What if, You had put too much love, trust into her, and she repays with betrayals.
Then, what you will do? take revenge? or leave her?
Let's keep more options; attempt Suicide, drunk too much alcohol, smoking vastnessly. In short, ruin your health.
I decided to gave up—not willing to do any of these.
l'm thinking about to rebuilt myself, also my life.
My office work, My mindset, my body, and also my most, most important! my parents. l couldn't die, since my parent's had only is me...
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we had love each other since high school. also, in college, even! we had joined in the office.
Eventually, She had become my senior, and me, her jonier.
Does it's matter? she was higher level, than me.
Never, We had been loving, each other as same as always.
At lunchtime, she always invited me, even she had made lunchbox for me.
At work, she had looked at me fqurently, I'm also.
our relationship had about six years, it was quite enough to deeply fall in love.
I was thinking that, l was the luckiest guy on earth.
Until that day.
Thrust! Thrust! Slap!
" Haa... please, slow, please slow!!".
"Haa...Hunng....you are, ama~zing…".
" Hey, leave that loser, Dev, be my women"— "Haa…Yes, yes!!!".
" tell me, who would you like"— " it's you, it's you".
" Haa..."
That was horrible, my whole body had been shuddering, become cold.
a news had spred, that the senior, my Dearest; and the office's CEO, had affair. l was not doubting her for my belief.
But, after that news, l felt uncomfortable, irrated.
I had asked her, but she declined, telling it was fake news.
l couldn't hold myself, l followed her, and caught her.
In front of me they had enjoyed, as animal. l had never seen, that pleasure able expression on her face.
l fled, runing, runing, runing, until l had broken down with body. l cried out never before like that. l had been feeling Invisible pins poking on my skin, l wanted to tear up, my skin!
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Bip! Bip! Zoom!
Vroom!
Click-clack! Click-clack! Halted!
" It's the dead end"
Thud! Vroom!
Cracked!
" Hey!, Hurry up! Hurry up! Call ambula...
unconsciously, my body had hauled me at the flyover. l closed my eyes, and jumped. After that, pain then, silent…