Sometimes we just feel like crap, you know?
Mentally.
Physically.
In the pit of our very soul lbvs.
This has been one of those kind of years I tell you!
I hope that you all are a lot less tired, and a lot more ready for this chapter!
Enjoy!
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May 21st, 2012.
Journal #041.
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Amazing.
She has captivated my soul within one night...
It feels amazing!
I have never began to fall in love so fast.
It's a feeling that's scary and welcomed all at the same time.
My sword is fully drawn, and my shield has yet to feel that bite.
I long for it.
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P.S.
I stayed the night in her shire.
Her castle in shambles in preparation for a move.
Her bed was so open and welcoming to no other but myself...
Her kiss -like embers on my lips- touch like fire upon my very soul.
I can't wait to behold her love.
It calls to me.
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-I was genuinely head over heels for this women...
Man, oh man.
To be that young and ignorant again lol.
To feel that sort of love again...
With someone who...
Nope lol, more stuff for future chapters.
I was fully committed to her by this point, and I was even fond of her children, and they seemed to like me as well.
All seemed to be about as good as it could possibly be.
So far lol.
-Did I say "shire" ??? A Lord Of The Rings reference!? lmao
I have no answer for that one folks.
-I remember sleeping next to her after a long night of touching and teasing.
I remember the mountains of packed boxes, and the warm winds of summer just around the corner.
I remember so much from those days, so much that it seems like it was but a couple of years ago...
Wild how memories work.
-I thought that I was ready to be in love again.
Maybe I was.
Maybe.
Or maybe the layers had yet to be pulled back.
See you soon enough folk!
Safe travels till then, yeah?
And as always:
Stay safe.
Stay healthy.
Stay vigilant.
-Redd.