That day was the first day of university, I had been accepted to law school in the second place. The first place winner was a girl named Alex, I didn't know her. I woke up at 6 o'clock that day, put on light make-up and my normal clothes, I didn't want to be in the eyes of the teachers on the first day. I left the house and went straight to my car, I started driving to school, as soon as I started the car, "I love you when I drink Champagne" started playing, I didn't touch it, it was one of my favorite songs. I had reached the faculty after about 30 minutes. I got out of the car and went straight to my classroom. Since the school was a prestigious school, it wasn't that crowded. I entered the classroom and chose a desk in the middle, sat down, and settled in. I still had 10 minutes until my class started. I preferred to just sit down rather than look at my phone.That day was the first day of university, I had been accepted to law school in the second place. The first place winner was a girl named Alex, I didn't know her. I woke up at 6 o'clock that day, put on light make-up and my normal clothes, I didn't want to be in the eyes of the teachers on the first day. I left the house and went straight to my car, I started driving to school, as soon as I started the car, "I love you when I drink Champagne" started playing, I didn't touch it, it was one of my favorite songs. I had reached the faculty after about 30 minutes. I got out of the car and went straight to my classroom. Since the school was a prestigious school, it wasn't that crowded. I entered the classroom and chose a desk in the middle, sat down, and settled in. I still had 10 minutes until my class started. I preferred to just sit down rather than look at my phone.
After about 5 minutes, someone entered the classroom. He was about 184 cm tall, with dark chestnut hair and dark green eyes. He had a long black coat, a white cotton shirt and dark brown leather shoes that matched his black fabric trousers. He slowly and surely entered the classroom and caught my attention. He was definitely not my type, but he looked so handsome to me. After my previous boyfriend Christian, he had nothing to do with me. I asked myself if he was my next obsession. I had promised myself that I would never obsess over someone again, but he seemed like a very different person, someone who could handle this obsession. I must have been fixated on him for too long because he greeted me. Even his voice was so perfect... Then he came and sat next to me and introduced himself. His name was Joseph. Such a beautiful name would suit such a beautiful person. I introduced myself and we started chatting while waiting for the teacher. Every sound coming out of her mouth was whispering to me that she would be my next obsession. For the first time, I was so sure of myself, I was experiencing this feeling so intensely and clearly.
About 2 minutes later, someone entered the classroom. Joseph turned his attention directly to the brunette, brown-eyed girl who entered the classroom, and at that moment, I was still looking at her eyes with all my attention. When the girl saw us, she sat down in the seat in front of me and introduced herself. Her name was Alex. The girl was really beautiful, she could be a model if she wanted, 90-60-90, 172 cm tall, and she had a real sense of fashion, and she had also entered the faculty with the highest degree, and she was also quite intelligent. Josep, who forgot about me the moment he saw her, could not take his eyes off Alex, and finally I experienced my first jealousy, this was not good news at all, neither for me nor for those around us.
Later in the day, Alex, I, and Joseph chatted whenever we had time, but if there was one thing I learned, it was that Joseph really didn't care about me. His attention was all on Alex. This was really starting to trigger my obsessions and desires.
We finally got to the end of the day and got each other's numbers, social media accounts, and created a group. Then I went to my car and started driving home. I had a bad feeling about my obsession, I was afraid that it would get to the point where I would be afraid of myself. What scared me even more was that the things I was afraid of were always happening.
I arrived home after a half hour drive that felt like hours. I changed clothes as soon as I got home and then headed straight to my wine shelves. I needed to clear my head, and a few glasses of wine were definitely the only solution. I took my wine and went into the kitchen to get a glass, it was spotless, I was surprised at first, it normally wouldn't be clean, but when I remembered that I hadn't dirty any plates in the morning, I understood why the kitchen was clean. I took the bag and headed to the living room, turning on the lights. I had to change the light bulb, it wasn't shining as bright as it used to, but I also agreed that the living room looked just as nice with these dim lights. The light bulb thing could wait a little longer. I sat on the couch, poured my wine into my glass, leaned back and turned on Eric Christian, I loved this guy's music. While I was sipping my wine, I was also thinking about what I should do about Joseph. My blood had really warmed up to him, it was time to take this necklace off. I think it's time to say goodbye to you, Christian, I sighed and took the necklace off my neck. The necklace was a small capsule, I opened the lid and poured the ashes into my ashtray. My mind kept going back to those times while doing this, if he hadn't threatened to report me, I wouldn't have had to do this to him, unfortunately he continues to cause his own family incredible pain. I feel sorry for them, they are still hopeful that he will come back because they still haven't found his body. They still invite me to dinner every Sunday, we talk about the old times, the good times I had with him. They still see me as their daughter, I wonder if they would still be inviting me to the dinner if they found out that I had Christian's ashes around my neck, I will try that one day, I promise myself. What am I going to do about Alex? I sighed. I had an idea, but I loved Alex too, it wouldn't help me much, to be honest. I took another sip of my wine.
After sitting in silence for a while longer, I heard a voice from the kitchen. What kind of idiot thinks he can come into my house and hurt me? I stood up and hit the glass on the table to get myself a sharp piece of glass. Without stopping the music, I started walking slowly towards the kitchen. His timing was good, I needed to relax a little. I entered the kitchen, and as soon as I entered the kitchen, he attacked me with a knife. While trying to stab me with the knife, I stabbed the piece of glass directly into his groin. I guess it hit a vein, and the man's blood started gushing out on me. And then he threw himself directly to the ground and started writhing in pain. I picked up the broom next to the counter and said, "You came to the wrong house, there's no way you don't know me," before hitting him hard in the head. "No, it was intentional." When I got his answer, I changed my minde about hitting the man in the head. Stabbed the piece of glass into his leg and went to get the pliers from inside the cabinet. After taking the pliers, I said to the man, "You and your friends are really so stupid that I have to do this. You are the one they will learn an example from, because you showed me that you are the most foolish person among them by coming to my house." and I bent down. The man was writhing in pain on the ground. While he was in that state, I took his hand and slowly started to pull out his nails. The man could not stand the pain and fainted after the second nail. I got angry and stood up. I had deliberately chosen this house because my house was old and I had a fireplace. I picked up the knife the man had left on the ground and cut the man's throat with it. Then I got up and took the butcher knife I had in my house. I deepened the cut on the man's throat and finally cut off his scruff. There was blood everywhere, it would take a long time to clean it. I got up and lit the fireplace. I had his head in my hand and threw it into the fireplace. Then I went back to the kitchen and cut off his arms and legs one by one. Then, as I always do, I cut off one of his fingers I tore off his finger and opened the fridge, took the box at the very back and put it in the box with the other ring fingers. Then I threw it in the fireplace, the fire was starting to fail, so I poured the rest of the wine into the fireplace, and it worked. The man's torso left, I opened it up and took out the rib bones one by one, I was going to give them to the dogs I feed on the street, they love it very much. Then I cut the body into 6 pieces and threw them in the fireplace. I was tired, I sat on the couch and started watching the fireplace burning, the man's pieces burning. I was very peaceful and after a while I fell asleep.