The next day, Tuesday, I woke up at 7 a.m. when my alarm went off. The fireplace was still burning. Most of the man's limbs had been lost. I got up and looked for cologne. I had some in my room. I took the bottle of cologne and headed toward the living room. When I entered the living room, the fireplace was immediately to my right, I headed to my right and opened the cap of the cologne bottle at the same time. When I got to the fireplace, I poured the cologne on the fire. The fire had flared up much more. Then I hung all the windows so that more oxygen could enter the room and picked up my phone. There was a message from Alex: "Yesterday night, Joseph and I made an appointment to meet in front of the faculty building about 1 hour before class this morning. If that's okay with you, come too." My nerves were incredibly frayed, I was eating my insides with jealousy. I was so angry. I went straight to the kitchen and my nerves got even tighter. I hadn't cleaned up last night's disgrace. I immediately took the mop and cloth. Then I poured detergent on the cloth and stuck it to my mop and started to clean the floor. I was really angry. After about two hours, there was no trace of the body or the body's stomach. I had cleaned the whole thing thoroughly. This is the worst part of killing someone, you work so hard not to leave any evidence behind... When the cleaning was over, my energy was almost gone. Without waiting two seconds, I threw myself on the couch and sent Alex the message, "Of course, that's fine with me. I'd be happy to come!" The lesson was starting at 16:00, it would be valid for me to be there at 13:00. Therefore, I had to leave the house at 12:30. I picked up my phone and looked at the time, it was 9:00. I got up and headed to the kitchen. I opened the refrigerator to make myself breakfast, it was almost empty. That's right, I had spent all my money on alcohol the last time. I had my phone in my hand, I checked my bank account. I had some money.
I went straight to the door without changing my clothes, put on my shoes. Then I checked my pockets, okay, I had my keys and phone in my pocket. I opened the door and went out. The market was right at the beginning of the street. I started walking slowly towards the market. It was about a 3-minute walk. In the meantime, I was thinking about whether or not I should threaten Alev. I almost started to bite so hard that I almost passed the market and continued walking down the side street. I went into the market and bought myself a sandwich and bread. Then the cash register.
I headed towards him and I saw John (Christian's older brother. He wasn't a person I liked very much, but I didn't hate him either. I walked towards him and said hello.
I gave it to her, and after talking for a while, I said goodbye and went to the cash register. After making my payment, I started walking back home with the plastic bag in my hand. Immediately when I enter the house
I headed to the kitchen and placed the bag on the table. Then I sat at the table and took my ready sandwich from the bag and started eating it, I was hungry. also
I took the phone in my hand and looked at the time, it was 9.42. That's why I don't like John, she's a very talkative person. Once she starts, she doesn't know how to stop!
After finishing my breakfast, I got up, went to my room, got my clothes ready and took a shower. Should I have done what I thought about Alex? A nice plan for her
it should have been done...
I got out of the shower and looked at my phone, there was a message, it was from Alex. He was asking if I could pick him up from a place that would be convenient for me on the way to school today, he didn't have a car. I said yes as an answer, it was an opportunity for me to get closer. It was 10.27 at this point. I went into my room and did my skin and hair care before putting on the clothes I had prepared, then dried my hair. I looked at the clothes I had prepared and I really had a nice combination, I liked it. After putting on my clothes, I sat down on my make-up table, then I picked up my phone to turn on music from my phone. There was a message from Alex. He was asking where it would be convenient for me to pick him up. I asked him to send me the location of his house address. I would pick him up directly from his house, and I would also learn where his house was. But I didn't want to do something like that to Alex, she was a sweet and good girl. I don't know if she deserves this. It was something I needed to think about more.
I opened Spotify on my phone and played Frank Sinatra in the background. I know all his songs by heart, he is an artist I love very much. I started doing my makeup while a slow song of his was playing in the background.
About 10 minutes later, I got a message from Alex, it was his home location. I opened the location and looked at the location of his house. He lived three steps up from me, great. I wrote to Alex that I would be there around 12:30. If I was going to pick up Alex, it would be enough to leave the house at 12:20. I looked at the clock, it was 10:40, I panicked for a moment because I was still planning to curl my hair. I quickly went back to my makeup, I hate doing my makeup quickly and stressfully.
I finished my makeup at exactly 10:50. I immediately reached for the curling iron on the table and plugged it in. It heated up in about 5 minutes. I started doing my hair right away. I had finished at 11:15, I had managed to do it at the speed of light without burning my hair, I honestly deserved a round of applause. I grabbed my bag, put on my shoes and started walking towards the car.
The lessons were over, it was 17:40. Joseph, Alex and I had decided to go to a café at the exit again. We went to the café and sat down. We started chatting. Somehow the subject had come to Joseph's ex-girlfriend Casandra. He said that Casandra was a crazy, crazy psychopath. He was also a very jealous person. He definitely wouldn't let her have a girlfriend, when he got to the point where he was jealous of even his mother, Joseph couldn't stand it and broke up with her. For about 3 months, the girl had been harassing Joseph non-stop, following him wherever he went, calling at least 10 times a day, Joseph had blocked her constantly, but she had changed her number and kept calling and texting him. Finally, when he thought the girl had given up on Joseph, he learned that she had committed suicide. By stabbing her heart. In his suicide note, he said, "Even this knife could not penetrate deeper than the knife you stabbed into my heart because I loved you, it could not make me forget that pain. Know that while I was jealous of you even more than your mother, I was suffering tons more than the discomfort I caused you, because you did not care about me. I would like not to forgive you, but my heart will not allow it, I still love you with the same intensity, I cannot hate you. I hope you will be much, much happier with someone else, my Joseph."
Frankly, I could tell from his facial expression how disgusted he was while telling these things. This made me a little sad because I saw myself in Casandra while listening. I could tell how much she loved Joseph. I had experienced something very similar with Christian, the only difference was that I had killed someone and in the end, instead of killing myself, I had killed Chris. So, frankly, I didn't know what to say or think. I just looked at Joseph and kept quiet. As if he understood what I was thinking, which I was sure he misunderstood, he smiled at me. It was like a bitter smile. At that moment, Alex thought he was consoling Joseph from behind, but I had already consoling him with my looks. Ironically, Joseph actually consoling himself by thinking wrongly about me. In fact, I guess I was consoling him indirectly.
It was 20:30, we had talked about such ridiculous things that I was really ashamed of myself. But thanks to these conversations, I had gotten much closer to both Joseph and Alex, and it seemed like Joseph had warmed up to me more than he had warmed up to Alex. I felt happy, if it continued like this, I could continue my friendship with Alex.
Alex and I started walking towards my car. I got in the car, Alex sat in the passenger seat and Alex said, "I see you like Joseph, I'll tell you a secret…" My pulse was racing at that moment, I was excited. "Of course." I was content with saying. "When we were talking to Joseph last night, he said he was very impressed with you," I was so happy. "Also, I think you two look very good together!" she said. At that moment, I realized that I had completely misinterpreted the events. I was a little ashamed of myself and my thoughts at that moment. I wanted to apologize to Alex, but the best thing to do was to remain silent and feel guilty. After this, it was certain that I would definitely treat Alex better and closer, after this behavior, my love and respect for her had increased a lot.
Frankly, I could tell from his facial expression how disgusted he was while telling these things. This made me a little sad because I saw myself in Casandra while listening. I could tell how much she loved Joseph. I had experienced something very similar with Christian, the only difference was that I had killed someone and in the end, instead of killing myself, I had killed Chris. So, frankly, I didn't know what to say or think. I just looked at Joseph and kept quiet. As if he understood what I was thinking, which I was sure he misunderstood, he smiled at me. It was like a bitter smile. At that moment, Alex thought he was consoling Joseph from behind, but I had already consoling him with my looks. Ironically, Joseph actually consoling himself by thinking wrongly about me. In fact, I guess I was consoling him indirectly.
It was 20:30, we had talked about such ridiculous things that I was really ashamed of myself. But thanks to these conversations, I had gotten much closer to both Joseph and Alex, and it seemed like Joseph had warmed up to me more than he had warmed up to Alex. I felt happy, if it continued like this, I could continue my friendship with Alex.
Alex and I started walking towards my car. I got in the car, Alex sat in the passenger seat and Alex said, "I see you like Joseph, I'll tell you a secret…" My pulse was racing at that moment, I was excited. "Of course." I was content with saying. "When we were talking to Joseph last night, he said he was very impressed with you," I was so happy. "Also, I think you two look very good together!" he said. At that moment, I realized that I had completely misinterpreted the events. I was a little ashamed of myself and my thoughts at that moment. I wanted to apologize to Alex, but the best thing to do was to remain silent and feel guilty. After this, it was certain that I would definitely treat Alex better and closer, after this behavior, my love and respect for him had increased a lot.
Alex's Toughts
Ahahahahah i cant believe that she really belived that Joseph really attracked to her. Really ironic. It seems like that i could play with her a lot, and im going to have a lot of fun from her, just because of her self! I deffinetly tell Joseph about all of these thing that a managed and learned.
After dropping Alex off at home, I went home. I changed my clothes, took off my make-up and lit my candles before going to bed and created a peaceful environment for myself. Just as I was about to go to bed, I remembered the new bottles of wine I bought. I went immediately and poured some wine into a glass. I was drinking from my happiness tonight. Hearing these things from the inside had made me feel relieved. I opened a Chopin and started looking at my phone while sipping my wine. After finishing my wine, I fell asleep peacefully while I was about to look at my phone a little more.