I was so pissed of through the whole class when Veronica and Van just kept blabbering about so random stuff,that weren't even worthy enough to talk about.I could never anticipate that the son of a millionaire or billionaire(whatever his father is) can be interested in such petty topics.Every now and then,Veronica would urge me to nod my head to their irrelevant topic to which I wasn't even listening to.I just pretended to be interested through the rest of the periods until it was time for lunch.All along those hours,I thought about Robin.Where he possibly could be,if Veronica gets to see him why not I. I was the one who was missing him and was so eager to see him but who gets to see him first is Veronica. I'm really jealous of her luck.The lunch break was my only opportunity to see Robin and I'm sure to utilise it.As the lunchbreak bell goes,I quickly get up off my seat and grabbing Veronica's hand I quickly ran out of the classroom.Van was totally startled that I took his talkbuddy right in front of him and didn't even realise.As I reached cafeteria,I started panting and Veronica asked me,"Are you okay?Why did you ran me out of that place suddenly?"
"N-n-no everything's f-f-ine we just gotta find Robin.",I said still panting.
"Oh my god.That boy has taken over her so much.Anyways,let's go to find you your prince charming but before that we should atleast have our meal."
"Yeah but let's be quick,we don't have much time."
Just as we were about to sit for lunch,Van appeared in front of our lunch table and said,"Mind if I join?".
"Not at all,please take a sit",said Veronica mesmerised by his voice.
At this moment I literally wanted to tell Van that I'll mind very much if he joins and he would interrupt us when we will go to find Robin.
But Veronica's acceptance made it worse.I think Veronica has totally forgotten whose friend she was first.She totally forgot that I was sitting beside her burning like fire.After she was done talking to Van,she looked at me my eyes were literally spitting fire.She gave me the look of 'I can't can't survive cute boys'. So Van sat with us and started talking about random things once again.I was just stomping my plate with my spoon and was occasionally moving the food here in there.Van seemed to notice it,he asked me"Is there anything wrong with you,Alleisa?".
"No,nothing wrong with me.",I replied.
I quickly took a look in the time and realized that I was late.
"I think I've lost my appetite.I need to get going.Catch with y'all later",said I moving hurriedly.
I didn't have enough time to bring Veronica along with me.
Veronica understood why I went away but Van was completely puzzled.He might have thought that I was disturbed of him.Depends upon him.
I wandered around the school to find him,I searched everywhere where I had seen him in the past.He was nowhere.Was Veronica wrong?I stood by a window looking blank and emotionless when Veronica came to me,"Did you find him?".
"No",with this I hugged Veronica and started crying.I missed him,I missed him more than anyone could think about.I was so desperate looking for him since morning but he was nowhere.Just that glance of him is enough for me.My feelings have reached so far that I can't stop them.Veronica comforted me and told,"Silly girl, don't cry.I just saw him,let me take you to him.But first promise me you won't cry."
"Where is he?",I asked with my wet eyes.
"In the infirmary",she said trying to be calm.
"What on the earth has happened to him?Is he ok?Is he hurt?"
Before she could reply,I started running towards the infirmary.I couldn't wait for a reply at this moment.All I want to know is he fine or not.My heart started beating faster and fasteras I rushed towards the infirmary.Suddenly I crashed with someone but I didn't care enough to look back and telling anything.But then the person called me out and recognised his voice at once it was Van.But I didn't enough time for explanations.I felt he started coming behind me but anything is fine now.As I reached the infirmary,thoughts suddenly started hitting me that I cannot enter there without any injury or something.I stood by the doorway peaking in the room,there I could see the nurse bandaging a boy's hand.It was Robin.My heart started beating faster and couldn't resist crying out,afterall the one I was longing for all morning and all night was sitting right there.But my heart literally sinked.His injury was deep and he had minor bruises here and there.I wanted to go in there and help bandaging the wound but that is never possible.I stood there,carefully as the the nurse was bandaging the wound.Occasionally,he would cry out of pain .After all his bruises and woundswere covered up,I quickly ran away from there.I was relieved that atleast he was fine now.I started to walk towards my class through the hallway.Suddenly I noticed Van standing in the hallway.I totally forgot that he was following me.Was he standing all the time here when I peaked into the infirmary? I tried to avoid him and walk away,but he called me,"Alleisa...".
"Yeah?",I tried to wipe my tears and sound normal.
"What's all this about?"
"About what?"
"You crying,running through hallway and leaving lunch?"
"You won't understand.",with this I started walking to class leaving him there without an answer.Veronica was sitting in the class.She saw coming and quickly approached,"Is it alright?I heard Robin was in a great fight with one of the boys?"
"He's not right.He is severely wounded.But it's fine now his wound has been bandaged."
"Oh,well then.Don't cry anymore.But where is Van,have seen him?"
I just nodded my head.I didn't know where he went from the hallway.Afterwards I managed to keep calm enough and relaxed.Then suddenly Van entered the class emotionless and maybe quite sad.I don't know what's up with him.
But I was glad enough to get a glance of Robin,even though it was a peek through the door I was satisfied.But why did he get into fight,blood coming out of his body made me want to rip skin of my body.I wanted to feel his pain.I wanted to feel as much pain as he was in.I wanted to share his pain.Don't they say sharing your every emotion with your significant other is love.But I just wanted him to know that he shouldn't hurt himself.I want him to be fine and healthy.Because his pain is my pain and I've started feeling that.Seeing him happy is everything I want because what he doesn't know is he makes my heart beat.