*MITSURU FUKUYAMA *
It's the next morning, I read this strange message from today's entry... I don't remember writing this, and I'm sure I didn't this back then either... I'm just so confused...
"Hey! I thought you were supposed to be packing!" Shit! Sayuri barged into my room and startled me.
"Don't you know how to knock?!"
"I did... did you just started to pack?!"
"Aren't you supposed to be busy doing something?-"
"I'm done." Shit! Is it me?... or is it that girls are just way too fast at everything...?
I sighed... I can't believe we're going... camping!
"I can't believe we're going camping!" Sayuri said excitedly. I just thought the same thing but in a different tone. "I've never been...have you?"
I looked at her with a sarcastic face... that should answer it.
Of course I've never been! Do I look that excited?!...
"...*sigh*... Why are you so stupid?..."
"Hey! I'm not stupid! I'm just being social!" She continued rambling to herself and I didn't hear another word.
I picked up my diary. .. I thought to myself... should I bring it?... but if I leave it behind, someone might find it and use it against me...
So I decided to pack it.
Knock! Knock! It came from the door.
"Come in!" This isn't your room, bitch... I decide who comes in or out... you need to get your ass out of here! Coz I didn't invite you...!
"It's me." Surprisingly the most strangest person to pop in, was Mr Shintaru, peeping in through the door. "You guys ready?"
"Yep!" ...No...
"Listen... Are you sure you want to go?-"
"No!... I can't go! I might hang myself!" I was overreacting... just goes to show that my sanity won't last long there...
"Don't worry! I'm here!" She busted my bubble while reclining her arm on my shoulder. "I'll make sure that he won't try to kill himself!"
"I'll thankful for that, really." He enters inside the room, feeling comfortable and acting cool with his hands in his pockets...
May I remind you... You may not! Wait! What are you doing here?! Times up! My turn! But I'm not finished!- That's it! Out!
*SAYURI SCHREIBER *
Phew...! My turn to narrate...
"You have to put up with this dumbass... Because you know I'm busy and I will be... since we have all 230 students with us... Us teachers have to work hard." He's so nice...
I admire Mr Shintaru's care for his students, he always puts them first, it really makes me feel happy.
"But, don't worry! I'm sure he'll be fine...! Right, Mitsuru?!" I tightened my grip on him to make him confess.
"Yeah... I'll be fine... I promise I won't cause you any trouble..." Mitsuru seriously did not sound pressurised!
"Thank you... in case if something happens... let me know right away. Alright?..." Mr Shintaru directed.
"Ok!"
Mr Shintaru nodded his head and took his leave.
*HASHIBA MAEHARA *
We have all arrived at the bus, it will be a long drive to Suzusankyuyorin campsite (yikes... that was a mouth full)
This will be fun and we'll be staying there for about three days... I don't know how I'm going to handle this idiot... Wait a minute! Didn't he say that his birthday is coming soon?!...
What day was it?... I completely forgot! We didn't even plan anything yet!
I was sitting next to Sayuri and at the seat opposite me, right beside me, was Mitsuru.... relaxing...
"Hey! When's your birthday again?!" I called out, and Mitsuru with his eyes shut, replied, "33rd of June..."
What?! I thought it was close!- Argh!
"Stop being sarcastic!" I saw Mitsuru slowly smile a half smirk.
Then I felt a tap on my shoulder, it was Sayuri, she wanted me to lean in for a whisper.
"It's tomorrow..."
"What?!-"
"Ssh!.."
"Right, sorry..." I whispered back. "So... what are we gonna do?..."
There was a short pause, then she came close to my ear and whispered, "Nothing..." Huh?!
"What?... Why?.." I always thought that everyone can celebrate their birthday... maybe that's me talking dirty rich...
"Simply because he doesn't want to." Sayuri answered.
"Why?... Did something bad happen on his birthday?"
"Maybe so..."
Well, I've always had a feeling that Mitsuru doesn't want to celebrate his birthday because he doesn't value his own life. But if we don't surprise him on his birthday and make him happy, then he won't ever value his life...
He needs something there for him and since he has friends... I thought that he would stop inflicting himself to anymore harm... But, what can you do after your sister committed Suicide? It must've been hard on him...
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After a two hour drive, we finally arrived at the campsite! My head is killing especially having to go through Mitsuru's and Yusari's arguments!... They even left the bus shouting at each other!
"I'm not sarcastic! I'm just intelligent beyond your understanding!" Mitsuru yelled.
"Shut up, idiot! Argh! I feel like I wanna kill everyone today!" Yusari said in frustration.
"Everyone has the right to be stupid! But you're abusing the privilege!"
"ALRIGHT! Both of you shut up!" Shintaru shouted at them and they both groaned and walked away.
I felt agitated through their whole argument. As they separated, Mitsuru came towards my direction.
"You two don't get along well, do you?" I asked.
"I bet dead people are easier to get along with..." All this guy thinks about is death!!
What the hell?!
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*YUSARI AKABANE *
"Ah!~ That was hard work!" I lay down on my bed sighing and stretching my arms out.
Even though we're in this damn camp, only 20 students were selected and permitted to stay in these cabins.
After arriving here, we had to learn how to survive, like making a tent and finding food in the forest. I was pretty tired in the beginning because of the travel... and that's not the worst part... The toilets here are disgusting! Horrifying!
Each class had about five people picked out to get ththe chance to stay in these cabins, but it's only for tonight, tomorrow another 20 students will be selected.
Mitsuru had to stay in the cabin because of his 'condition'... I don't get what's wrong with him.. He's been acting very weird, especially since what happened yesterday. I don't understand... maybe he needs to go to a psychiatric and get his brain fixed.
Maehara was lucky enough to stay in the cabins too... something about... 'expenses'? I don't know.
Oh, I forgot to mention, Sayuri has to say in the tents outside and she's gonna sleep there for the whole night! Well then... goodnight!
*MITSURU FUKUYAMA *
"I guess we're sleeping on the same bed." Maehara exclaimed, enthusiastically.
"You just made that sentence dirty..." He's a pervert. .. no doubt.
"No! That's not what I meant!... I mean the same bunk!"
"Right..." I didn't even know that was a thing.
"Do you want the top one or bottom?"
Uhm... is he referring to that same old question, 'Do you like the top or bottom?...' If you get what I'm saying... 😞
"Any is fine..."
"No! Which one do you want?!" What the hell?! This guys acting like a kid.
"I don't care!-"
"No! Which one makes you feel happier?! Top or bottom!" Fricken bastard!
I can feel everyone staring at us, and taking the wrong idea! But what does he mean by if it makes me happy?! Idiot! I could be sleeping on the god damn floor and have sweet dreams! Why are human beings so incapable of being normal...?
"Bottom! The bottom bunk!" I felt so much pressure when he was asking me stupid questions... that was uncomfortable...
"Are you sure?..." What more do you want for me?!
"Stop asking questions! You damn is it! " Everyone around us fell quiet.
"Why do you always hurt my feelings?..." Maehara whined like a little child and...cried?
But why is he still asking questions?! And! Why is he making everything sound like a scene from a yaoi?!
"Go on! Tell me! How did I hurt your feelings?... Coz I want to know how to do it again!" I yelled at him, almost like I was scolding him.
"You're so harsh!"
"And a bunch of word's supposed to hurt you!... bless your delusional heart!..."
"Alright! Boys! Time to sleep!" Mr Shintaru says after opening the door, at that moment everyone was in their beds... Except us... Don't blame me...
"Hey! No drinking!" He pointed at someone that I do not know! And closed the door.
The lights were switched off and everyone nodded off to dreamland... Since I don't sleep straight away, I pull out my diary to read it. Maybe I shouldn't read it tonight and just try to get some sleep. But I don't listen to myself... since I'm a mess...
However, I'm going to read the 9th entry not the 10th... Because I already know what happens on that day.
I opened my diary and looked at that page... I realised that I've already read that mysterious message from today's entry.
That message, in my hand writing, by someone... Who is not me...
"When you read this... you'll realise the truth..."
"I'm your darkness, irsll be there with you in your
Despair!... I promise... I'll be back!"
Who was that? I searched all over my diary to find any messages like this... but... all I could find was... blood stained all over the pages and writings that were written through the paper... I started to read it...
"It hurts!" "Mahiru!" "I love you!"
"Destroy!" "Stop" "STOP" "Stop!"
"Do it again!"
SLAM!
I threw it away from me... and went to sleep...
But little did I know... I had a nightmare of everything that happened that day... repeating...
Over and over again!
To be continued. . .
AUTHORS NOTE:
Just to warn u... The next chapter will be an extra but AFTER that... Mitsuru's past will be revealed! Yay! Except, there is a disclaimer.
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