l couldn't sleep at night, due to the uncontrollable tears fall. And, thinking about my mistake.
l did a horrible mistake in my life.
l became greed for my sceruty. Although l have lots of money, reputation and so on, yet l wanted more.
I hurt him for my intense greed.
I rejected the real, and picked up the fake. It's my punishment to hurts someone kind as him.
Sob! Now l thoughts, he is handsome, his family quit rich, and he is very understandable.
He has charm to attract the other women yet he never did that.Instead, he looks at me, only at me. He helped me, took care of me, and understand my happiness.
And l, repays him with betrayal.
Sob! l don't deserve his kindness.
Now, at least l could apologise, but…sob-sob…
I couldn't make the courage.During the night, is silent outside but, inside in me a heavy Storm was passing.
You know, l most hurts since he left me without any hesitation.
When he was walking, without looking at me back, as if he a floating cloud of endless sky. How much l try, he is unstoppable even untouchable, beyond my reach.
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Biz! Biz!
Click! "5:00am"
It's morning. My head is spinning, and l can't recall, about the night. I thought it.
Suddenly, my hand touched on my face. Ha! what is this?! it's dry, and slippery.
Now, l saw. It's the trace of tears, since privious night.
l had forgotten, but it's tell me about my heart's wound. Sniff…sniff…, l cried again.
l washed the tears away, but it's still falling. l'm trying to get up, but my body is protesting. And, the weight of my heart, it's pulling down.
somehow l finished my morning routine.
And, had ready to go office. l'm standing at the door's inside, as cowardly. l was trying to open the door, then his face showed up. And, my hand went back.
Creech! finally l made the courage, and open the door.
click-cluck! l put toward at my car. l reached my hand, and then.
" Taxi!"
Vroom!
l decided to take a taxi. I don't know why?!
" Where ma'am?".
"To the airport"
I can't stop thinking of him. All the way thinking about him, I was losing confidence. How l apologise to him? how l look at him? I became irritate.
Vroom! leaving me at the airport, the taxi had left.
I stepped at the airport, and sat on a chair.
I know Where he is going, and what flight he'll take.
I know he'll passing by here.
Click!"8:56am".
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" 10: 56am"
I suprise, the flight had gone, where he is? l went to the counter.
I asked the lady, and she said the flight had gone. Where he is?
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Haah,I took the train, instead of flight. Because, it's contains my childhood memories.
When, l first went in a train. Actually, l like to travel by train.
Hum, How am l tell my family about this fact? The really worried about me, and health.
The most is, the marriage might be cancell. I'm sorry, really, really, really sorry.
Coou! Chook-chook-chook!
l'm sitting beside the window. The train has started moving.
My surroundings are saying goodbye, the station, platform, my office, especially…
" Ayush!…Ayush!" Suddenly, l heard her voice, calling my name.
It's seemed, she is crying.
l turned my eyes at her. She is running. " Hey!! it's dengerous!" the train is running as well as she is running, l afraid of she might be in big trouble.
l scramed at her.
" Ayush!…I'm sorry… please! forgive this greedy woman" she is crying, l properly saw.
" I already forgive you, just be happy in your life" I said with stone-hearted.
She halted and kneel on the platform, and begin to weeping.
The train had left the station as well as her.
I already forgive you, l have no anger against you.
l hoping you to be happy as well as me also.
I already forgive you.