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Chapter 42 - 8/6/2017- "I'm your darkness..."

*SAYURI SCHREIBER *

"Yay (!) It's just a prank! Let's just leave as that!..." Maehara exclaimed, nervously brushing it off.

"What?... no! It can't be!" Yusari detested.

"Hey, would Sayuri ever kill someone? No. So, let's just laugh it off!" Maehara held Yusari by her shoulders and attempted to ease her way out of the room. However, she looked unsure, "Yeah... You're right..." She turns away in doubt and they both leave together.

"See you guys later!" Mitsuru said as they closed the door.

*MITSURU FUKUYAMA *

"What are you planning?!" She turned to me in anger, and I understand.

"I thought you knew... you led me up to this."

"What are you talking about?..." She should really think before she speaks.

"You said it yourself... back when you said..."

"Maybe I would die easily... without suffering,... If I didn't struggle to stay alive..."

"That's when I said "That's what a suicidal person would say..." So I used that statement of yours, to fool you and the others... into making them believe that you are suicidal..."

"But you didn't do that!... you blamed me that I was working with Sawashiro!" I'm not stupid enough to actually believe that she could possible be siding with him. I know that he doesn't trust her...

"Because it made sense... If you thought about it properly... If you tried to kill yourself like that, then made up a story that somebody else did it to kill you, then you would be tricking us that they're two people planning all of this... so, that lead me to blame you like that." I explained.

"But... Why?" She's just... a bundle of curio-...no... crap... a bundle of crap...

"So, that I could find out about your past..."

The next thing I had to explain was from what she said before...

"I don't want to see anymore people die!!...-"

It made me think that the person that she fell in love with, was probably what she was referring to. However, I was wrong, when I asked her about this.

"Louise... He's dead... I killed him over 5000 times... over and over again!... inside her..."

I could confirm that he wasn't dead but that she really hates him. I still don't know why and I was hoping to get answers from her.

"That's why I mentioned Louise, I saw it in your face that you were hiding something... something, no one should know about... you were having strange anxiety attacks when it came to losing someone you cared about... so, I figured out that you've seen people die... and since your mind is so deadly, when you're repeatedly destroying the one person you loved over and over again, proves it.

Then, I decided to 'blame' you for killing someone... that's when I realised that I was right and found out your secret." Though I'm sure she has figured it out already.

"You... bastard!" Oh! She's angry!

"What can I do? You should've switched to your badass personality...!"

Sayuri clicked her tongue and walked away. I thought she was going to leave but she stayed put and sat down.

"What are you going to do, now that you know the truth?..." She seemed mentally exhausted, but I don't care about tattle telling her secret, that's why I covered the whole thing up as a prank.

"Nothing... what do you want me to do?" I asked.

"Don't say a word. Keep it a secret, understand."

"Fine... I won't say a word... well, think of it this way... you found out one of my secrets..-"

"What secret?"

"Mahiru's death was supposed to be a secret... Until you found out... If you keep that a secret from them, then I'll safely keep yours hidden..."

"But don't they already know? You told them."

"I told you in detail on how she died...! They should never find out."

"Alright... but there's also one more condition..."

"Yes. What is it?.." I agreed to anything she would say, especially after what I did, though she did seem quite shocked.

"Don't ever try to get to my past! Don't try to find out and don't try to do anything like that again!" She warned.

"You've got my word. Now! Let's set up the prank!" I lifted a piece of paper from my drawer.

"What?"

"Write it all down..."

Later, we can show them that we actually planned this.

🔸9th JUNE 2007🔸

🔵I feel so happy! Mahiru let me look after her money for her! And if mother f₩in₩ds o₩ut, asks for it then I have to pretend like don't know. Well, that's what Mahiru told me! I'll make sure to do a good job! I'm soo excited about my birthday tomorrow! Mahiru is going to give me something special!!🔵

The day before his birthday, Mitsuru sings happily to himself while reading a book. He enjoys his time with the sunlight. The light of the sun's rays spread throughout the whole room.

However, a creak of the door opens and Mitsuru gets distracted from his book. He gazed at her, his mother, who's browsing around the room, searching for something.

"Are you looking for something, mother?" He asked politely, though he knew exactly what she wanted.

She ignored him and looked everywhere, while mumbling the words, "money..." "where is it?.."

Mitsuru just stood there, innocently.

"Oi! F*cker! Where is it?!" She yelled aggressively. But Misturu showed a strange expression to his mother, one that she usually never gets to see; His smile...

"Where's what?.." He found everything around to be so humorous. His smile depicted that.

The mother sensed something awfully suspicious. She immediately grabbed him by the collar and pulled him closer to her.

"Where is my f*cking money?!"

Mitsuru smelt the disgusting aroma of her alcoholic breath, but he remained still, and smiled abit longer, until... he processed what his mother was demanding from him.

His cheeky smile disappeared into a serious face, this made his mother startled.

"'My money'?... What makes you think it's yours?..." he quoted. This was the first time Mitsuru had ever spoke put to his mother like that. "You didn't earn it! So, it's not yours!"

The mother looked at him with her devilish eyes, full of hatred.

"So, you do know where the money is!" She responded, then threw him to the ground.

At this point, it was questionable to ask if Mitsuru felt at all scared...

"Now give it to me!! F*cker!!"

"That's not my name..." he says with his head swaying down low.

"Do it!! Now!!" She lifted her foot and attacked him on the head with a kick. But she didn't make that kick... Misturu held her leg in one hand and pushed her away. "Argh!" She groaned.

"Hit me all you want..." His voice was dark and empty, a tone of a deadly whisper, echoing in a dark cave. "I'm not scared of you...!"

His strange behievour was questionable. He would never do that. His eyes looked darker than before, although the sunlight emitted throughout the room. The darkness of his crimson red eyes almost looked as if blood has been spilt.... His voice was alot darker and fierce... it seemed as though... Mitsuru... was an entirely different person...

"Hehehehehehe!" He stood up, laughing. He laughed so hard, he held his stomach, pressing it from the pain.

His mother felt like she was being mocked, so she lifted herself up and threw a massive punch on his face, to silent him. And silent it became. Mitsuru fell backwards.

"HOW□○°▪°°■•● DARE YO●▪⊙□○□°U!! I'LL K•○●°▪●▪ILL YOU!!!-"

"Go ahead... But you'll never find what you're looking for... I'm the only one who knows..." Mitsuru laid himself down on his bed and sighed. He spreader his arms beside him.

The mother had no idea what to do, this is the first time he's acting like this.

"Guess what, mom?... Tomorrow's my birthday... The day you gave birth to me...!" His mother was confused and watched her son in shock. "Mahiru said that she would give me anything for my birthday... I said I wanted her... just there... By my side.."

He lifted himself up and glared at his mother. "But really... I could've just asked her to kill you!... That would be the best birthday present I could ever wish for!!" He smirked. ✴

🔴This maybe the first/ last time I could record anything! So this is my chance! Don't worry Mitsuru! When you read this you'll realise the truth! I don't have much time, but remember... I'm your darkness!... I'll be there with you in your despair! I promise...

I'll be back!!🔴

To be continued. . .