say.
*SAYURI SCHREIBER *
"It's fine, we don't need him. I'll do the baking and you go decorate a room." Yusari said calmly.
"Ok.." I sighed. "But we need to ask Mr-"
"I'll ask Mr Shintaru!" Yusari exclaimed.
I'm glad that the person she loves always brings a smile on her face.
*YUSARI AKABANE *
I can't believe he said that! What's wrong with him?! He shouldn't have said that! Especially, to his won friend! What the hell did Mitsuru do to him, anyway?!...That was his split personality.
Well, after talking to Mr Shintaru, I've almost forgotten about Maehara. I'm glad everything is going to plan, but with just the two of us... It's impossible!
Although, Sayuri says she can handle everything, but I have to bake everything and she will decorate. I want Mitsuru to have a very special birthday for the first time in his life.
Maehara knows that he's been through alot, he lost his sister to suicide and tried to kill himself! Why doesn't he get that?! Why is he so selfish? !
*HASHIBA MAEHARA *
Why do I have to do this?!... I never asked for this! Now, I have to act as his slave for the rest of my life! I need to go to his room acted return his bag and diary. I honestly want to read it and find all of his secrets.
But I didn't bother, he would probably beat the crap out of me... If he found out.
I knocked on his door, and waited for a response. It was silent. So I opened the door, and threw his stuff on his desk. The sound was so loud that it made Mitsuru startle.
I wanted to get out of there as soon as possible, but it hit me... I don't want him here... sleeping... I'm so tired... I'm so sick...
If I could... I would...
"Kill him.."
To be continued. . .